Please don't be in love with someone else,
Please don't have somebody waiting on you.

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Fourth wall breaker's pov

   How the hell am I going to fight against Thanos.

   I'll be dead the minute I see his face. And I have not watched Infinity War, I don't know their future. I was scared, for real, I was pretty scared.

   I spent the whole morning designing my suit for Tony, I figured since there's no Gwen right now, (and it'll be awesome if she'll never show up in the MCU because Peter is mine, Yandere-mode activated.) I could steal her suit.

   I called Tony up to talk about the suit. I already finished my awesome drawing.

   Expectation

   Reality

   Tony took my drawing in his hand and sighed. "I don't understand." He said.

   "So that's a hoodie, yeah? Inside of it is pink or whatever color (Your favorite color) is cool too. And the arms and the legs are black."

   "Okay... I'll see what I can do." Tony walked out to his lab, I was moved back from the hospital to the new Avengers facility.

   "I'm so excited that I'll have a partner." Peter smiled at me so sweetly, I could die. Who told Tom Holland to be this cute, it's not fair.

   "Me too. I can't picture myself shooting webs yet. I don't think I can do much..."

   "I'll train you. I know Mr Stark is aware that you weren't bit by a Spider, he will have a helpful functions in the suit, enough for you to take care of yourself."

   "Sure... Hey, Peter. I need to tell you something."

   "Yeah?"

   I've been deciding whether to do this or not but now I think I'll go for it. "If you hear the name, Gwen stacy, or Mary Jane Watson, you run, okay?"

   "Who?"

   Your by-all-rights girlfriends.

   "Your villains." I lied.

   "Oh okay."

   But still, what if one day I'm not here for him and they walk in and he avoids them because of this? I could be joking about Yandere-me however I'd like but at the end of the day, he's not mine. This is not even the right world for me.

   "I'm kidding... those two are okay. Avoid the Osborn, Otto Octovius, Court Conner, and---" I had to stop to cough, then I saw the way Peter looked at me shocked. "It's blood isn't it?..."

   "That's not making any sense, Your wound is healed, there shouldn't be any bleeding anymore." Peter pushed the button to call the doctor.

   "I don't know..." I replied truthfully. I felt so ill even when they confirmed my stomach was healed, and now it looked as if it had never been scarred. But I felt it, something weak inside me, I was getting weaker and weaker.

   "I'll stay with you tonight, to look after you, okay?" Peter said.

   "Won't May be worried? You haven't returned home in a while now."

   "She'll understand. And I can't leave the only girl I love alone." He took of his shoes and climbed into my giant hospital bed, then let me use his arms as a pillow and his body as a blanket.

   "Ah... if this is a dream, don't wake me up..." I muttered into his chest, I was so happy, this is what I've been dying for, to be in Peter Parker's arms for a night.

   "Go to sleep, (Y/n). I won't be gone when you wake up..." He whispered then kissed my forehead.

   But I had something to say before I did. "Peter, I'm going to say this directly..." My voice was so soft, only the two of us heard it. "I know who the next big, bad, villain is, and let me tell you, he's bad news. I know nothing about him, I have not watched his movie yet but I can tell you this is not going to be as easy as the battle in New York or the battle with Ultron..."

   I didn't see his face but he listened. "We'll fight them together."

   "What if we lose?"

   "We'll do that together too."

   My FEeLs.

   "Come what may. Like Satine and Christian from the movie... Come what may..." He whispered to me.

   "Right... Come what may... I will love you until my dying day..." I whispered to him and fell asleep.

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1 month later

   A man named Richard was eating an ice-cream he bought from the store nearby in his truck, in which he secretly stored pure heroine in his backseat to deliver to a drug dealer. I hung from the wall and faced him up side down.

   "Hello, Mr Drug addict."

   "Ahh!!!" He yelled and threw the ice cream at me but it was blocked by the windscreen.

   "What a waste of chocolate. Ugh!" Then he drove his  truck and almost hit me right in the face. Luckily, I swung myself up in the air just in time. Damn, I'm getting used to this.

   "You okay, (Y/n)?" Peter swung by to ask.

   "I'm okay, Pete. Let's get him!"

   We both chased the car, using the New York buildings to swing from. Peter was so much better at being Spider-man, he's very fast and strong. I bet if this was a movie, he'd do the stunts himself again, because the movement was recognizable.

   This suit, we ended up with Spider-woman to match Spider man, helps me as a normal human a lot. Tony explained that this suit is like his iron suit, all I needed to do was understand how it works, and I'd be super.

   I still swing in the wrong direction and fall from tall buildings, but Peter saves me every time.

   "(Y/n)! I need you to web his right door! I'll web the left one and we'll hold it together!"

   "Like Toby!? Sure!"

   "Who?"

   "No one!"

   We webbed both side of the car and held onto the building to keep it from going any further, then we webbed it to the ground so it couldn't drive anymore.

   "Mission completed!" I said then jumped down to the ground, he jumped down to stand next to me. Many people started to take out their phones and take pictures of us, we gained a lot of fame being Spidey partners.

   "Let's call the cops to get him." He said.

   "I already did, or you can say (Your AI's name) did it for me."

   "Karen, you're slower than (A/n)." Peter chuckled.

   "Do you think we should go back? We did a great job today, Tony would love to hear this." I asked, but then I froze, more still than I've never been before.

   I saw Stan lee cameo as one of the crowd.

   "Yeah, sure." Peter turned to me but I wasn't there. Because Stan lee just left and I needed to see him.

   "Stan!? Stan!!" I tried to chase him down but every time I almost reached him, something always stopped me. Stan lee escaped me like he didn't know I existed and couldn't even hear me shouting for him.

   "Please! Please! I need to talk to you!"

   He disappeared inside an alley, then appeared again on the 4th floor of the building around it like magic.

   "Please! Wait for me!!" I was pretty sure Peter lost track of me but I couldn't lose track of Stan Lee, so many questions I needed answers to were in my head. I needed to talk to him, whatever it took.

   The sky got darker and darker as I tried to follow the man. He led me to the park, and, since it was nighttime, there was no one other than the two of us.

   He was sitting on a chair near the little lake, holding bread in hands and throwing it to the pigeons. This time he didn't run, it was as if he was waiting for me.

   My head hurt again, I had nosebleeds a lot recently and sometimes I felt so weak, but after a minute it would be gone.

   "There you are..." I said tiredly, then took off the mask.

   "Oh, hi." He said. I decided to sit next to the man, it feelt so amazing sitting next to the legend.

   "Cameo?" I asked.

   "Yeah, of course. You're the second who recognized me. Deadpool was the first, but well, he didn't chase me this far."

   "I need answers to my questions, I have no one who knows the state I'm in since Wade left."

   "Right. Go ahead and ask, young lady." He handed me some more bread and we fed the birds together.

"I'm dying. Aren't?" I asked directly, Stan's hand froze in the air for a split second before throwing some more bread to the ground.

   "That's right." He said.

   "Then why was I sent here in the first place..." I asked desperately, I've been trying to hide from Peter and the rest of the Avengers that I throw up blood a lot and that I could feel myself getting weaker.

   "The world I created... the characters live forever, (Y/n)." He looked at the violet sky, as the sun's got real low.

   "..." I just listened.

   "They're not just a portrait of a person, or a comic book character. Most importantly, they have feelings, and they made this world exist, not us, my dear, not the director. It was them."

   "You mean I'm not living a dream, and this is not some kind of magic?"

   "The reason you were sent here was not just because of your wish in the library. It takes two to collide a world."

   "What do you mean?"

  "The day you prayed for a better, and worth remembering life. Peter Parker was in his bedroom, begging for someone so that he didn't have to feel lonely."

   "...." I felt tears well up in my eyes as I saw the clouds reflected in the legend's eyes under his sun glasses, and I saw dreams living in it.

   "You were allowed here so that Peter Parker didn't have to be alone. But this is all the time I can buy for the two of you, if it's not your world, you can't stay. And now it's almost time for you to go back." He sighed sadly.

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