They're not a couple in this one yet

(Ryan/Cry POV)

Ah shit, did I fall asleep on the couch again? I yawned and opened my eyes a little and almost screamed.

You were laying on top of me, with your face buried into my neck and your arms wrapped around my torso.

I blushed deeply, and tried to move you off without waking you up. When I went to move your arms off of me, you whined a little, and tightened your hold on me.

Eh, fuck it. I sighed and shifted a little to get a bit more comfortable. Might as well just wait, right? I turned on the tv, but I didn't really pay attention to it. I was too busy playing with your beautiful blonde hair. I started rubbing your back, like a massage of some kind, and I heard you hum quietly in delight.

After about a half an hour, I heard you yawn. You then rubbed your face gently against my neck, like a cat. Awh. Wait, what? Not awh. Not awh at all. Stop it, Ryan. Stop.

"What time is it?" I heard you mumble in that raspy/sleepy voice. Oh jeez.

"Um.... It's like, 2:30." I said, sitting up so now you were sitting on my lap, and your arms dropped down to my waist.

"Oh, okay." You said softly, and then you moved your face away from my neck and looked at me. Your hair was a little messy, probably from me playing with it, and your eyes were probably the sparkliest I've ever seen them. You smiled a little, and sighed. You are so fucking hot, but also so fucking adorable.

Wait.... Hot? Adorable? No, Ryan, stop it. You're not gay. You have a girlfriend. (Me: *pukes*)

You're not gay.

Stop it.

Stop thinking these things.

Stop it, stop it, stop it.

Wait.

Am I gay?

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Oh fuck.