I don't know about you, but I'm feeling 22.
Everything will be alright, if you keep me next to you.

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I heard birds singing.

But birds around my house were lazy pieces of shit so they didn't sing.

So I guess this is not my house?

"Hm..." I got up slowly, all the pain... heaviness, and blood was gone. My body was as active as Bruno Mars in That's What I like.

I looked around. I didn't recognize this place, I've never been here, maybe it's some hotel? My weary eyes spotted something next to me.

Tessa?

What the fuck is going on, why is Tom's beloved doggo sleeping next to me.

I patted her head and Tessa opened her eyes, licking my fingers like she knew me well. Then Thomas Stanley Holland walked out of the bathroom with no shirt.

"Oh. Morning." He said, oh god look at that hair. I tried not to scream.

"..." I was shooketh.

I was dying in Peter's arms, and now I woke up in Tom's bed.

SO I AM CONFUSION.

"Want some Aspirin? We were wasted last night." He asked, looking so chill.

"What is going on...?" I asked, I realized I was wearing his shirt, and no pants oh my god.

"She had work last night so she couldn't let you sleep over there, so I suggested you sleep here." He chuckled. "Robert warned me that you wouldn't remember any of this because you were so drunk."

"Who's she and which Robert."

"Elizabeth Olsen and Robert Downey Junior...." He laughed confusedly.

OKAY HOLD THE FUCK UP.

I jumped off the bed. Then realized I wasn't wearing any pants so I pulled my shirt down to cover my body more.

Tom laughed at me then covered his eyes with his hand. "Okay, okay, I won't look."

"Who changed me?"

"My mum... and maybe Paddy." He teased.

"Tom, who am I?" I asked directly. "How did I end up in your house."

"What?" He still thought I was joking. "You played as (Y/n), which is yourself in your movie, remember? And I played Spider-man your Spidey boyfriend. Last night was Downey's party with the whole Avengers crew."

"..." I stared at him, then everything started to make sense. I think I see it now, I understand what's going on now. "Oh? Right, I need to use bathroom, haha."

"Okay." He smiled then played on his phone.

I closed the bathroom door behind me and looked around. I found Tom's Spider-man toothbrush, then Tom's towel inside this hotel's bathroom.

It wasn't just a dream, I changed everything.

I became an actress for a character in the movie, starring beside Tom Holland. I changed reality. I wasn't just the wrong world's fourth wall breaker, I broke the real world's fourth wall too.

I washed my face to confirm that this wasn't a dream. A girl, a normal girl, a fan, got lost in the world she wished to be in, when she returned her whole life changed. Everything she did in that world was now part of a movie. How is that even possible.

I have my own Marvel movies too.

I walked out of the bathroom as confused as Tony was when he realized Bucky killed his parents. No one was in the bedroom, but there were clothes laid out for me.

I changed, the outfit didn't look that bad, still my style, I guess this was my clothes. I opened the door to see a big, rich, hotel room, for like 8 people.

Paddy ran passed me, screaming. "Morning! (Y/n)!"

Then someone put their arms around my shoulders. I turned to see Sam. "Breakfast time." He said.

Then Harry snapped a picture of me and Sam with his camera.

Nikki and Dominic said morning to me in the kitchen, preparing breakfast. I sat down on the chair next to Tom, still on his phone. I was trying not to freak out.

"Excuse me... everyone... Are we preparing to go somewhere?" I asked.

"I told you she's hungover." Tom laughed, telling his mum. I chuckled along nervously.

"D23 expo. With the whole Avengers cast." Sam told you, putting an omelette on your plate.

"This is 2017...?" You asked.

Then everyone laughed at me.

"You want sausage?" Sam asked.

"No thanks..."

I am a walking confusion.

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I'm in the car with Tom freaking holland, his hotness making me sweaty (go away anxiety). We're heading to Anaheim, California, to the D23 expo, the day they would release the first look at Avengers Infinity War.

Now I knew the future of the real world!

"Oh my god..." I muttered, as I watched the movie, that I starred in. Titled with my name. (Y/n) (L/n). Oh my god why did they call the movie (Y/n) (L/n). They could've gone with Gwenpool or Spider-woman or something like that.

The first thing I checked was my instagram, and damn, I had 5 millions followers, the whole Avengers cast that had Instagram followed me! Even... even Josh Brolin.

Thanos follows my Instagram wow.

I scrolled down my posts, most of it were selfies with the others, food, and behind the scenes. I even had fans accounts! They edited my picture from the movie with sad quotes.

I then decided to watch my movie, it's wasn't that bad. Of course it's Marvel, it could never be bad, all the scenes were from that world. My character was a girl from the real world who got lost in the MCU. And Ryan Reynolds and Stan Lee really did cameo.

The kissing scenes were in the movie too, that means Tom and I kissed.

But what about Peter? I left him there.

"We're here." He said as the car parked inside a building.

"Tom. What relationship do I have with you?" I asked.

He froze. And smiled somehow sadly. "Best friend."

"Oh? Okay." Right who would date a potato. "What about Zendaya?"

"You, Zendaya, Jacob and Haz are my besties. Damn, how strong was the booze last night, you're having amnesia."

"Haha..."

"Anyway, like I told you, Sam's still trying to hit on you."

"Sam is hitting on me?" I put my hands on my chest. "Did I hit back?"

"Nah But he's not giving up. Just sayin. " he got out of the car then opened the door for me. "Let's go, shippers are waiting to see us."

"Wow we have shippers."

"Yeah, of course, it's called (Your name mixed with Tom) right?"

"Did I play in Infinity War?"

"Nah, your character died in your own trilogy."

"Harsh. At least Peter lives." I said sadly, without seeing Tom smirk about something.

We walked further into the building, this is backstage, with rooms for actors and actresses. We found Anthony Mackie and Sebastian Stan, they didn't look so happy when they saw Tom.

"Morning mates!" Tom yelled.

"Morning (Y/n)." They morning-ed me instead.

Tom laughed as we walked passed them. "My number one and two haters."

I laughed with him. We walked further to see our room, saying Spideys.

"Cute." Tom said then we both went inside. One hairstylist and one makeup artist was waiting for us, then they sat me down and made my face up. I was still panicked.

An hour passed, I decided to play along. If I screamed, "I actually died in that world", they would think I'm going crazy.

Then they put us all behind the stage, most of the cast were here, and I'm going insane. Look at how tall Chris Hemsworth is Jesus. And that's... that's...

Oh My GoD it'S RobeRT DowNy JuNior.

Everyone's aura was blinding me.

Kevin Feige spoke for like one minute and then called Josh Brolin up, then Paul Bethany, Elizabeth Olsen. Then more and more cast up on the stage.

"We'll be going up there?" I asked Tom, he was a little nervous himself.

"Yeah, After Benedict."

"I'm nervous Peter--- I mean Tom."

"Me too (Y/n)." It must've been easy for him, he knew me by only one name.

"...Honestly, the only thing that could make me geek out even more, was if the Spideys swung in here. Ladies and Gentlemen, Tom Holland and (Y/n) (L/n)!!!!" Kevin Feige shouted.

"That's us." He said, then he put his arm out for me to hold. We walked out from backstage to see flashing light and applause that were so loud, I could barely hear my footsteps.

He waved at everyone so I waved too, confused, and excited.

We stood between Kevin Feige and Elizabeth Olsen. Honestly I could not put on a straight face. I was one of the Marvel cast, I had fans, I played Spider-woman, I had Tom Holland next to me, but I just died in Peter Parker's arms.

WHAT THE FUCK.

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