Dan p.o.v

Never in my mind have I felt this feeling. Everything tore threw my heart as I watch Phil collapse to the ground. He just shot him in the head. Phil, the only sunshine I had left was gone. All because I connected with him, this was all my fault.

The man left me and Phil's mother with Phil. Who laid lifeless, she cried on his body and I called 999. About ten minutes later they arrived and took him to the hospital.
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5 hours have past and the doctor finally came out. His face looked as if he was trying to hide his disappointment. Knowing it would only make me and his mom feel worse. His mother was caring and similar to Phil. She tried keeping us from crying the hardest and actually did help. 

Phil's friends came shortly after. A green eye boy and another boy as well. They looked depressed and barely spoke to any of us.

"You're Dan?" The green eye boy asked nudging the boy next to him who seemed deprived of life.

"How do you know my name?" I replied.

"Phil told us all about you, he texted us saying how kind you were." The green eye boy sighed.

"Apologies I'm Pj, and this is Chris. We knew Phil since we were toddlers."

"Hi, and Chris is it? I'm sorry this happened I know how it f-"

"No, shut up. I don't want to hear a word from you! You caused this, you got him involved and fucking this happened! But you are going to say I'm sorry?" Chris stood up yelling at me.

"You have no idea how I feel right now Chris." I hissed.

He punched me hard in the jaw making me rub it. Pj grabbed Chris holding him back panicking. "Stop Chris you'll only make it worse!"

"Yeah! You know what? I feel lost and gone. I lost the only thing in life that actually made me pure happy. I lost the person I actually admitted I love, so don't you fucking tell me what I don't know!" I yelled standing up.

Chris calmed down and he sunk to his seat. "I'm sorry, I just miss him..."

Pj glanced at Chris and pulled him into a hug. I began to cry realizing I had no one here to support me. Except myself, because no one understood this...this guilt.

I stood up walking out of the hospital sitting down next to a tree in the back of the hospital. It was pitch black, the only light source was the moon and star. I remembered the dream world and began to cry. How happy me and Phil were in it. I remembered how much Phil loved the dream world, now he got his wish to be there.

I looked into the sky and clutched my hands to the tree roots. I began to wish and wish. I wished so hard that I did it for maybe an hour. I wished for him to come back, I wished for him to hug me and kiss me. I wished for everything to be normal and for him to be happy. But mostly,

I wished for one I love you too.

Don't cry, craft.
I'll leave,