(cherry pic)

They were on the train and Kia was lying on his lap "nii-san... "

Rikoa: what's the matter? Kia.

kia: why the name kerry?

rikoa: because I was looking at sakuras. You know... sakuras mean cherry blossoms so that I... kinda linked it and got to kerry.

She looks away from him " nii-san... you still love cherry don't you?"

rikoa:.... I love you kia.

kia: you love cherry.

He lifts her head and looks her in the eyes with frustration " what can I say, than will you believe me? I love you now."

kia: ...... make me yours!!!

His eyes softens and she lay her down on the long couch crouching over her " kia..." he pushes away her stray hair from her face.

kia: you can't do it. I knew it. You won't touch me... I never forget the times you touch me and call her name.... I am done being a substitute!!! Don't touch me!!

Her tears flowed and she pushed him away . She gets off the couch and heads towards the door of the cabin. Just than he grabbed onto her wrist, close the door and bangs her back against the door " its not true..." he sucks onto the arch of her neck... she moans..."nii-san..." He releases her ribbons and the whole yukata comes off easily. He pins her onto the ground and proceeds to her other side of her neck when he stops...

rikoa: a mark. Who marked you?

She looked away " its not you ."

rikoa: you told me to own you. I don't allow such a thing to appear.

" you hear me." he said coldly by her ear. Her hearts thumps fast... He touches that bite mark and alchemy reacts. He covers her mouth " hold a little. " Her skin disintegrates and her flesh shows. Tears fell down her cheek...

kia pov:

what's this feeling... its painful. Usually it wouldn't even matter to me. Burns and cuts... I have already gotten used to it. Usually I would just bite my tongue and get on with it. Why does this burn... feel so painful...

Lee's face comes out in my brain... I want to see him again. I want to hug him... I feel like... I am going to lose myself. Is it ok like that? Nii-san will take care of me right? Does nii-san even mean what I want... 

In the end... I am just being greedy... isn't it? Lee... where are you?

Nii-san dries my tears my licking them at my cheek " don't cry. You have me. I will get you patched up when we get back. " He licks my burned flesh... it hurts... but not so much anymore... instead a small little fire spreads my body... I... want nii-san...

I kiss his lips... this feeling of satisfaction...  I own him... for now. I still remember his soft spots... I bite his ear and he blushes lightly... cute. That expression... its for me right? " kia..." he softly says. It is... for me.

 He roughly grabs my chin and pushes me away " enough... you have kerry. "

kia: um... nii-san...

rikoa: aishteru kia. But those touches aren't enough for you isn't it? You still won't believe me.

its true. I can't trust nii-san. He always lies to me about cherry. Always...

He kisses my lips " we will take this slowly."  Can I even trust nii-san?

flashback~

Cherry wasn't my sister. She wasn't a sibling of mine. She wasn't any engagement nii-san had either. She was... my confidant. I protected her when she was in my squad. She was weak and didn't really have any skills. The only thing that prevented her from getting thrown away was her natural born talent to manipulate people.

She was like the rest of us. Dirty. Used. But  nii-san ad fallen in love with this weak fragile cherry. All she have to do is to open her mouth and people would gladly do things for her. You could say she is half angel and half devil. 

I am a monster. Everyone in the squad revered me, rita the exception. Than there's her who doesn't even think its something. Its like someone really treated me as a human. I liked that feeling. So when nii-san fell in love with her... all I could do was cry. She deserved it , I told myself.  Nii-san liked her personality as who she was. I accepted that quickly and distanced myself. It was obvious nii-san liked her, the way he looks at her... but he denies it.

But... nii-san just had to approach me. I tried the hard as I could to avoid. But nii-san would just come looking for me and say stuff like "aishteru kia" . It was hard enough to stay away from a nii-san I can never have... because we're siblings. He had to tell me that. He loves me as a sibling. I understood that...

Cherry confessed and all his attention averted to her. I would never be able to touch the nii-san I love again. He was hers now. Everytime she talks about their time together... my heart hurts... I just wanted someone to adore me. Someone in place of nii-san to adore me...

They were going to get married despite the discussion and going against. I helped to fight for them. I remember. Watching my beloved nii-san to become others... it was painful. But I wanted him to be happy. So I threatened them, if that didn't work... I killed them.

But cherry didn't live long. She died in a few months. I felt pain, because nii-san looked sad. That was when it started... nii-san started to get closer to me, dominate me... push his engagements away. But when he touches me... he calls for her name. Even at times, he just calls me "cute" like it was my name. It was a phrase to call cherry. I knew...than...Nii-san.... loves cherry.

I just wanted to selfishly monopolise this love that didn't belong to me.

end of flashback~
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 rikoa: open the door kia.

kia: eh? can't you? I thought you came through this door.

rikoa: I did. But I don't want you to know who helps me open this door.

kia: cautious of me huh?

rikoa: you can't blame me. You are devious.

kia: *giggles* agreed.

rikoa: I promise its not yuki or eliza opening the door.

Kia commands the gate to open and it does. Just than alchemy reacts and the ground shatters and rikoa drops down below. 

kia pov:

 Nii-san grabs onto my hand and pulls me along when... another hand grabs onto my wrist . Lee...? Nii-san tugs me to his side and lee does the same. Just than a bullet goes through nii-san's arm and the impact forces him to let go of me. Lee pulls me up immediately and carries me in his arm bridal-style.

" nii-san!!!" I look to the hole. I turn to see lee " can you let nii-san go?"

He looked  at me with a blackened face... " ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!! NO!! LOOK WHAT HE DID TO YOU?!!! "

kia: but he is my nii-san...

He kisses my lips entwining with my tongue leaving a saliva thread " did you forget about me? " his disappointment and fear... written on his face. I bury my face into his chest " no... I... I was losing myself. "

Alchemy reacts and the shambles fallen onto nii-san disintegrates. My alchemy circle... he copied it from me. Its somewhere... I don't know where. He climbs out of the hole " return my kia. "

lee: she is mine.