Hallelujah
So this has Peter singing, if you've seen Pentatonix singing Hallelujah then it sounds like one of the guys, if you haven't seen it, then WATCH IT! ITS K GOOD.
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Peters P.O.V.-
"No please..... Stop...... Why are you leaving me." It was pitch black, the only thing you could see was a boy in the center rocking back and forth, head in his knees hugging himself. As people form around him. I looked up and saw my father. " DAD!" I get up and run to him, but he pushes me down. " Your just a DISCRACE you couldn't save me and your mother for that plane crash." Then my mother former " MOTHER!!" she glared at me " you should of never been born." They faded from veiw. My legs crumbeled beneth me, head down, sobbing. A figure walked up to me, I lifted my head " Uncle Ben?" He bent down towards me and lifted my chin " why couldn't you save me?" His voiced cracked a tear slipping down his cheek " you had the power, so why didn't you save me." I reached up to him and he got up and turned around. My voice cracked and sounded broken, pleading. " PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME!! I WAS SCARED! PLEASE I DIDNT MEAN TO" he turned his head slightly.... " It should of been you" he faded. Gwen popped up " oh Gwen" she slapped me. " You killed me you murderer" tears roll down my cheeks " I'm sorry I tried to save you!" Tears roll down her cheeks " but you didnt" may came walking down. " I smiled hopping she would be hopeful" he glared ( wow I say that alot!) " How come you weren't there" her voice sounded in venom. I bent my head down and shook it " YOU WERENT THERE FOR ME!!" she screened. " I RAISED YOU! TOOK CARE OF YOU LIKE MY OWN SON AND YOU WERE OUT WHEN THE BUILDING COLLAPSED!" I was sobbing " i-im sorry" I whisper. " I thought I loved you, I thought you love me" then she was gone.
I was dreading for what came next. The background changed and I was in an elevator... The Starks towers elevator, I let out a breathe that I didn't know I was holding in. The elevator door opened and I walked into the room. All the avengers turned towards me and glared " hey guys!" I chirped. I frowned and furrowed my eye brows when I saw there faces " what wrong?" Tony walked up to me " why are you here" I laughed " I live here duh! Is this a prank? You guys are good" they glared more. My laughing died down and I got nervous, Tony pushed me " get out of my tower! You don't deserve to be here." My eyes widened and j could feel my eyes water " w-what are you doing?" He pointed his finger at me " I have you a home, food, clothes, and love, I raised you! I adopted you! I didn't raise a murderer!" Tears slip out of my eyes. " Dad please!! I didn't kill anyone" the tower started fading and words were echoing of the " walls"
" Your just a burden"
" Go die you freak, no one loves you"
" Don't you love me?"
" Murderer"
" You should never of been born"
" Why didn't you save me?"
" I never loved you"
" PENIS PARKER!!!"
" Your a DISCRACE!"
The words never stopped.. then... I was falling... Screaming.. tears.. pain...
" NO!" I yell. I tried catching my breath. My hands were shaking. I was covered in sweat. I put my hand towards my cheek and it felt wet. ' must of been crying' I get up, still shaking. I open my door quetily and head down the halls towards the music room.
One of my biggest secrets was that I can sing and play instruments. But I mostly play the piano. I open the music door and sit down at the piano.
Music always helped me with nightmares. Sometimes I would sing myself to sleep. But tonight.... I wanted to play the piano.
I struck some cords and soon after that I began to sing.
" Well I heard that there was a secret chord, that David played and he pleased the Lord. But you don't really care for music do you?"
My family always said I had a voice like an angle. I never really belived them.
" Well it goes like this: the fourth the fifth, the minor fall the major lift the baffled king composing, Hallelujah"
I can feel myself going into the music, a few years slip out of my eyes. I sang with my soul, not my voice.
• meanwhile•
Clint's P.O.V.-
" Nuu stop..... There's Clinty for all you girls just calm down" I wake up with a start and mumble " damn it, that was such a good dream." I look around at my surroundings " and it's fake" I pout. I heard some sounds from down the hall. I get up slowly and grab my now and arrow. I slowly fo down the hall and it coming from the... Music room??
Weird..
I look inside and see Peter playing the piano... I slowly put down my bow and arrow. And listen to the music.he started singing.
" Well I heard that there was a secret chord. That David played and he pleased the Lord. But you don't really care for music do you?"
My eyes widen. His voice is so beautiful. He sounded so mature that he really was for his age. I woke everyone up to come to the Music room. Soon ever avenger ( besides Thor) were there. Tony looked inside.
Peters P.O.V.-
Acouple more tears slipped out. I couldn't hear anybody behind me. And I didn't care.
" Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah"
" Well your faith is strong but you needed proof, you saw her bathing on the roof, her beauty in the moonlight overthrew ya"
I thought of Gwen. Her Beutiful smile. Her laugh.... Gone.... I started crying but I keeped my voice. Strong... Hopeful.. even tho on reality I'm not.
• flashback•
" Hey beautiful, happy birthday!" I say as I walked towards her. She smiled. God I loved that smile. If only I can see that one more time. She laughs and kisses me " I love you" she whispered. I put my forehead on her forehead and we closed out eyes. " I love you too"
• end of flashback•
I let a few tears slip out, I let out a shakey breath and begun to sing. My voice started to grow more passion and became stronger
" She tied you to the kitchen chair, so broke your throat and she cut your hair and from your lips she drew the Hallelujah"
• meanwhile•
Tony's P.O.V.-
I got rudely awaked my Clint saying that I needed to come to the Music Room. I grumbled. I came and saw all the Avengers with shocked faces and tears in there eyes.... Heck even Nat was crying and she never cries. I heard singing and music coming and I looked inside.. and saw Peter
Singing
Crying
God I just wanted to hug him but I wanted to see the rest. His voice was so Angelic but you can tell he was crying. Tears brimmed my eyes and I then saw through my son's facade.
Broken and sad. Full of grief. What happened to my little boy?
Peters P.O.V.-
I thought of Ben, all of our good times we had together.
• flashback•
" Hey buddy wanna go get icecream" uncle Ben states " ICECREEAMM!!!" a five year old Peter screams, he gives me a piggy back ride, I squeal in delight. We go to the Icecream shop laughing"
• end of flashback•
But I had to be stupid and not take the bullet for him.... Uncle Ben was right, it should of been me... No one would miss me.
" Hallelujah, hallelujah, Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah"
" But baby I've been here before, I've seen this room and I've walked this floor, you know, I used to live alone Intill I knew yea"
" And I've seen your flag on the marble arch, and love is not a victory March, it's a cold and a broken Hallelujah."
' may' I thought. It's been 2 weeks since May died.
•flash back to the night may died•
' I was out on patrol when my senses were going off. I quickly changed in an ally way and ran out. I turned the corner and saw the building on fire. " MAY!!" I screamed. The officers pulled me back. Soon. The building collapsed. I got out of the officers grip and ran towards the rubble. Tears brimmed my eyes. I dug under the rubble, I stopped when I saw a hand... Mays hand... Life less. Holding her phone with the caller ID: Peter Parker... I picked up her hand, God it was so cold. I dug her out and I held her lifeless body in my arms. Rocking her back and forth. Crying and screaming into the night.
• end of flashback•
It was hard. Losing my last living realitive.
" Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, hallelujah"
" Well there was a time were you let me know what's really going on below but now you never show that to me do ya"
" But remember when I moved in you and the holy dove was moving too and every breath we drew was Hallelujah"
" Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah"
Silence.... I braised myself for the last verse...
I heard footsteps come closer to me. But I don't care, they probley don't care about me. I drew a shakey breathe in..
And closed my eyes
" Maybe there's a god above, but all I've ever learned from love was to shoot somebody you outdrew ya"
I thought of the man I accidentally killed someone... It wasn't my fault... Hydra took me for about a year and I've killed so many I remember only one. But I couldn't stop myself, I felt it all, heard it all, and seen it
• flashback•
" Your mission is to kill this women..." I nodded
I jumped out the window, known as Dark Spider... Thats were I got my powers, experimented on.. tortured.
I went through the Alleyway and saw the women with her child. I pulled out my gun and shot her in the leg... She screamed. " NO PLEASE STOP" I kicked her down. And grabbed my knife and stabbed her in the arm. Her please get to me I bang on the invisible force in my mind. " Please!! Help anyone!! Dad! Auntie Nat!! Uncle Steve!! Help!!" My voice broke, but no one can hear me... I'm trapped in my own conciencse... While I watch myself kill the women in her child... The last words I hear " daddy?" From the child... She looked up into the cold night. With tears on her face, but shes smiling... Waiting for her father... Knowing he will come for his daughter... But why can't mine come?
• end of flashback•
Tears were rolling down my eyes like water fountains.
" AND ITS NOT A CRY THAT YOU HEAR AT NIGHT, AND IT'S NOT SOMEBODY WHO SEEN THE LIGHT, ITS A COLD AND BROKEN HALLELUJAH!!"
My voice yells.. but still singing into the night.. powerful but broken.
" Hallelujah, Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah"
I take another shakey breathe in as I finish the song...
" Hallelujah"
I finished the cords of the piano and I still have my eyes closed, I heard sniffles behind me.
I suddenly start sobbing, unable to stop them. I fall off the stool and hit arms. I cling onto the shirt and hear words of comfort and rubbing on my back.. I shook my head
" I killed then!! I killed my family and a family I didn't know! It was horrible"
I looked up and saw my Father with tears in his eyes " no baby don't say that it's not your fault"
I pushed him off of me, he hit the wall
My angry expression turned to fear as I slowly back up like a corner animal
" I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry" I keep saying..
My dad pulled himself off the floor, holding his head as he did. He looked at me with sadness in his eyes.
He took a step forward
I took one back
" Pete, hey look, I'm fine! See, no harm done"
I shook my head and looked at my hands.
" I hurt you" I voice sounded broken he shook his head " no no no don't think that way you didn't hurt me"
" I'm a murderer"
Silence
I grew angry
" See! You dont have words!! I'ma murderer and you know it" I passed back and forth, as years fell down my cheeks and my hands scrunching my hair I yell
" GOD I COULDN'T STOP MYSELF!! I WANTED TO I SAW THERE FACES, AND I HEARD THERE CRYS OF TRYING TO GET AWAY, I FELT ME PULL THE TRIGGER!! I- I KILLED.... I- I killed them... God it was horrible! The mother- a-and her child... t-the mother begged and I just kepped stabbing and shooting!! Do you wanna know what the last thing I heard from that little girl" I looked at the avengers they had tears in there eyes " I heard her say daddy... her face was so peaceful... she looked at the sky, and she smiled. And I thought when is my father going to save me... but... who would save a murderer like me" I fall to the ground with my head down.
Arms wrapped around me
" I will always save you Pete... We all would... If you were gone... Dead.... I would kill everyone in this room and then myself"
My father looked at me
" I love you so much Pete don't ever stop that"
" I love you 3,000 dad"
He smiled " 3,000 that's alot"
He kissed my forehead ( not starker)
And then I drifted off Into sleep
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Sorry for the Endgame spoiler... I'm not talking if you haven't seen it Soo yea! I'm still recovering! I'm very proud with this one!!
Best one yet!
I leave to camp on Sunday Soo might not be able to post! Staying there for 4 days 3 nights!
Larb you all!!
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