Sorry for not updating. I was so busy and I am sick right now. Thanks for reading my book. I hope you guys will love it.

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He took one of  my hand and said "Are you sure Soo Mi you are not the girl... but my feeling for you said otherwise"

Then he just admiring me still holding my hands while I was still sleeping with my head on the soft comfortable bed that. He was laying on.

Flashback

That day was my miserable and drastic day. That now when I think about it... I want to really forget about it like completely removed it from my mind.

The feelings I have on that day. The feelings that I never knew that I had it in me. The feelings that make me a different person in general.

The feelings are hate. I could feel the anger through me. It's all started when class ended. I was still putting away my books in my bag.

"Hey... Soo Mi I go first my boyfriend is looking for me... He said he wants to say something to me... I hope it is not something bad" Eun Ji said to me and said her goodbye.

"Wait you have a boyfriend?.... Just kidding go he will be waiting for you... Lay will be waiting for you" I replied while teasing her.

(for those of you read my Baekhyun fanfic it's that scene the scene where he broke Eun Ji heart.)

I wonder why Lay wants to talk to her about... They had been dating for a while now just a few weeks... Stop it's not my business to meddle" I said to myself.

As I pushed my chair into the desk, I saw Yi Soo just smile and waving her goodbye to me and Chen.

In the classroom, it was quiet with all my classmates are gone they already went back home. It left me and Chen in the classroom.

As I was about to move I saw that Yi Soo left something underneath her desks. It's her diary. It's her secret Diary, if this got in the hands of someone, they will know her secrets. I need to give this to her quickly before she went back.  I quickly took her book and put it inside my bag to give it later to her.

I pulled out my phone and texted her.

Soo Mi: Hello 😄

Soo Mi: it's me your friend lol I'm sure you know who I am.

Soo Mi: Anyways... Yi Soo you left something it's your notebook...

Yi Soo: Oh wait right there I will back

Soo Mi: OK I wait.

As this was going on, Chen was still packing his stuff. What took him so long to put away his stuff? What did he do for all that time? It has already been 10 minutes since the class finished.

I just ignored him. I walked slowly to erased the broad but,  without me realising it I tripped on something. That something on Chen's pencil case.

I took a deep breath and close my eyes.

Time seems to slow down when you're falling. In the seconds it took me to reach the ground I knew it was going to hurt. I just knew, So I surrender.

I have a habit of falling but not as much as Eun Ji. She falls literally everywhere.

As I was still falling, I didn't hit the hard ground but I think I just stopped. I could feel some muscular arms caught me just right in time before I fell.

My eyes were still closed. But I know who caught me at that moment. The guy who I have a crush on. The guy I love, but he doesn't love me back, Chen.

As I opened my eyes, I saw him staring at me and said" Are you OK... Soo Mi? "he said worrying about me.

" Yeah I'm fine" I replied softly.

I just realize that his arms were wrapped around me. So I immediately pushed them away. By doing that I fall again, but I was surprised by what happened at this very moment.

At this moment, I accidentally kiss Chen's sweet lips. We were so Suprised and puzzled of what just happened at this moment. Our eyes widen at this.

As I was about to pull away, I saw Yi Soo just across from us. I saw tears dripping down on her checks.

I pushed him away and said"Sorry Chen... I didn't mean too... I know you like Yi Soo... and I know you too started going out"I said and back away.

"So this is why you want me to be here huh... Well..." she said that and ran away from us.

"Yi Soo I can explain" I shouted at her but she doesn't want to listen.

"Chen I'm really sorry" I apologise again to him.

But afterwards, it shocked me of his actions. I could feel My face was bright red it was not because of me blushing. It was because of him slapping my face.

I saw his eyes were so serious staring into me and said"Don't do that again... Soo Mi" and leave me and ran after Yi Soo to catch her and explain to her what happened.

(now you know a bit of the past... I hint some of this in my old fanfics so yeah)

End of Flashback

Few hours had passed, I woke up with his hands holding mine. I want to release it but he wouldn't let me.

"Umm Chen..." I said and looked at him.

"If you want your hand back please answer my questions," He said still holding my hand but this time it was much more grabbed, it was like he doesn't want my hand to let go.

"Why would I do that I have no secrets to tell..." I said nervously.

Stupid Soo Mi, you have many secrets now and the past. Why am I keep denying it I said to myself?

"I don't I hold your hands forever," He said while he was determined to know something.

"OK Fine... I answer your questions" I replied to him.

"Are you the girl that switch phone with me? Answer it honestly... Beautiful " he said that while looking into my eyes.

As he said that name, I knew he knew the answer already, but he really wants me to tell him in person.

"Umm... Y-" I didn't get to finished, as I felt his soft lips with mine.

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