School isn't going the way I hoped it would to be honest.

First lesson and we have to talk about what we did in the holidays!

Pfft that is such a kindergarten thing! But we were forced to do it...

Sadly I was forced to do it to.  And we had this teacher who doesn't believe in technology (what Eva that means) and hasn't heard the news about my San Fransokyo issues...

So I lied, naturally, I wanted at least ONE good reputation with at least ONE teacher.

And then the class started calling things out like how bad of a lier I was and that I was just trying to hide my true intentions.

To put it simply- I have no good reputations with any of my teachers now.

These entries are starting to become more shorter and more boring... should I continue writing in here? I mean- this is just pathetic.

Speaking of pathetic- I got a letter from Hiro.

Not an email or text, a LETTER- partially because I blocked him and the others on everything.

Zoe doesn't understand why I did that- she reckons that I should still be friends with them and keep in touch because they are my true friends and still care about me unlike kids at school.

I should have shown her the message Hiro sent me then.

It was horrible.

For some stupid reason, he can forgive me for killing his two best friends- people he has known longer than me yet he won't forgive me for walking out on him.

He doesn't want to be my friend because I left him.

Stupid.

They all are.

Oh yes, forgive the girl who terrorises the whole damn city but kick out the girl because she broke your heart.

Stupid, stupid stupid!

That letter is long gone- I don't want Zoe finding it because then I know for certain that she will ring Aunt Cass and complain.

I mean, Zoe is nice but she can be a little... TOO protective... I mean- just the other day she worried I would cut my stomach or throat open when I told her I accidentally ate a small part of an egg shell!

It was preposterous because at 5 in the evening, we went to a HOSPTIAL...

I'm glad I didn't tell her about that note- she would have asked where it was and I don't wanna tell her how I used a match to burn it then scissors to shred it and a toilet to flush it.

I can imagine her now: "SCISSORS?! YOU USED SCISSORS!!??"

Ok I'm probably over reacting but seriously, she's worse.

Anyways I think that's all I have time for here!

- (y/n) Out