[38] I'm sorry


I don't have you here with me
But at least I have the memory

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There was an idea.

To bring together a group of remarkable people.

   To see if we could become... something more.

So when they needed us.

We could fight the battles, that they never could.

I had faith and hope, but both are such dangerous things, because it hurts so much holding onto it, and it hurts even more letting it go.

We talked about it, didn't we? We were going to become heroes, to protect those we love. But it was childish and deluded to even think we could do such things, because not all stories have happy endings.

Not even this one.

Thanos let go of me and I fell to the ground, groaned in pain and I had tears in both my eyes. I crawled my way to Tony, stood next to him, looking up to the guy.

He knew I told the truth, but it wouldn't change anything today, I couldn't change anything at all today.

"I hope they remember you." Thanos said one more time, raised his fist towards Tony.

"No..." I tried to beg for him to stop, but I coughed up blood.

   "Stop." Said Doctor Strange.

   I looked up to him, shaking my head, Tony needed to be alive but so do the others, there must be a way to fix this, but we ran out of time.

   "Spare his life and I will give you the stone."

   "No tricks." Thanos said.

   Doctor Strange shook his head.

   "Don't." Tony Stark begged, I reached out to held his hand, to made sure he wasn't alone, and so I won't be so scared.

   Doctor raised his hand up, behind him was a starry sky, he grabbed one of the stars and it was glowing green.

   He handed over to Thanos, and I wished I could stand up again to take it back, but my feet and arm were broken, and all my body was numb by the pain.

   He got the time stone, put them onto the glove. He felt it through his vein as he closed his eyes, then he smiled, as I lost all my hope, he smiled.

   "Take me with him." I said out, tears dripped down my chin.

   "With him?" Thanos repeated.

   "Death. Another dimension. New beginnings... or just nothing. Kill me off with him... please." I begged Thanos.

   He smirked softly, bent upon his knees, looked at me, as if love was such nonsense and I was blind to believe in it.

   "Guess we'll find out." He said, then stood up.

   "One to go." Something blasted to his glove, Peter quill came running, with all that he had, but Thanos just simply tightened his fist and escaped.

   Quill rolled to the ground, broken and hurt, he raised his gun up and looked around. "Where is he?!"

   Tony put his left hand on my shoulder. "Hold on." He told me, knowing how painful we both were. His right hand was fixing his suit, stopping the bleeding.

   "Did we just lose?" He asked.

   Tony looked at Doctor. "Why did you do that?"

   "We're in the endgame now." He said.

   And I didn't give a fuck what kind of plan Doctor was having, I didn't give up and planning to see it all end the same way. I stumbled up upon my feet, trying to stand up. Tony tried to tell me to stop, but I had to do something.

   "Take me to your ship." I told Quil, he didn't understand how important this was so I shouted. "Take me to your ship now!!"

   "(Y/n), it's not gonna be in time." Tony told me.

   "We're not trying to go back to earth, we need to send a message." I replied, ignored the pain.

   "To?!" Quill asked me.

   "Thor. You need to have some kind of... contact device, to Rocket at least. We need to send the message now."

   "We can... try. I-- i, i don't think they'll--hear it... The ship was pretty messed up-- If we can it might be just a couple seconds--" Quill stuttered.

   "WE HAVE NO CHOICE!" I shouted, my eyes were all red, and he looked at me and nodded repeatedly, pushed the button inside the ship, then stared back once again, telling me to speak.

   I put my lips closer, closed my eyes, made sure it was all clear.

   "Go for the head."

   And all there was left to do was hope for them to hear it.

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   Peter Parker ran towards me who was out of any strength, all that I had was a little faith in what I tried, what I believed in that kept me going.

   "No...no... No....." He muttered it a thousands time, then sat down in front of me. "Will she be alright?" He asked Tony, who was in a bad shape just like me.

   "She--"

   "Mr Stark will she be okay!?!"

   "She'll be okay! I did as much as I could, and she will be okay!" He yelled back.

   "Peter. It's okay-- it just hurts." I told him.

   "Oh god-- I can't bear losing you again." He teared up and hugged me in a way that he won't hurt me.

   "Peter..." I called his name so he looked at me. "We lost."

   "I know." He looked at the wound on my legs.

   "But I sent Thor a massage, he will get it, you will be fine."

   "What if he didn't get it?"

   "He will-- I made it clear-- If Thor could stop him then it won't happen, you will be okay!"

   "He might not and we need to be prepared for that."

   "He will!!"

   "Listen to me!! I know you tried! I knew you came back for me! To save us, but maybe we can't change what needs to happen!" He screamed into my face, and I knew he was also scared, I could see it in his eyes, but he tried to be strong for me.

   "Peter...." I muttered. "I can't lose you..." I teared up, stared into his eyes still.

   "..."

   "What kept me going all this time was you, you were what I held onto. Even before I was sent here, as an inglorious girl, I fell in love... for you and It healed me."

   "..." Tears welled up his eyes.

   "And now they're taking you away from me. And you don't deserve any of this, we're too young to become heroes. The world does need saving, but so you and I Peter."

   He let his tears dropped and he kissed me, so long, we never wanted to be apart, it was the saddest kiss, knowing it could be the last.

   "I need you to know this, (Y/n)." He split up and told me. "If... I don't make it--"

   "Don't say things like tha--"

   "It could happen so you need to hear it from me." He begged, both of us were crying. "One night I felt-- lonely, too much to handle and so I looked out my windows and I whispered. I don't want to be lonely anymore. And they sent me the greatest gift ever. It was you."

   "..."

   "So I don't regret any decision we made that got us where we are, we were each other's heroes, we saved each other in so many ways. And I fell in love with everything in you." He smiled with tears rolled down his cheeks.

   "I love you too. Peter. So much." I told him.

   "So... here's how it's going to go. Just like the first movie we watched with each other on that little bed. Whatever happens, we will face it."

   "I don't want you to go..." I cried.

   "Hey-- hey. Listen to me, baby. Just like what Christian told Satine in that movie... Come what may." He cried too. "Come what may, because I will love youuntil my dying day."

   And we kissed.

   And we cried together.

   And we waited with faith, to still become one of the remarkable people, so when we needed each other, we could fight the battles... together.

  Everyone gathered up while all Peter and I did was hug, I can't lose him, he's the only thing I have left, I don't want him to go, please, I can't let him go, please see the message, please save him.

   "Something's happening."

   I froze, looking up to see Mantis. My whole body stop moving and another round of tears started welled up, I held Peter's hand tight.

   Thor didn't get the message.

   "Something's happening." She repeated it.

   A second later she dusted away.

   "No..." I felt like I couldn't breathe, from head to toe, my body was shaking in fear.

   I ran to Drax, knowing he was next, I tried to grab his hand, or do something, but it was already gone, He disintegrated in front of my eyes.

   "Quill..." He called out but there was nothing left.

   Peter Quill looked at us with eyes widened open.

   "Steady, Quill." Tony said, but it won't help.

   "Oh, man...." He said, then he was gone.

   "No..no...no....no...no..." I put both of my hands on my head as I cried like I was going in sane. Air couldn't filled my lungs and my heart was beating fast as ever.

   "(Y/n)."

   I heard Doctor Strange's voice, he called me instead of Tony this time.

   He slightly shaking his head, then said to me.

   "There was no other way."

   And he was gone too.

   "Mr Stark... (Y/n)...."

   Peter Parker called us.

   "I... don't feel so good."

   I ran back at him, hugged him tight but I could feel it.... his suit was crumbled. I didn't know what to do, I turned to look at Tony for he was my last hope.

   "Tony... please... save him... do something... Tony..." I begged.

   "I don't... I don't know what's happening..." He muttered, looking at his arms. "I don't know..."

   He hugged me and I fell backwards to Tony, we held onto Tony Stark together, asking for miracles, anything at all to save him.

   And he hugged me so tight, he was scared, he was afraid of what was happening to him.

   "I don't want to go, sir. Please. (Y/n), I don't want to go---" He cried out like a lost child. "Please I don't want to go. I don't want to go."

   He repeated it and suddenly I felt like something in me died, like I lost everything I once believed in, like I lost.... Everything.

   We couldn't held him up, he fell to the ground and I fell next to him.

   "I'm sorry."

   He looked at the both of us.

   And he looked up to the sky.

   As I tried to get him back in my arms...

   He shattered away.

-THE END OF WRONG WORLD BOOK ONE-
SEQUEL AFTER AVENGERS 4

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