His POV: Lies

The sound of endless melody rung into my ears. I fucked up don't I? I chuckled at myself as I look at my side. Its empty, the bed is half-empty. Isn't this what I wanted?

I sigh as I close my eyes. Memories of Jimin hyung and I came flashing back. From when I saw him on the other side of the river crying, to him fainting near the lake because of me.

"Its all my fault I deserve it" I mumbled as I hug the pillow next to me. Tears started to fall as I burried my face to the pillow.

"Why does it hurts so bad?" I mumbled as I hug the pillow tighter. Memories kept flashing back and forth, even the most painful ones.

"I'll pay for your surgery"

"I'll love you till the end"

"I can't believe you already found someone new quickly"

"Please don't stop loving me"

"And here we are so worried about you, yet you are already around with some guys like a slut"

"I'm so worried hyung, come back to me please"

"Fine by me!"

"Please don't"

Why can't I just say what I wanted to say? I let go of the pillow as I sat up. I was greeted by a mirror. I'm a mess. My eyes are red and filled with tears along with dark lines underneath it. My clothes are all wrinkly--

"Jungkook?" Someone said. I look at the doorway and saw Taehyung.

"Yes hyung?" I asks.

"Stop hurting yourself" Taehyung said as he entered my room.

"I'm not hurting myself" I said.

"Jimin will forget about you soon, so then we can be together" Taehyung said as he gave me a side-hug.

"Hmm" I just said.

"You are too perfect for Jimin, but you are just right for me" Taehyung said as he wipes my tears with a small towel.

"Now come on and take a shower, you look like shit right now, and I don't want my baby to look ugly" Taehyung said as he gave my cheeks a squeeze. I just nod as he left my room.

I think its the other way. Jimin hyung is too perfect for me. Jimin hyung is the definition of perfection, and I am nothing. I'm the complete opposite of perfection. Imperfection.

"Is this the right thing?" I mumbled to myself as I got up and went to the restroom.

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Today's the day. I've been anxious since 4 am. I can't sleep. My head hurts. My eyes hurt. My heart aches. I don't know what to do. I covered my face with my hands as I try to calm down. Jimin hyung's surgery will be at 5:13 pm. It's currently 4:31 pm.

"Jungkook? Are you there?" Someone knocks. I quickly got up and hurried at the front door. I opened it.

"Wow man you really fuck up" Yoongi hyung said as I just let him in.

"Kid why are you hurting both of your feelings?" Yoongi hyung asks as soon as we sat down on the sofa.

"What are you talking about hyung? I'm fine, and Jiminie hyung won't suffer anymore" I said as I ran my fingers to my hair.

"You clearly love Jimin, so what's stopping you?" Yoongi hyung asks.

"Jimin hyung doesn't deserve me, he is too perfect and I'm just the opposite" I said as I fiddled with my fingers.

"Kook, that's not true, you are way perfect in Jimin's eyes" Yoongi hyung said as he gave me the look of reassurance.

"No hyung, that's true! That's what Taehyung said to me! He said I'm not worth it for Jimin hyung! He said I'm out of Jimin hyung's league! He said I can't be with Jimin hyung! Since Jimin hyung and I are not meant to be" I exclaimed as tears started to fall again. It hurts so much. The truth hurts so much.

"Jungkook, you are wrong. Taehyung has been telling lies to you, so that you can't be with Jimin" Yoongi hyung said as he comforts me.

"Taehyung is selfish, he doesn't consider your feelings and he kept telling you lies, why are you even believing in those lies?" Yoongi hyung said softly as I sob.

"I-I don't know. Jimin hyung never looks at me the same way I do" I said.

"That's because he is scared of rejection" Yoongi hyung states.

"It's too late for that now hyung, he will forget me anyways" I said bitterly.

"No he won't because you will go there and stop the surgery, and confess your feelings for him" Yoongi hyung said.

"B-But Yoongi hyu--" I was cut off by the sound of the front door opening. I felt myself froze since I knew who entered without looking.

"Babe, I'm home! I got the plastic bags! We can throw Jiminie's stuff in here" Taehyung said, but he stop talking as soon as he step in the living room. I saw his eyes widen as he saw Yoongi hyung, who was now glaring at him.

"Jungkookie! I thought I told you not to let in people in here!" Taehyung said angrily as I look down.

"You! Fucker-- Why do you kept telling lies to Jungkook?! You know he loves Jimin so much!" Yoongi hyung said as he clench his fists. I just look at Yoongi hyung and held him.

"I'm not telling lies!! Jungkook is meant for me! And Jimin is just a piece of shit that is ruining my life!" Taehyung exclaimed. I felt something bubbled up inside me.

"YOU FUCKER! YOU ARE THE SHIT ONE! JIMIN DID NOTHING TO YOU- IN FACT YOU ARE HEARTLESS! YOU DON'T DESERVE KOOK! YOU HURT HOSEOK AND NOW YOU'RE HURTING JIMIN AND JUNGKOOK- AHH YOU ARE REALLY TESTING ME YOU MOTHERFUCK--" Yoongi hyung blurts out as he got out of my grasp and he quickly held Taehyung by his collar.

"Yoongi hyung!" I said.

"Aren't you happy you got Hoseok now? I mean he was kind of a nuisance for me and Kookie-" Taehyung was cut off by Yoongi hyung. Yoongi hyung punched Taehyung on his left cheek as my eyes widen.

"You-- Stay away from us you monster!" Yoongi hyung said as he grab my wrist and started dragging me.

"H-Hyung" I said.

"I'll get you to Jimin and you will have your happy ending" Yoongi hyung said as he gave me a smile.

"No he is not going anywhere" Someone said behind me as I felt someone pull me causing Yoongi hyung to let go of me.

"I thought I already made my statement clear" Yoongi hyung said.

"Jungkook is mine!" Taehyung said as he held me by his arm. I felt myself turn red--

"Let go of me!!" I said as I push myself away from Taehyung.

"You know what! Yoongi hyung is right! You are a heartless monster! You don't own me! And Jimin hyung is not a piece of shit! You are a piece of shit! Just get out of our life!" I yelled at Taehyung making him silenced.

"Come on Jungkook, Jimin's surgery is near" Yoongi hyung said as I look away.

"Please leave Jimin hyung and I alone" I said to Taehyung before Yoongi hyung dragged me out of the apartment.

"I'm sorry" That's the last thing I heard before the door was shut.

Yoongi hyung and I started running. It's 5:07 pm. Good thing the hospital is across the apartment building.

"Jungkook! Be careful!" Yoongi hyung said as I nearly got hit by a car.

"S-Sorry hyung" I said as we cross the road.

The cold air of the hospital greeted me as soon as we entered. Its so cold. Its bothering me.

"Jimin is on the Surgery room in room 011308 in the 3rd floor hurry up!! Take the stairs and goodluck!" Yoongi hyung said and I quickly gave him a big hug.

"Thank you hyung for everything" I said as I ran towards the stairs.

Good thing I work out, I can do this. Step by step I ran as fast as I can. I'm on the 2nd floor now! I catch my breath for a second as I ran again. Third floor! I open the door and ran to the right.

"011302....

011304....

011306..." I said. I was about to turn left, since 011308 was there when I stop. There in front of me was Jimin hyung.

Jimin hyung was wearing a blue hospital dress. He was beautiful as always. I saw him just staring at me confusingly.

"Jimin hyung"

Am I already late?

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Sooooooo I'm assuming you all hated Taehyung- but I wonder what will happen to Jimin and Jungkook?~

Do you all think Jungkook is late? Or not?

Also! 2 more chapters and this story is finished 😭

Have a great day my mochis! And I cant wait for our boy's comeback!! I hope there's a lot of Jikook moments! 😄💖💞