~Pewds~

Cry fell asleep, in my lap, leaning up against my chest as a pillow. I was leaning on my wall, this position wasn't the comfiest to sleep in. I sighed.

I had cleaned up the two cuts on his arm, and figured I would throw the razor away when I had the chance. I wouldn't allow him to ever hurt himself again. I felt so bad, I should've seen what was wrong with him, and I felt do bad for snapping at him. I am such a jerk, but Ryan loves me. I can't hurt him. There is no choice I CANT leave him, but even if there was a choice I don't think I would be able to. I love him too much.

He eventually woke up, and went about our day like none of it happened. Marzia never came into the picture, and basically the only thing that happened yesterday, was that Ken left. That's what we pretended.

I was very tired all day, but at about 4:00 me and Cry played and recorded a couple videos. While playing one of the games, there was a beach map. "Cry," I asked slowly. We were recording so I called him Cry.

"Yeah, friend," he answered back.

"We should go to the beach," I demanded.

"It is the middle of September, friend," he laughed.

"I know, but Florida is still pretty warm, I mean we don't really have to swim," I muttered, then stopped as I realized what I said.

I looked to the right of me, where he sat, and he looked back at me. We both smiled, and I said to the bros," Guys, I think I forgot to mention I was moving in with Cry..."

We both started cracking up laughing, I loved his laugh. I loved the way he looked when he laughed. Dammit why is he so cute... Wait don't dammit! It's a good thing my boyfriend is cute.

"I can't believe- you forgot- to tell them that," he gasped between laughing.

"Shut up," I yelled pushing him over. He was still gasping for air, silently laughing.

"Yeah, he is sitting right next to me. To all you Pewdiecry shippers, I am in his room right now," I raised an eyebrow and smirked.

He had stopped laughing now and he said in his Cry Reads voice," We are going to have sex tonight."

I froze and looked over at him, and we both started cracking up laughing. He said it so bluntly, and although the bros probably thought he was joking, I was kind of hoping he wasn't..

"I was not expecting you to say that," I laughed.

"That's why your reaction was priceless," he laughed out.

~Cry~

We stopped recording and I spun around in my computer chair. He smiled at me and came over, sitting in my lap, facing towards me. His chest was in my face, and his arms wrapped around my neck.

"Hi friend," I smirked in my Cry Reads voice, as I laid my hands on his waist, squeezing a bit.

"Why do you call me friend," Felix whispered, close to my ear. I gulped.

"It's a bad habit," I whispered back, trying to top his sexiness. He chuckled.

He leaned into my lips, touching them gently, then slowly pressing up agains mine harder and harder. I did the same, and the passionate kiss was full of lust and want.

Warning.

My eyes shut tight, and I rubbed my tongue against his bottom lip hungrily. He kept his lips shut firmly. So that's how he wants to play it? I smirked into his lips, and I trailed my hand down to his sacred area. As soon as my hand made contact I heard him gasp, and I took the opportunity to wriggle my tongue into his mouth. I wrestled his tongue for dominance, me winning since my hand was pressing down on his area.

He moaned loudly into my mouth, making it vibrate. I took my other hand and struggled to unbutton his jeans. I put my hand inside, with only the thin fabric of his boxers separating my hand his member. He moaned loudly.

"Jävla, uh, Ryan," he groaned. I could hear his accent through his moan. It sounded so fucking sexy.

I smiled, moving my lips to his neck. I give him small pecks, trying to find his sweet spot. I move lower down, and find it. When I kiss him he moans loudly. I smile, and being sucking and nipping at the area. He moans louder, and I wonder if the neighbors can hear.

I grab his waist and we flop onto the bed. We continue making out, and I begin sliding his jeans down his legs, leaving him in his boxers and shirt. He pulls his shirt over his head, and I do the same thing to mine. His chest was so gorgeous. He got a bit tan from the other day when we were "swimming" and his six pack was quite defined.

We pressed our lips together again, and I felt his hands fumble with my belt buckle. Eventually he got it off, and unbutton my jeans swiftly, sliding them off down and then off of my legs.

We were just in our boxers, and I began grinding on each other, and I could feel him growing underneath mine, making me feel more aroused. "Ryan,"

I heard him gasp or moan every now and then, and each time it would bring me closer and closer to taking him. I mean I didn't think he was a virgin, but then again I didn't think he had ever had gay sex before. I felt his hands began slipping my boxers down my legs. I guess this was happening. I did the same to him, and flipped him over.

"Felix, are you sure," I whispered. He nodded, then it happened. The feeling of pleasure was amazing. I had never felt this way with anyone else, letting me know Felix was THE one. The one for me. I just hoped he felt the same way as me...

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OMG! I feel so naughty and bad! Lol. I have never written anything like that before, please don't hate me!!! Anyway, thanks for the reads and votes my lovelias 🌺. As I went back reading my chapters I noticed autocorrect was changing lovelias to lovelies. *sigh* wtf autocorrect! Lovelies is to cliché, lovelias is so frickin original tho, and I love to be original. Anyway, vote and comment and follow and yeah... *brofist* 👊 bye