✿ ═ four
"DEAR!..." craig shouted after tweek who immediately after the bell rang (signaling the end of that class) dashed out of the room, going unnoticed by craig who had still been chatting with red until he saw a glance of bright blonde hair dash out the door.
tweek ignored craig's shout, his eyes had started to water with tears that threatened to spill. he knew that he had to talk to someone about it or it would get even worse, and for the first time ever he couldn't talk to craig. he would normally talk to craig about everything and have him cuddle him, whimpering and twitching into his chest while craig would hold onto his waist gently. tweek tried thinking about who might be able to understand what he was feeling and he immediately thought about bebe, one of his closest female friend that was well known for her... assets? (boobs, yeah her boobs)
tweek turned around the corner of the hallway and instantly saw those blonde perfect curls that he knew and rushed to her side, absolutely not noticing the other two people chatting with her.
tweek engaged bebe into a close hug, about to start rambling when he was cut off by a husky voice "tweek? i was looking for you! i got so worried when i saw you rush out!" craig says his eyes wide as he reached over to grab tweek hand, wanting to take care of him.
tweek became suddenly aware of his heart throbbing so hard he could feel it in his throat.he just wanted to scream in frustration and burst into tears all at the same time, but he was strong (or most likely didn't want craig to see him).
tweek hid his face on bebes neck, having to get on his tippy toes and pulling his hands away from craig, completely ignoring the way red immediately scowled at his presence or how craig's eyes widened in surprise. he was too embarrassed and angry at craig to pay attention to him.
"bebe, i have to t-talk to you" tweek said bluntly making bebe look down at him in surprise, as did the other two.
bebe cleared her own throat, caught of guard over why tweek wouldn't just talk about it right there with craig and red "tweek is everything okay? what's up what's wron-?"
"alone please" tweek cut her off.
bebe exchanged worried glances with craig who looked confused. red simply looked bored, using this opportunity to examine the way craig's muscles bulged against his shirt or how broad his shoulders looked. inching her hand to lay on his arm.
"i was kinda talking with craig and red, tweek... did you know her father is the owner of two museums and her mom is a model? don't you wanna tell all of us what is going on to all of-?" tweek cut her off again "p-please" his voice cracking slightly. the mention of red made him feel even weaker and desperate. bebe noticed how tweek was twitching and became very concerned.
"i'll talk to y'all later; it was really nice meeting you, red"
as soon as those words left her mouth, tweek was dragging her through the halls and through the door that lead to the schoolyard. tweek yanked her under a set of bleachers, both now out of breath and panting. bebe shot tweek a glare "you know i hate sweating! why did you ran off all the way here..." she mumbles "also what the hell is up with you?" she asks him.
tweek's bottom lip wobbled and in seconds he burst into tears, his whole body twitching and shivering.
bebe's jaw dropped as she watched him break down, spewing incoherent words and sounds as he hugged and cuddled his own body.
"he loves her; he loves her bebe, and he's gonna leave me, he's gonna leave me for red, and they're gonna get married, they're gonna live in the big city with ten edgy kids, five girls and five boys; and i'll be all alone, and without my wolf, i don't want her to take my wolf away, i love him too much. he's never gonna want to talk to me or be my friend after hearing little miss city girl talk. i bet she's real smart, i bet she likes rock music, i bet she knows about cars, i bet she likes space, i bet they will move to mars and leave me here-"
"woah, woah, woah! breath tweek! what are you on about?" bebe yelled pulling the small male into her lap and into her chest as he continued crying. rubbing his back.
tweek paused, sniffling. what really was he on about? ten kids really? red would be really tired after that...them getting married? tweek pulled out of bebe's chest with a whine, rubbing his eyes and wiping some tears away.
he also purposely ignored the 'i love him too much' part, not even wanting to start to think about that one.
"i-i don't even know! ever since red showed up, literally two seconds ago, i've just become so crazy and paranoid. whenever i see her with my wolf...i just get so upset and mad. why do i get like that bebe? is this normal? is this the government? are my anxiety pills failing? am i going mental again?-"
bebe stared at tweek in disbelief as he sniffled weakly.she looked at him in surprise, her eyes wide and almost looking through him.
"w-what is it?! is this really that bad? is the government involved?" tweek asks absolutely spooked.
bebe let out of a small laugh, she thought stan and the boys had been exaggerating when they had been talking about how clueless craig and tweek were. but really both of them were unaware of their feelings.
"tweek... you and craig, don't have a... how should i say this...friendship type of relationship...i mean...it's not as platonic as it is between two boys and i believe that you're just-"
"angel!"
craig ran over to them, looking relieved at finally finding them and clearly having not noticed how red tweek's face looked or his tear-stained cheeks, some of his supposedly 'waterproof mascara' having rubbed off and trailed down with his tears, or how bad he was twitching.
"you're never gonna believe this, princess! i asked red if her and i could go out together this saturday, and she said yes! she's gonna tell me all about how it's like in the city, you know, not living in the middle of nothing and about the space section on the museum of her dad! He knows a bunch of people that work in nasa! isn't she amazing?" he chuckles, his eyes bright "she even said it was her favorite section in all of the museum!"
all the redness drained from the blondes face as the words hit his ears. he felt cold, a sudden numbness washing over him.
craig's eyes widened leaning down and his hand going to tweek's cheek immediately wiping some tears away.
"baby, h-have you been crying?" he whispered out, his voice extremely gentle and soft but still pained (bebe would've laughed at the tone but this was not the moment), pure worry etched now on his features.
tweek stood up, shaking his head, looking like a panicked animal "i-i have to go!" he mumbles out.
"wait!" but before bebe or craig could do anything, he was gone, rushing out. tears stained his vision as he ran, groaning in annoyance over getting so upset.
i'm such a crybaby.
red and craig, they were just friends for now, and even if they were to date, why does it matter? tweek and craig were best friends.
tweek let out a shuddering sob, the thought of red and craig making him sick again.
maybe he should spend some time apart from craig, maybe that was for the best of both of them.
so, for the first time since the fourth grade, the hummingbird had walked home alone without his wolf behind him. tweek really was a hummingbird, unable to stop moving and flying out of craigs reach.
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