i've been hurt before 

PHOBIAS, a matt sturniolo fanfiction

by EVERLOREERA

and that's why i close the door

in which

she's scared to love

OR

matt sturniolo falls for a girl he knows barely anything about 

scared of the dark

STARRING

CORDELIA "CORY" STACY JACKSON

18 , aries , lauren orlando

MATTHEW "MATT" BERNARD STURNIOLO

18 , leo , himself

JOSHUA "JOSH" SCOTT JACKSON

18 , scorpio , johnny orlando

CHRISTOPHER "CHRIS" OWEN STURNIOLO

18 , leo , himself

NICOLAS "NICK" ANTONIO STURNIOLO

18 , leo , himself

ELIZABETH "LIZZIE" ANNE HATHAWAY

18 , gemini , jules leblanc

jayden bartels as ALLIE BROCKWELL

everyone else as themselves!

MATT && CORY

MATTHEW && CORDELIA

and broken hearts

PLAYLIST

- phobias , johnny orlando

- chaotic , tate mcrae

- adore you , harry styles

- walking in the wind , one direction

- cardigan , taylor swift 

- the way i loved you , taylor swift

- strong , one direction

- always you , louis tomlinson

- willow , taylor swift

- too much to ask , niall horan

- phobias (bedroom remix) , johnny orlando

i've got phobias

DISCLAIMERS!!

— this is FICTION! it's not a fan-truth. this plot is also mine, i came up with it in my head. if it's similar to any other book, that's purely coincidental. please don't steal the plot!

— there will be NO smut, sexual scenes, or make-out scenes. the most i'm gonna write is a cute ass kiss scene, but none of the weird shit. the boys have voiced their uncomfortableness with that and i don't want to violate their boundaries.

— there will be cursing! if you're reading this, i'm assuming you're fine with swearing as the boys do it 24/7

— cory and josh are twins. i know johnny is a year and a half older than lauren, but this is for the story. 

— elizabeth is a lesbian! i don't want to see comments on how she would look good with chris or matt, etc. josh is bisexual. everyone else is straight.

— if i see anyone making sexual comments about ANYONE in this book, i will respectfully give a warning, but if it happens again, im muting you and you won't be able to enjoy the book like everyone else. don't be weird! it's fine to say that they're cute, hot, attractive, and what not but any weird stuff (y'all know what qualifies as weird) will not be tolerated

— that's it, enjoy the book!!

DEDICATIONS AND TAGGED!

the cuntinators and doo the stoo/stooers4nate gcs <33

special dt to jaden louis-core bc she's been here since almost the very beginning and i prob wouldn't have had the motivation to rewrite this if it wasn't for her so i'm so so thankful for u and i hope u enjoy the new version!

and everyone else reading this <33

maha speaks :)

rewriting my very first matt book almost a year after i published it is so 😧😧