Well uh,

It's mostly family issues but also a lot of school stress.

I'm dealing with the MAJOR threat of being held back and if I'm held back,

I just can't think about how much my family would tease me over it. I just can't, and i really have been working my ass off.

There's also Valentine's Day coming up and I've been getting in fights with my gf who I love, and it hurts a lot since a lot of hurtful things have been said including one thing she said which I won't mention which will probably stick with me for a good couple of years.

There's also all the pills I've been taking which have been making me really anxious, and prone to anxiety attacks.
And....
They basically make me starve myself which doesn't help at all.

Lately I feel like I'm loosing a lot of my friends, and I just have no motivation to get on any social media what's so ever. And hey if I don't update with art what is there for the art thief to steal, haha.....

And I also am really embarrassed to bring up the subject of depression up to any of my rl friends or family since I feel like they won't believe me and think I'm looking for attention.

Mostly my brothers though they'll probably make fun of me for trying to get attention.

Here take a drawing that I have.

it's of my transgender gem oc flourite. It's supposed to be a group picture of him, chrysoprase, and peridot. I need to finish it but that'll probably take a bit.

So yeah guys, I'll keep trying to update when I get motivation but just a heads up.