Mannat POV

(Morning 5 am )

I woke up as my alarm went off...
I sit up straight. I speak some motivated words to me to start my day.

I went to the washroom and freshen up, and I did my routine.
And change in sweatpants and t-shirt. Then I went jogging.

After an hour I came home and told Lilly (maid ) for orange juice and to make my breakfast.

I went upstairs after drinking orange juice and freshen up in my formal clothes

(Only clothes)

Then I come downstairs to the dining room. There I saw my family was chattering for today's function.

" Good morning everyone " I greeted everyone with a bright smile.

" Good morning " everyone greeted me and smile on their faces

" Mannat!! Where were you last night? We had a great time."
My cousin Ronit asked me .and glaring at me

" Sorry, I was busy in making preparation for Sweden venture "
I replied with an apologist smile.

" why are you wearing formal clothes ??? Where are you going ?"
My mom asked me with narrowing eye

" I going to surprise you all in the evening. That's why I am going now ." I replied " and a little bit of shocked " I added with mischievously smiling. Then I started eating my breakfast.

" Ok, I will be coming to the venue directly and on the time ...
And .. wait for my surprise ." I told to everyone then winked at mom and stood up.

Then I whispered to dad " Did you told mom about I am going Sweden " he shook his head as No.

" Don't tell her now. I will explain to her later " I whispered again and kiss his cheeks.

" Bye everyone .have nice time ... you all " to everyone was present on the table.

I made my way to the car which was already parked in front of the house
I order to take us to Ashok hotel, I have accompanied my secretary within the meeting was going to be held in Ashok hotel ...

After 30 minutes of travelling meanwhile, I did my emails and called my friend to accompany me in my brother engagement as My date.

YAY, I USUALLY DON'T DATE BUT
SOME TIME MOM FORCE ME TO DO, OR OFFER COME FROM MY CLIENT WHICH I CAN'T DECLINE THEM...

" Good morning mam " I was greeted by my secretary

" Good morning Harsha " I replied on a smile

" Have you got the paper ready of Rajasthan castle I asked you too??"
I asked her as soon as the driver starts driving.

" Yes, Mam. Everything is ready ." She answers happily.

Someone is in a good mood...

" Someone is in a good mood ??? Huh???" I asked teasing

" Yeah. I broke up with my boyfriend ." She said as if the best thing has ever happened to her.

"What? Why? " I asked her as if has lost her mind ... broke up with loved one would disturb your life ...at least for me.

"He was so boring ...
And the excitement was gone long before ...I hope that's why I broke up with him ." She answered as if thinking the proper reason.

" Huh? Ohhh.. congratulation for your break up with him." I said and started seeing outside of the window.

For some people break up is the as best thing ever happen to them.

BREAK UP ..... BREAK UP.....

MANNAT PAST

I was in love with that person that can take my whole life with wish.
But that person takes only my heart...

What tragic was that I was the one who broke our relationship...
For both our sake ...... But I was wrong, that decision destructed my life and miserable his life.

I don't know why I made his life miserable while he made my life more beautiful than anything ...
The uniqueness of him was something I can't describe...

His walking towards me ... in a unique way.

His smile towards me .. Best smile I have ever seen.
The Way of talking to me..bring a smile on my face.

I have seen him observing me ...
I know he was attracted to me too but he never confesses.

I want him to come to me to confess his feelings...
But he never confesses...

We met in class 10...

Become best friends in 11 and 12.

I was totally over him by then.

3 years from 10 .. 11 .. 12.

He was the guy always there for me I would say every time.

From that time I started drawing which represent my love for him which I can't express ...

I use to draw in such a way that expresses my feeling in each and every movement I spend with him...

My first painting was done by my 11 standards...

My first paint was being approved by my father because he uses to draw in young age.

From that painting, my dad COMMENTED

( OHH MY DAUGHTER IS IN LOVE )

For the first time, I confess my love to my father ... I told him every detail of Arnav...his behaviour, his nature, his caring towards me.

Arnav uses to come to my house for some project, or for some party.
My dad knows him.

My dad suggested that if I'm sure for my feelings I should confess to him.
" No dad, I'm not sure of his feeling ..I know I love him ..but what of his feeling if he doesn't feel for me then..."

" Dear daughter..you know when a girl confesses her love to the boy ..boy would be on cloud nine at that time . " he paused " you also told me that he is not interested in other girls then you have opportunity to tell him that you have a feeling for him. Then his call if he wants to answer or not ??" He encouraged me.

The interesting thing was I named that painting as MANAV

( MAN AND NAV )

MANNAT'S MAN
ARNAV'S NAV

From that time whenever I use to draw I use to write manna...
I love to write ... because I use to draw him or I would say to us...
Mostly because he was my inspiration to draw.

I don't know why I didn't confess my feeling to him that time, I hope I was waiting for the right time.

My bonding with him was getting better and better with time ...

FIRST TIME I CONFESS MY LOVE TO HIM...

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( TO BE CONTINUED )....