Have you ever just been so shocked, you had to sit down outside alone and contemplate whether what just happened was real or a dream?

I have... many times and today I think this one confused me the most.

It's Christmas... everyone is here at the lucky cat cafe while I spend my time outside writing in this book.

It's a very poor excuse to be outside in the darkness of what we call night while at the time the people I dub my friends go and have the times of their lives.

And I constantly have the continuous thought that strengthens over time that I become even more openly minded with the world that surrounds me.

It's a very deep feeling that has swollen inside me and has created a reaction that causes me to wonder if my body is just an illusion or if my consciousness is really conscious.

But enough deep talk... it probably wouldn't make any literal sense to the person reading this if I am to assume someone is reading this.

To simplify, I just strongly believe I am dreaming.

The chances of a certain event occurring is so slim that I believed it were impossible.

And yet all of that was proved wrong.

Exactly at midnight, after all of our presents we had selected with great care, had been handed and received, he took me outside.

Honey Lemon didn't even NEED to plan a back up because Hiro was doing this all himself.

So I followed him, very confused as he blabbed about how he wanted to give me another present and how he knew it was cliché but didn't really care.

I figured that my intentions were the same as his, pretty easy to read a mind like his but I waited.

He took me to the balcony of the house that was filled with plants beyond the eye could see. The sky was pretty, full of stars that twinkled so brightly that it seemed impossible with all the smog from the city below.

So we stayed quiet for a while, the silence wasn't awkward but rather a pleasant feeling that spread throughout my entire being.

And that's when we spoke at the same time, claiming we both had something that had been on our minds for a while and how we needed to relieve the feeling by expressing emotions with each other.

Taken back was an understatement, not because I didn't expect him to say such a thing because to be honest, I did, but more or so the fact that he said the EXACT SAME THING at the EXACT SAME TIME as I.

But either way, I allowed him to go first and then he spilled the beans. He told me he liked me and I told him I did to.

So he grabbed my hand and we stayed silent for a bit more. No words exchanged for what seemed like hours.

And then he turned to look at me, grabbed my face with both of his hands and looked me dead in the eye to check if there were any hesitant moves I had planned.

Once he was sure I was fine, he kissed me. And I kissed him back. And everything in the world slowed down and we were like one and oh my gosh it was AMAZING!

We actually had kissed! My dreams came true! Everything came true! It was perfect and all so nice and OMG!

So uh... I should probably return to the party and stuff, Hiro told everyone we are a thing now and uh... yeah!

- (y/n) out