TRIGGER WARNING

Gunshots...

Screaming...

Crying...

Blood...

Pain...

Death.

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Peter's POV

School had just ended and I couldn't wait to get to the tower! It was Friday and on Friday's me and Mr. Stark work together in the lab all night. Aunt May would be working late so this is perfect!

I made my way over to the giant tower, stopping at Mr. Delmar's new sandwich shop that I convinced Mr. Stark to buy for him. After the vulture incident it was the least I could do.

I walked through the large glass doors and received a smile from the lady at reception.
"Hello Peter." She said warmly. I waved back and continued on my way.

I stepped through security as Friday announced my clearance as usual.
"Peter Parker. Level 10."
I got a few stares from people wondering why a teenager had full access to stark tower, but no one ever said anything. I guess they didn't want to face an angry Mr. Stark.

I walked into Mr. Stark's personal elevator, and Friday greeted me like she always does.
"Welcome back Underoos, shall I inform boss that you have arrived?" She asked in her usual happy Irish tone. (Guys I looked it up it's Irish)

"Yes please Fri." I answered. I was pretty tired but I'm not gonna pass up a day to work with the Tony Stark in his personal/my personal lab!

The doors opened up a few moments later. Friday always took me to the avengers floor so I didn't need to ask her anymore. I walked in and saw Steve, Natasha and Bucky all lounging around. Nat looked up and smiled at me.

"Hey Peter!" She greeted warmly. Yes, the heartless Black Widow greeted me warmly. The others would probably tease her about it if they weren't so terrified of her.

"Hi Nat! Have you seen Mr. Stark?" I asked. She nodded and Bucky laughed.
"Why do you still call him 'Mr. Stark'?" He asked. I smirked and answered.
"Because it annoys him, duh."

Steve was chuckling now too.
"He's downstairs in Bruce's lab by the way." Steve added. I turned around and waved to them as I ran down the hall to the labs.

Yes it's true, I call all my teammates by their first name except for Tony. It's so much fun to call him Mr. Stark and watch him get all annoyed. I may be an A student but I still love to cause a little trouble.

The door to Bruce's lab opened automatically as I walked in front of it. I stepped into the room and saw Mr. Stark and Bruce leaning over some sort of equation on a board.

Tony must have noticed me because he turned around and rubbed his temples. Something he always does when he's frustrated. He sighed and pointed at the board that him and Bruce were so focused on.

"Hey Pete. You think you could take a look at this for us?" Mr. Stark asked. I nodded and walked over. I looked at the equation, something about velocity, and then I looked at their failed solution. I laughed at how silly their mistake was.

"You forgot to divide the gravity." I said as I laughed. Bruce face palmed and Tony sighed.
"Thanks Underoos." Tony replied. I nodded.
"Yea no problem, I'm gonna go-" I began but was cut off by an alarm blaring through the floor.

Then Steve's voice rang out.
"All avengers suit up. Code green and code spider." He said. My eyes widened. They never liked having me and Hulk fighting at the same time because they were so concerned about my 'well being'.

It must be a really big threat if they called for both of us. I ran to my room to see my suit laid out on my bed waiting for me. I put it on as fast as possible and run to the heli-pad to meet the rest of the team.

We hop in the Quin jet and settle down while Steve gives us the details of the mission.
"All right avengers, this is apparently a very big threat so stay sharp. Look out for one another and don't get killed. Our target is an enhanced male who uses guns and swords (it's not deadpool guys) his alias is Wrecker and he has made it clear that his goal is to eliminate all of us."

Everyone nodded and started to get themselves warmed up for the fight. Natasha was loading up her guns while Clint was checking his arrows. Bucky was flexing his metal arm and Steve had his eyes closed while sitting down. Bruce looked like he was conjuring up his anger and Wanda was playing with her magic.

Tony was sitting beside me and hugging me from the side. This didn't surprise me since he was really showing his emotions better now.
"Pete, stay safe okay?" Tony said seriously.
"Mr. Stark, when am I not safe?" I replied. I go a chuckle from him and he squeezed me tighter.
"I know you can do this kid... I just don't want you to get hurt." Tony said quietly. I looked him in the eyes and squeezed his shoulders.

"Mr. Stark, I promise I'll be okay."

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After the jet landed we all took off running to the fight. The plan was to surround the villain and over power him. We were not prepared for what we saw. I wasn't too sure why we took a jet just to go down to an emptied Central Park, but I just went with it.

Standing in front of us was a very tall and bulky man. He looked like he ate a steroid smoothie for breakfast lunch and dinner. He had machine guns lining the belt around his body, and swords strapped to his legs.

Everyone froze as we waited for him to make a move. His face twisted into a psychotic smirk as he spoke.
"I hope you're ready to die avengers."
His voice was low and grainy like it hadn't been used much. It managed to send a small chill though my bones and I think I even saw Steve twitch a bit at how intimidating the man was.

Suddenly, all hell broke loose. We charged at Wrecker and he charged at us. Bruce was now Hulk, so at least we had strength on our side.

We got a few hits in, and I even managed to web up and take away two of his guns. All of a sudden I felt my Spidey sense go crazy in my head. I moved to the right and small bomb landed right next to me.

I tried to run away, but it was too late. I felt a burning sensation on my back and I flew forward. I remember hearing someone, probably Mr. Stark, calling my name.

"Peter!"

Then everything went black.

{•••}

When I woke up, the fight was still in full swing. Mr. Stark and Wanda were fighting side by side, while Natasha and Clint were shooting bullets and arrows at Wrecker. Steve and Bucky were trying to sneak up on him but kept failing, and Hulk was preparing another attack.

I shook my head to try and get rid of the grogginess that I felt and ran back into the fight. I could immediately tell. We were losing. Badly.

Steve and Bucky got thrown back by Wrecker, while Mr. Stark was now flying overhead. Wanda was running to help Bucky and Steve and Nat and Clint were still shooting at Wrecker.

I ran to attack Wrecker, but instead froze when I saw Hulk fall to the ground. Hulk morphed back into Banner. I ran over.
"Bruce are you okay?!" I shouted. He didn't answer but his eyes were open. I almost puked when I looked to see a huge sword sticking out of Bruce's back.

Oh my god. Bruce is dead!? I want to cry and scream, but I know that I need to take out the man who murdered my teammate. I charge at Wrecker with tears in my eyes, but he punches me hard and I fall back.

I hear a scream and look over to see Wanda with a knife in her chest. She collapsed to the ground and Wrecker laughs.

He pulls out a gun and aims at the already injured super soldiers. He shoots Steve 20 times and Bucky 18. They're both dead.

I try to run, or swing, or do anything but it's like I'm stuck in one spot, watching as Wrecker kills my family. I rip off my mask because I can't breathe and see Ned, MJ and Aunt May running towards me.

"No get out of here! It's too dangerous!" I yell. I hear a gun go off three times and see them all drop to the ground. I scream and cry as loud as I can. I can't muster any strength to move, so I fall to my knees and sob.

Then I remember about the others! I look around to see Clint and Natasha, both dead with various blades sticking out of their bodies.

Then I see it. I see him. I see my mentor, no, my father, falling, from the sky. It's like a spark lit me up. I get up and sprint to him, but I'm not fast enough.

He crashes to the ground and I fall down beside him. I rip off his face plate and see the face of my dad. Only it's not what it should be. His eyes are open with no sparkle left inside and his face has blood coming from so many different cuts and wounds.

I hug him close and cry. I cry like I've never cried before. Nat is dead. Wanda is dead. Clint is dead. Bruce is dead. Bucky is dead. Steve is dead. May is dead. MJ is dead. Ned is dead. Tony is dead.

He killed all of them. That maniac murdered my whole family. I can't live without them... I won't live without them.

I stand up shakily and look around. Wrecker is gone. He kills everyone I love and then just leaves me alive. I can't do this. I can't make it through this.

I see one of his knives laying on the bloodied grass of Central Park. I look at how it shines in the sunlight. Something so beautiful can cause so much harm. I pick it up and rub it's smooth side. I look around and see the lifeless bodies of everyone I loved.

I slice the blade across my wrist. There is no pain. Just numbness. I slice again and again and again. Every time I make a new slice I hear something that gets louder each time.

"-ter"
"-eter"
"Pet-"
"P-ter"

I feel my vision get blurry and dark. I close my eyes and make one final slice.

Darkness. That's all I could see. That's all I could feel. They always said Spiderman could survive anything. But I've found the one thing he can't. He can't lose. He cannot survive losing the ones he loves. But they're all gone, so he's gone too. This is the end, the end of Spiderman, the end of Peter Parker.

"Peter"

"Peter wake up"

"Cmon kid please"

"Pete please wake up"

"We miss you"

"You've been gone for so long"

"Please come back"

"We love you Peter"

"Come on Spiderman..."

I woke up feeling warm. The lights were bright even through my closed eyelids and I felt 10 presences in the room with me. Now I'm confused. I thought... I thought I died?

I opened my eyes and let out a groan. Everything hurt, but I don't think I'm in danger. I sat up slowly and saw 10 pairs of eyes watching me happily.

I was then engulfed in a big hug.
"Oh Peter... I thought... I thought I lost you too." May said. I hugged her back as tightly as I could without hurting myself.

Then I saw who else was there. Ned, MJ, Clint, Natasha, Bruce, Steve, Wanda, Bucky and Tony. Wait? Weren't they dead?

"You guys are okay?" I asked confusedly. They looked confused too but nodded.
"For god sakes Peter, yes we're fine! You're the one that was in a coma for 3 weeks." Tony exclaimed.

My eyes widened. A coma? Three weeks? What is going on!?
"What happened?" I asked.

They looked at one another nervously.
"What do you remember Pete?" Steve said. I thought for a minute.
"Well we were fighting the Wrecker, then I got hit with a small bomb thing? Then... then all the bad stuff happened." I trailed off.

A few of them sighed in relief. Natasha wasn't satisfied though.
"What bad stuff?" She asked. I looked down at the sheets on my med bay bed and answered quietly.
"After I woke up... you... you all died. Every single person in this room..."

They looked at one another and Tony came and engulfed me in a hug.
"And you were the only one left?" He said. I nodded with tears silently flowing down my cheeks. Tony pulled me closer and rubbed my back.

"I know the feeling Pete, but we're all okay." He whispered. I nodded and we stayed like that for awhile. Soon enough everyone left and it was just me and Tony there.

"Mr. Stark?" I asked.
"Yes Pete?" He replied.

"When I saw that you were all gone, I-I killed myself." I said slowly. Tony's head lifted up and he looked me dead in the eyes.

"Peter, listen to me. I know that was a dream, but in real life there is always a better option so never ever do that again, okay?"

"Okay Mr. Stark."
"I love you kid."
"I-I love you too."

"Mr. Stark?"
"Yes Pete?"

"Can... Can I call you dad?"
"I'd love that Peter."

I know this chapter talked about suicide in some parts and I want all of you to know that there is always a better option. Even when it seems like this is the only thing that will help, there is always something else you can do. Do not hesitate to ask for help if you ever feel suicidal.

Also thank you for reading this sad chapter! It's very long (2500 words) and I hope the ending wasn't too bad. I obviously wasn't gonna kill everyone. After infinity war I don't think I could handle it. Bye!
~Taco