A/N: HELLO PEOPLE

I'm back... for now!!

(I didn't edit this, so enjoy friends!!)

(Dan's POV)

I woke up to the beep of my phone. I moaned and grab it reading the label. It was Kik. I thought up my phone and saw PhiltheAmazing.

PhiltheAmazing: Hello!

DanShouldbeonFire: Good morning.

I set up and got off my bed walking over to my doors to get a shirt. I had another buzz from my phone across the room. I smiled a real smile for once. I don't know why, but he made me feel different.

I grabbed my phone again.

PhiltheAmazing: You're awake, good.

DanShouldbeonFire: Yeah

PhiltheAmazing: So, what are you eating for breakfast?

DanShouldbeonFire: Uh, I don't know yet, what about you?

I wasn't planning on eating, not until later at the café.

PhiltheAmazing: I don't know, probably cereal unless my mom made something.

Well, I guess I'll have to eat twice today.

DanShouldbeonFire: Nice and I think I'll have cereal too.

PhiltheAmazing: Frosty's here I come!

(A/N I don't know if that's spelled right and I'm too lazy to look it up so deal with it)

I pulled on a pair of jeans to get out of my pajama pants and walked down the stairs, sliding my phone into my pocket.

Once I got to the kitchen I open the cabinet and got out some random cereal and put it onto the table, followed by a bowl and milk.

After making my food, and putting the milk up mind you, I turned my phone onto YouTube and watch the new Shane Dawson TV video, even though I watched it 1,000 times already.

I laughed as I eat slowly, letting my body know that I was eating again. After about 50 videos I realize that I've been eating a bowl of cereal for almost an hour and I was only halfway done.

When I finish cleaning I heard of us, I walked over to my phone and saw Mary's name.

Mary: Hey, I just realize that your alarm didn't go off.

Dan: Yeah, I know, I had another alarm.

Mary: Really?

Dan: You can say that.

Mary: Amazing, bye now!

Amazing, he sure was. I need to stop myself, I was putting too much faith into this boy.

*Buzz* PhiltheAmazing: Hey, I have another question

Speak of the devil.

PhiltheAmazing: Hey, I have another question.

DanShouldbeonFire: Yeah?

PhiltheAmazing: Are you telling the truth?

DanShouldbeonFire: Why would I make this up?

PhiltheAmazing: Attention

DanShouldbeonFire: I'm a sorry piece of shit like someone who would ever do that Phil.

PhiltheAmazing: Yeah, sorry for asking.

DanShouldbeonFire: I don't blame you, you can think the things want. I mean, we've never met in person, for all I know you're 42 or 13, and a girl!

PhiltheAmazing: Ha, guess you're right.

I hear a knock at the door.

DanShouldbeonFire: Be right back.

I put on my phone and walked over to the door and opened it.

"PJ?"

"Surprise?"

Yes, it was, I don't think that he would be over today.

"Yeah it is, come in," I say while opening my flat door, "Why do you come over?"

"Just because," that wasn't an answer.

I heard a buzz come from the kitchen table from the living room, considering they were connected to it.

PJ turns to me and frowns, "Mary?"

I shrugged and he ran to the kitchen to grab my phone; me running after him. He was faster.

"Oh, whose Phil?"

"PJ!"

*Gasp* "Are you trying to replace me?" He said smiling at me.

"No, but pretty soon you'll be dead if you don't stop!" I say almost yelling.

"Oh, come on Dan!"

I snatched my phone from his hands. "What did I do?"

"Have some fun!"

"I'm going to the cafe tonight, right?"

"Yeah, but we're gonna be spying on people!"

"What?" I was never told this.

"Oh, I must've missed to tell you that."

Yeah, you did, in and how could you forget to tell someone that? Well, I can't speak for PJ.

"Well we are, now can you tell me who this Phil person is?" He said rolling his eyes.

"A friend," I answer as my phone buzzes again to tell me that I had a text.

"Good to know that you're making some friends," he said with a smile. "Hey I'm going to go now, I just want to stop in and say 'hi' but I knew that that was wouldn't be the only thing I was going to do."

I stayed in my spot while he walked to the door to leave.

"Bye," he waved and I waved back to him as he closes the door behind him.

"'A friend'? Out of everything you could have said you said 'A friend'? Really Dan, don't get your hopes up," I say aloud.

I look down at my phone.

*PhilltheAmazing: Ok*

I sigh, "Two days of calm and quiet," I thought, "and you are already doing this? Don't get your hopes up, you know what happened the last time you did."

It was like my brain was split into, half of me was okay with this, and the other hated me for trying this. It was always like this for me.

Therefore, either way, it went, I looked up my phone to talk to Phil.

PhiltheAmazing: Ok

DanShouldbeonFire: I'm back but only to tell you that I will not be on for a while.

PhiltheAmazing: Oh, Ok. Thanks for telling me!

DanShouldbeonFire: Yeah, bye.

I need to clear my head, and I couldn't know that he didn't know why I didn't answer. I wouldn't do that to someone.

Once fill answered I quickly cleared the messages and left my phone in the kitchen and went to the living room and, soon, go to sleep.

I don't normally have dreams and if I have them I never remember them, but after this one I know I will remember it forever.

I was standing on a cliff and it was foggy. I couldn't even see my feet.

I walked around and finally found something. A boy with black hair, long like mine, with a blue shirt on. He stood at the edge of the cliff, back towards me. I had an instinct, somehow I knew who he was. I called out his name.

"Phil?"

He didn't move.

"Phil, what are you doing?"

"Jumping," he didn't turn around.

I realize what he meant.

"Phil, that's not the answer, and never is. Death is not the answer, it isn't right!"

"But Dan," he turned to me, "you jumped."

He was a mess, bruises, and cuts. He was tired and bleeding.

"What do you –," I couldn't finish, The whole floor was ripped from under me.

"Phil!" I yelled, everything went black, but I knew I was still falling.

"See you soon Dan, "Phil's voice echoed around me.

I felt tears in my eyes as I hit the ground. I heard a crack. Bones, but not mine.

When I open my eyes I thought my family. My mother and dad, even my little brother. They were happy, happy without me.

"Dad, " my brother spoke, "how did Dan die?"

"A car wreck, he got drunk," he answered with lies.

"Really?" My brother asked.

"Yes, I don't ask again."

"Why don't you tell him the truth?" I yelled as if they could hear me, but they turned around. Their face filled with shock, they could see me.

"Dan?" My dad asked.

"I thought he wasn't alive," my brother said.

"No Adrian, they just left me. They left me two years ago and never said anything. They left me with a little money and the house we used to live in, just me and that shit house. They wanted a new life, a new kid. One that was it fucked up like me," I yelled as I talk to your sting my eyes.

"Why are you messed up?"

"Adrian doesn't talk to him, "my dad put it on around him.

"Why? I think he'll catch my gayness? My ADHD? He won't, he can't unless he already has it. He probably doesn't, you haven't dropped him yet."
"Gay?"

My brother was left there with no answer because the next thing I know I was sitting on the bones I fell on all of a sudden.

I saw, whom I assume was, Phil, again. He was covered in blood. I saw a silver thing come out of his back, then pulled back and he turned to me. He had a sword in his hand and a person dressed in all black wearing a hood with right I stood behind him.

"Do it," it said.

Phil approached me. I tried to move but the bones hold onto me.

"I'm sorry Dan," I looked up to see Phil, not bloody Phil, stand over me with tears running down his face.

And one swift move he put the sword to my neck. I could see Phil turning red and bloody again before I woke up.

I was crying in real life, shaking too. I didn't realize I was dreaming.

I put my knees to my chest and looked at the clock across the room, it was 14:02, I was asleep for two hours. It was a great thing, I would be leaving in an hour.

Sleeping is a great thing to do when you have nothing to do, but if you have dreams like that you'll never want to sleep again.

Haha, this is 1701 words (including all of these)

Okay, so I got tagged in something, I just don't know why. HELP ME!!! Also, I should be posting once a
week, but most of these chapters have like over 1500 words in it, like this one.

Also, the amount of free time I have is not a lot. I am in the National Junior Honor Society, Student Council, School Soccer, Competitive Soccer, Speech And Debate, Choir, Band, and I am a Band Rodie. A lot, I know, but I will work it all out, I promise.

So in two weeks if I haven't posted anything you could yell at me all you want.

Until next time all guys, gals, and non-binary pals.

I love Thomas Sanders...