My battery's going to die soon, and I have no idea what to write for this chapter, also Endgame didn't happen. I'm still recovering.. and I'm sorry I didn't post this sooner!
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• Previously on Normal•

The words never stop

They finally stop, and walk away like nothing happened. Flash bends over to me and lift my head by my hair " you are nothing parker, and you will always be nothing" he slams my head down and walks away laughing.

Leaving me

On the cold tile of the school floors

Bloodied and brusies

Am I still normal??

• end of flashback•
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• now on Normal•

Peters P.O.V.-

I remember that day. Yesterday.

" PETER! Come down for Breakfast" dad yells " COMING!" I look back into the mirror and shake my head, wiping the tears from my eyes. Thank God I have fast healing I couldn't imagine how my family would react if they saw my face. I slip on a sweat shirt and sweat pants. I comb my hair so it looks better and brush my teeth, I look through the cabinet for the concealer. I haven't been sleeping from all the nightmares I keep having

I have PTSD from Homecoming fighting Toomes and me turning to dust.

I put the concealer on and it helps a bit. I unplug my phone and head down the stairs. I dont need to go to school today because it's Saturday, thank God! " Hey Dad" I say while looking through my text messages. Somehow Flash got my number and kept texting me

Flash: Sup penis!!

Go away flash : Peter

Flash: well look who grew some balls!

... :Peter

Flash: that's what I thought, see, this is what I don't get! Your a nothing Parker and yet you still have your so call " friends" why can't you see there using you! But I don't know why... There's nothing special about you! Your a NOTHING just like your beating yesterday! Life would be SO much better if you just didn't exist. Your ruining everyone's lives. I mean, look at your family! Your parents probably paid the person to crash the plane with the little money they had to get rid of you. And your Uncle.. he probably BEGGED that man to shoot him, he couldn't stand you either.... And your aunt..... Killed herself to never see your horrid face again. Shit I would do the same thing to myself, and nobody would want that because I MATTER in this world except for you! Do why don't you just kill yourself. Your a nobody, a charity case.

.. thank you flash, for making me relize: the truth in this world... I'll do it... Right now... Nobody wants me: Peter

I turn my phone off, wiping my eyes against my arm to wipe the tears away. '  be strong! Why do you have to be so pathetic!!" A voice says In my head.

My dad looks at me with concern " hey, you okay bud?" He says coming closer.

" Hm? Oh- me, pft yea I'm fine, I just got-an... Um? Eye lash in my eye? Yea an eyelash it was bugging me so I'm just gonna go.. to myyyyyy... Room? Yea my room! Okay bye now!" I stammer. I run to my room. And lock the door.

" God your just an IDIOT!!" I say as I pace around the room grabbing my hair. I started hyperventilating.

I run into my bathroom, which is in my room, cuz, why not... ANYWAY!!!

I lock the door, and fall into the ground. I look I to the counter and spotted what I needed the most.

A razor

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Cliffhanger!!!  I know this chapter sucked! I'm sorry

Larb you all!!!