Today the plan shall be placed into action...

Well, fingers crossed it all goes well!

I'm dressing as (what you dressed as)- not what I originally planned to dress as but the costume would make do.

Hiro decided he was gonna just "pretend" to be the leader of Big Hero 6 and quite frankly... I'm not so sure... I'll get back to you when I'm done.

Okay so I'm back.

How did it go?

Horribly.

He's gone. That's that. We went out trick or treating and stopped at a public bathroom. I went inside and did the ditching by climbing the toilet wall (using the toilet as a stepping stair) and scrambled out the top window.

ALL in my Halloween costume! Hiro texted me a couple minutes ago after I got back here but I blocked him (I think for a second time) and now that's that.

My windows are locked in every room and the blinds are drawn shut, Zoe didn't put any decorations out because she wasn't bothered with the trick or treaters stating "might as well buy and eat the whole bunch"

Well thank gosh she didn't because now Hiro has no excuse to knock on our door.

I should be relieved- I really am but then and again a horrible feeling is present within my body.

Regret.

Yeah it's weird and it sounds wrong.

I mean, I was trying to get RID of him and now I WANT him back?! What's gotten into me.

Hang on.

Ok I brought Hiro back.

An ENTIRE MONTHS WORTH OF PLANNING- gone down the drain!

Zoe knows about his presence actually and promised not to turn him in... it's kind of hard because I've torn myself in two.

I'm at war with myself!

I'm confused, lost, scared and above all uncertain!

What do I do? November is coming around the corner and then December is here!

Zoe was talking with Hiro and apparently she was considering moving back to San Fransokyo for my sake where I'd at least have Honey Lemon and GoGo to hang around... since Wasabi and Fred kinda got murdered by me...

OK THOSE ARE COMPLICATED THOUGHTS.

Hiro told me GoGo and Honey Lemon forgive me but I guess the problem isn't them.

It's me.

Do I FORGIVE myself?

I'm not sure...

- (y/n) out