jungkook's pov:

nobody was talking. either we were silent or conforting each ther, until we heard a voice. we turned to see chae trying to stand up.

"stop" i say softly. "you can't stand up, you're too weak"

"why am i here?" she asks

"you collapsed,and also you had multiple fractures so we had to take you here." jimin answers

she looks down, as if she was intimated. and tears started to fall again.

then she started to say a poem.

Rest in peace, dear dignity
All i had was you, and you're gone now
Perhaps, i deserved this, but why did he do it?
Events from yesterday keep coming to my mind and i can't help it.

she repeated it for a long while. why? what was so special about this poem?

"chaeyoungie, why do you keep saying this poem?" i ask her

"it describes how i feel."

i rubbed circles behind her back.

she was sobbing again...

the thought that he dared touching her makes me so angry, but she needs me, and even if i want to punch him and kill him, it won't change anything.

"chaeyoung, it's ok. we're here now, we'll protect you."

she looks at me, then at the boys and says "guys? can you stay with us at our house?"

"of course chae!" said yoongi with a warm smile. i heard from jimin that yoongi and chae were really close, he was almost like a father to her. he would always protect her and take care of her.

she looks at him with watering eyes and smiles, but it wasn't a real smile. it seems as if she was just trying to forget about what happened. i look at her, but suddenly i received a message, but i already knew who it was so i left the room.

"didn't you understand or should i hurt her more? not that i don't like it tho"

fuck.

fuck.

fuck.

fuck.

fuck ×100.

"jungkook who is it?" someone asks behing me. i turn to see yoongi. he seems angry, but tries to keep his calm.

he also knows about my life, and i guess he doesn't want to be rude. he knows i am still kind of broken.

"yoongi, i know what happened to chaeyoung, and i know who did it to her."

we went to the hospital's garden, and sat on one of the chairs.

"jungkook, please tell me everything." he said, with a soft voice

i sigh. it is hard for me to talk about this whole situation, especially when i know i am related to that asshole.

"yesterday, i went with her to the forest, we were having fun. i was having fun. but then, i received a message from hobeom. he said if i didn't leave chaeyoung they would hurt her, so i thought if i went home then rather than staying at her place, maybe she would be safe. i guess i was wrong... hyung it's my fault, isn't it?"

"no, it's their fault and only theirs." he said sternly. "he's going to pay for what he did to her."

"hyung i feel so guilty..." i say, he nods sadly.

"you shouldn't."

he then stands up and invites me to do the same. i follow him to chaeyoung's room. we entered the room and saw the others talking to the doctor.

"hello! as i said to your friends, mrs. park will be good do dismiss from today. even if she is traumatised, being in a place she knows and feels good in will help her to feel better. chaeyoung, i hope you get better soon" he says with a warm smile.

she didn't seem to pay attention. she was thinking about something else, and i wish i could enter her mind to know what's going on. but i can't. i can barely do anything to comfort her. and that hurts loads.

why am I so attached to her?

***

we are now heading towards the car, it was pretty big so all of us could fit in it. chaeyoung was next to me, I had one arm around her neck, to make her understand I am beside her. then I felt shakes, and sobs. I turned to her and saw, her trying to keep her tears from falling.

"chae? what's up jagi?" I ask her, concerned.

"jungkook... I want a bath." she answered

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and the queen is back! wassup lil pandas? did y'all miss me? haha i know you did, don't lie.

i'm sorry but recently i was so caught up with the new c-drama i started sweet combat that i didn't think about the story.

i hope you like it!

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