A/N: 18+ or 21+ i forgot how to warnings work now lol; anyway! E N J O Y.

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The day before the infamous concert being talked about started off with you waking in Namjoon's arms. No longer hesitant, no longer keeping away from you the best he thought, Namjoon held you freely with no care in the world. The minute the boys were to find out about it, however, would be the time where he would blush and grow nervous. But they were still in their own worlds, busy planning for this concert and the stresses coming along with the long night tomorrow.

As of today, you woke before Namjoon. Feeling good to shower and get up onto your feet without being tied to a chair, it was easier to scrub yourself each and every day. You cleaned, brushed your teeth, brushed your hair, and moved into a dress Namjoon and bought for you.

In the hospital and back to living with the boys, many had brought you gifts. Namjoon bought clothing, while Jin planned the rest for your hygiene. It was nice. Although you didn't get much say in what dress it was, the fact that he found it nice and picked it out for you was enough for your heart to float and flutter in your chest.

Getting into the dress that was short, you roll your eyes over the clear idea of why he would like it. The top covered you whole, your legs in reveal the most as the floral pattern looked sweet against your skin tone. The dress made you look sweet and pretty, while in reality, you were the same girl to drive a box cutter through a man's throat; Eric.

Topping your outfit off with a light necklace the maknae-line had invested for you, there was a light smile when seeing how beautiful the soft diamond was as it hit your collar and fell into place.

They clearly pampered you and didn't stop. That was a given. But not today. Today, you were allowed to be freed from the home while the boys went to practice and prepare for the concert. No more over-protective type brothers that the boys tended to behave as and no over-protective boyfriend-type Namjoon seemed to successfully grasp. You were going out for some fresh air with the addition of a few security with you.

Namjoon was sweet enough to let you go out, but you were going to technically bite at your own leg if you ever suggested going out alone. Not until Aoroma was caught and everything fell under the plan. You understood that, so you agreed to his conditions as long as you could freely go around and shop for your own appliances instead of having it delivered to you by poor Jin.

Out from the bathroom and ready to face the day, it first started with now waking Namjoon out to get ready for his. Moving into the room again, you stared at the man fast asleep.

Hair pinned back on the sides, your hair was out and waved as it bounced with your steps towards him on the bed.  Namjoon looked exhausted but content as this was the first time in a while for him to have a good night's sleep. The fact that he hadn't had great nights since you had gone, sleeping in your arms added to his tiredness and relaxation now. It almost made you not want to wake him, his cute exterior eating away at how lovely and innocent he looked.

You bit your painted lips, closing the door behind you and building the courage to wake him from Namjoon's peaceful slumber. You sat next to him, softly moving your fingers through his hair. Noticing him move into your touch, you smiled lightly when his tired eyes slowly woke like little butterflies flapping their wings. "Hey," Namjoon said lightly, smiling when noticing you awake before him.

"You can still sleep if you'd like," you said gently, thumb grazing his cheek slightly, "But you'll have to live with the fact that you've slept through practice if you do decide to sleep again." You grinned as you finished your little ramble.

Namjoon matched your expression but he added a sigh. Holding over your wrist as he shook his head, the man tried to have you topple over him and his lips for a kiss. Grinning, you leaned forward and pecked his cheek, laughing at his face when he groaned and cutely tried to move your lips. You playfully teased him over his breath before trying to move away for his lips that continued to fetch in the air.

"Five minutes," Namjoon tried only to have you chuckle and peck his lips before disagreeing and getting up. The leader grinned, slightly bummed but not able to hold his smile as he watched you walk away.

Managing to slap your ass as she walked away, you jumped before staring in surprise.

"What?" he asked, brow cocked as you looked over at him curiously. "I'm slightly horny," Namjoon piped, glancing over your body in a charming and purposeful way. It was a stare that was obviously making you blush while telling him to stop. You moved towards the door.

"Get to work daddy," you piped sternly as you moved to the door. You knew he wouldn't play along with that name, ready to claim this back and forth as over, you had your feet walk back to the door.

But he surprised you again with his response. "Hmmm," he moaned out in likeness, "Yes baby." You laughed before chirping, "Get your horny ass out of bed."

"Come get me up," he whined, making it his last attempt to have you walk back over to him.

You smiled. "Maybe tonight."

Namjoon's brows jumped at that, eyes squinting from the tiredness he had just broken out of. "Oooo, really?" he purred, the rasp strong in his voice.

"Bye," you chuckled out, rolling your eyes when he wiggled his brows. Shutting the door behind you a sigh was let out as you moved to cater the rest of your day.

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"Hi," you said, shy as you guided your way over to the woman that seemed to be aware and alert in the store she worked around in.

"How may I help you?" she piped sweet, her eyes glancing weirdly over at the two men that seemed to be long, tall, and slightly awkwardly waiting for you to be done with the store you chose.

You glanced over your shoulder to spot what the woman was staring at and you pursed your lips from smiling. "Don't mind my friends there," you started and she beat you in with a, "Oh, their your friends? Sorry. It's just we've got creepy people lurking around our store quite often...I assume it comes with the culture of the store, to begin with."

You flushed, nodding and waiting for the woman to stop her laughter and small, sweet talk. You wanted to quickly make your concerns made. You wanted help picking out something sexy from the lingerie shop you stumbled upon in the nearest mall Bangtan's driver took you to.

From simple necessities, razors, deodorants, and shampoos of your choice. To a new brush and other clothing that you could wear to fit more your style, you found your day to be safe and fun for the most part.

The security was fun to mess around with and try make-up on in the stores. They would smile at your giggle and have a fun time with them standing around, however, letting you fool around as they distanced themselves as much as they could. You knew Namjoon ordered for them to keep their distance, and that was sweet as it was the perfect amount of over-watch for you today.

You felt like you could breathe again.

Not to mention how you felt the minute you had walked out of the dorm and felt the nice air of the beautiful skies hit your cheeks and fall into your lungs.

You snapped out from revisiting the joy of this morning as you looked at the woman speaking before you in questions.

"But what may I help you with today?"

You smiled nervously. "I was shopping around and hesitated to come in here at first but, my..." you thought of Namjoon and struggled to put a label on it, "...my almost, some-what, kind-of boyfriend is with me tonight for possibly the last time before he..." you struggled again, "leaves for work." Before you could continue with your mess of words, the woman winked before smirking.

"I gotcha," she chuckled before waving her hand for you to follow over. "I'll help you pick just the thing."

You let out a breath of air yourself. Laughing, you found yourself to relax at her so cool. Following her past the drawers, racks, and articles of clothing pinned to the walls, you followed her advice over almost everything that was presented before you.

"You've chosen the right place."

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"You've chosen the right girl."

Namjoon stretched, breathing hard and sweaty and he limped his back to the mirror he rested against. On the ground, he sat and stretched with the rest of the members who were breathing just as hard.

They all worked hard and sweat their asses off in these hours together. Namjoon, as a leader, was prouder than ever. Now, all that was left was a meeting regarding the events of tomorrow, and then tomorrow itself. It was going to be a big day. A questionable day where a lot could happen...he couldn't wait any longer.

"Y/N is definitely something," he chuckled out, blinking before slumping into his tiredness all over again. 12 hours and he couldn't find himself to speak properly. He was done. But even at this state, thinking of you brought a smile to his face.

"Is something reference for girlfriend?" Taehyung asked while the others smiled.

Namjoon looked at them with narrowed eyes. They all seemed to know something that he feared for them to know. Defeated and too tired to play stupid, Namjoon sighed, "Haven't labeled it yet, but yes. She's here to stay."

"Playboy doggy-dog has been shut down and is settling?" Yoongi teased, "Who would've thought?"

"You should be callin' Jin that, not me," Namjoon snorted, dragging Jin into the teasing. That alone wasn't appreciated by the oldest as he glared. Namjoon laughed.

"I'm happy for the both of you," Jimin whispered.

"...and I'm happy for how both of you are deciding to handle your relationship with Jules and your child as well," Hoseok added, unable to hold back on commenting on Namjoon being a father soon.

Namjoon nodded, smiling. It was a soft and slow smile as he thought of it. "It's fucking scary but I uh, I think I'll be okay. I've got all the support I need...I realize that now."

The boys smiled and Namjoon looked over at all of them. His eyes lingered on Hoseok who nodded and approved over his decisions regarding the child. That alone made Namjoon feel as if he was doing the right thing. "I can't believe I'm going to be a Dad." His voice was low, a laugh escaping right after.

"You'll be a great Dad," Jungkook whispered. The maknae was smiling with kind eyes that screamed genuinely.

"That means a lot," Namjoon said softly, feeling excited and bubbly to be a part of the process entirely with Jules, you, and the boys on his side. He was going to be okay.

Namjoon let out a breath of air.

Finishing his stretch as he stood, he mumbled for the meeting to start soon and the boys shook their heads, laughing and slapping at Namjoon's shoulder as they tugged him back from walking towards the exit.

The leader was confused over them holding him back. "Wha-"

"You find rest on the couches somewhere," Yoongi mumbled for them all, "We'll go and debrief you in. You've already been doing this longer than us...relax and find some rest for yourself."

Namjoon tried to protest but Taehyung spoke up. "Let us take some of the stress you carry on your own."

"Yes." Jungkook piped, pushing him towards the exit for a different reason now. "Head to sleep for a while and then go to the dorm."

"Tell Y/N about the girlfriend label while we're at it," Jimin laughed, getting the last slap at Namjoon's back as he stumbled towards the door with a soft and thankful smile.

"Okay."

"Now shoo," Hoseok laughed out, getting the last words only to have Namjoon nod.

"Thank you guys."

"What else are we here for?" Jin was smiling. He moved past the teasing and Namjoon caught his eyes. Nodding over at the man, Jin nodded back before shooing him away like the other boys.

Namjoon left sleepy.

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Namjoon entered wide awake.

Moving into the dorm that was lightened up. It was evident and obvious over your return that was probably hours ago. Moving towards the hallway to his room so he could pass, being the protective and paranoid man he now was, Namjoon stared at every room he could to see if everything was in place.

As he got to see you in neither of the rooms, the shuffling from his room is where he thought of you to be. Taking caution, however, Namjoon's feet slowed and he took a while to turn at his doorknob.

Eyes narrowed, body tense, and fingers tapping on the knob. He listened for a second as he heard the shuffling. Breathing steadily due to practice, Namjoon felt braver as he yanked the door open quickly and without doubt. Poking his presence right in, he wasn't the one to jump over the entrance into the room as there was a screech from the middle. Staring over at you jumping away from the match you lit to lighten up you last few candles, your chest heaved when staring over at Namjoon with wide eyes.

Namjoon was just as shocked as you but for different reasons. Eyes looming around his room that was tidy from the mess he left behind, what first caught his eyes were the numerous small candles that drifted by a soft scent to them. Together, they made the room smell sweet, only to add on to the mood that was created by your beauty and attire.

Almost drooling when seeing what you wore under the black silk that hung off your naked shoulders, perverted eyes rolled over your outer body. In a laced top that may as well be called a fancy bra, your bottom is what caught his lurking eyes. The lace didn't stop with the sheer fabric that helped with the detailing of the design presented to shape the panty-like lingerie you wore. To top it off, the black thigh choker that you had wrapped around your left thigh, constricting your flesh made Namjoon have it hard to look back over at your eyes instead. Being a gentleman hanging straight out the window.

"You weren't supposed to be home yet." You squeaked and he barely heard that.

"Hm?"

You covered at yourself a little with the help of the silk robe. Moving to move the matches remaining into his dresser, you rushed towards him and he stood frozen, watching you prance around before moving to his arms. You pouted, "This was supposed to be a sexy surprise."

"What's not sexy about it?" he breathed out, truthful as he chuckled and looked at you in front of him. "I-I, I'm just confused over why I get such a cool surprise today."

"If you haven't figured out why after all we've been through you've got a problem," you piped, unamused at his joking around as you moved to near him. Holding at his shirt, you stared at his beanie he had on his bomber, and his sweats. Lazy look mixed with sweat is what he carried with him, but his eyes were suddenly ringed from confusion to lustful the minute he had spotted you.

You had noticed. Your heart was a fluttering mess when you had seen the initial reaction, but, you wished it didn't start off with you being the one surprised instead of the other way around.

"I'm assuming you had fun going to shop today then," he added, looking over the candles another time. He was in awe, heart fluttering at how sweet of a gesture it was today.

"Thought of stress relievers for you, why not help myself out in the process of helping you out, right?" you flirted, trying not to smile.

Namjoon grinned. "I feel special today. Everyone's looking after my needs today."

You smirked before moving to finally touch him. He paid attention to you as soon as you did. Letting you wrap your arms around his shoulders, the man watched your robe fall off your shoulders and rest at the cracks of your elbows as you shifted in an angle against him. Staring over at his lip and eyes, your flirting continued as you why moved your pair thigh over to the side his. You used your old trick for the first time in a while, but this time, you genuinely meant where you put it and who you wanted to use it on. "That's great, let's definitely take care of your needs today."

Namjoon stared down at your thigh before looking at how closely you're moved against him. Staring back at your eyes, he smiled to the side at how familiar this position seemed. But there was a context behind this, of this moment, and this position now that was highly different compared to before.

He nodded. Blinking tiredly before staring over at the washroom. Feeling your fingers grip and tug on his shirt, you moved back on your feet near the bed and he followed as you pulled his lightly along with you. "Let me shower, I probably smell disgu-" He stopped when you shushed him. Smiling when you moved his bomber off him, he helped, tossing it over to the ground himself.

As he turned his head to face you again and not to jacket that plumped onto the ground, he stumbled forward when you tugged him close to the bed again. Following, Namjoon grinned when you lost your cool and patience with any of it. His expressions didn't help as he checked you out constantly; biting lips, licking them, and overall desire written on his face. Chuckling at your lips the minute you whimpered and hurled over at him, you caught him off guard slightly.

Stumbling back, he lightly held your hips in an attempt to move away and tease you for a second, but you didn't let him stop as you held his jaw and hugged onto his shoulders. Kissing him deeply, Namjoon blinked his eyes closed fast, a smile disappearing in slow movements of his lips starting to work well with yours. Kissing you back, Namjoon held your hips for different reasons and moved forward causing you to shake against him while propping backwards.

Mouths at war in that moment, there was slight hunger in his returning kiss, similar to how much as you craved him. Not caring about the sweat that kissed every inch of his skin, you kissed him and tasted the specific hint of his hard-work at his upper lip while you sucked and bit.

Smiling against his lips, you moaned while jumping to wrap your legs around his waist that was already bulged near the middle, his manhood sprung within the restrictions of his sweats.

Lost in the feeling, Namjoon scratched your thighs while trying to clasp them around him. Your robe barely on you as it dangled to return, his voice was hoarse as it dangled in his hands.

"Off, now," he said at your lips tugging at the corners of the arms so you'd know what he was referring to. Biting over at your bottom lip in order for you to snap out of his kisses and this moment, you whimpered as he did before nodding hastily and giggling out of the silk robe.

As you did, he took that as a further step to fall back onto the bed. It creaked loudly as it consumed the masses of two suddenly hitting the bed. Making out and grinding against one another, Namjoon sloppily kissed your neck that flew back, no longer hidden behind the robe that constricted him from seeing all of you.

Playing with yourself when he moved his mouth over your lace top and tugged with growls between his teeth, his lips and tips of teasing teeth eventually find the hardened of your breasts with your two-piece still on. You moaned out his name when he was rough with your covered nipples, not easing into the want he played clear as day for you.

On his knees, Namjoon looked at you leaning up and haste to have him leave his sweats. Holding at your hands that wished to take away his control of the moment, he slapped them back onto the pillow causing your breath to hitch. Eyes staring into his as he hovered over you and smirked, you bit your bottom lip only for him to finish the job and clasp your lip between his teeth instead. With that, his tongue entered the game and he made you squirm underneath him as he roughly kissed your mouth and gave it his all.

Lips wet and shaded from the gloss you wore, Namjoon's smirk was present still with his eyes that loved and cherished this encounter with you. His voice was low as he spoke at your lips, pecking and teasing you with bites again. "I'm having one of those days where I'm trying not to rip everything off of you."

You grinned at his lips as he mumbled another piece of information you couldn't quite understand. Deeply allowing for him to kiss you, you flinched away from his hands that were on your wrists before cupping his cheeks and allowing your tongue to have a fair chance to the fight that occurred for dominance.

Sloppily making its mark and kiss down your neck again, your head sunk into the pillow he managed to get you over. You didn't know whether to focus on that or the way he sexily seemed to grind between your legs, destroying the nice lingerie that you had bought with the juices that washed in a desire for him and his body.

You pursed your trembling lip from smiling at the feeling,  sinking into the fabric underneath. Clenching the fabric of his shirt in your hands while the other hand moved up and around his body, you roamed before he brought both hands into his and pinned it by your head again. This time, it was tighter and help right about your skull instead of beside you on the pillow.

His hips didn't stop, wanting to feel each other's clear want for the other. Moving his lips away from your neck so he could glance down at you with his hardened eyes, the false innocence that you carried in your eyes for a moment when staring at him only made him enjoy this moment further. He knew you wanted him, you knew as well, and playing a facade of not understanding what was happening triggered the animal within Namjoon.

Smiling lightly, Namjoon shifted, his grip still on you as he twisted to dig into the side dresser. At the bottom dresser, he pulled out all he needed. Glancing over at the condoms that he tossed lazily on the top of the dresser, you were taken aback over not seeing that in the drawer earlier. But then he pulled out cuffs and you cocked a brow while Namjoon smiled saying, "I wanna try something."

You nodded with a giggle and he smiled before cuffing your wrists with the bedpost, having your wrists successfully held without him holding you down. "Kinky," you hummed out, giggling as he kissed you and moved to devour her neck again. "May I ask what other toys you've got in this room?"

"You'll figure out slowly," he mumbled with a chuckle at your neck. You grew ticklish at his laugh against your skin as you squirmed a second time since this started. Apologizing charmingly over you shake, Namjoon mumbled light dirty whispers in your ear before successfully continuing to mark your skin.

Moaning playfully, you moaned underneath him, making a noise of the cuffs that held you back from tugging at his hair as he kissed you all over.

At the noise, Namjoon looked at your eyes again and held your hips that started to grind deeper and less subtly against his. Attaching that with dirty whispers of your own in his ear, Namjoon simply watched with the grin at you enjoy yourself slowly as you continued to feel him even with his sweats still on. Neck sucking in, he slowly watched you moan and his smile fell slow. Swallowing hard when seeing your chest move in acceptance and want for him and all of him, the leader tried not grunting as he wanted you just as bad.

He wanted you so fucking badly in that moment. He could feel himself pulsing down there, raging and begging to pound into your wet and warm opening rubbing against his sweats, soaking through your laced underwear.

"Be rough with me," you purred out, staring over at him with such innocent eyes as you spoke out such dirty words, "make me scream." Namjoon enjoyed it as you moaned again, moving and controlling your hips and movements against him on your own. Jaw clenching, his upper lip quivered a little as he moaned low himself.

Moving his hands over your hips, breathing shook when he roughly pinned your sides into the bedsheets. Eyes meeting his as he did, you pleasurably sounded and chuckled when he tugged hard at your underwear, revealing as much as he could in a haste as you helped him unclothed you by circling your legs back slow. As he flicked it away, he roughly released his hand onto your throbbing middle. Squirming, your wrists twirled in the hold of the cuffs, a smile on your lips as your head whined back. 

"Easy, easy," you whimpered in a gasp, whispering over such words. He grinned at you gasping over him no longer holding back with your sensitive parts. To him, it was fucking hot. "That better?" he sighed out, moving his fingers to thrust into you now causing another gasp to leave your lips that tried not to smile too large.

Namjoon moved his fingers slow when you shook too much. Your legs tried to close up as your body half waved and you whined, "Easy baby," you moaned loud, "Please, please please." You wished to moan and play around with the famous pet name you assigned him to, but nothing but trembling lips and breaths escaped your uncontrollable form. Your writs rang and slapped together as you tried to move away from the headboard.

"W-When," you struggled, letting out a quick whine before continuing, "I, can't be too l-loud," you moaned pretty loud, "y-your band will be coming back soon. Easy, Namjoon, eas-" Your thighs trembled as you tried not to scream in pleasure, knees slapping into his sides as another attempt to close your legs away from him was taken.

"Does it look like I fucking care?" he growled hungrily into your ear as he opened up your legs wider, roughly teasing his hips with thrusts inside of using his fingers to make you scream.

You couldn't take the teasing anymore. "Untie me."

"Soon," Namjoon said, nuzzling his nose with yours before thrusting in three of his fingers mixed in the team all in one go. You tightened around him, gasping again before gawking over at him so lustful, just like you.

"First you need to feel exactly what I do to you tonight. Every touch..." he added the finger in a hook, thrashing fast within you and hitting all the spots needs. Chest sucking in, your knees slapped loud at his sides again with a whimper. Namjoon noticed the tight clasp you had of his hips and grinned, wanting to feel that around his head. He finished, "...and every lick."

He smiled slightly over the control he held as he moved to place his head between your legs and you lost air, body jerking. Wanting to instantly scream, your eyes shut so quick, body shook, legs trembled, and lips sealed tightly shut from making a noise that would be completely inhumane. He didn't hold back as he gave you his all between your legs. Hands in fists, wrists with slight bruising from wanting to rip away. Body uncontrollable from the shake, an orgasm was built and hit slow. as it hit, all of what you stressed over, worried about and tensed over disappeared. Your mind went blank.

Namjoon's fingers and the front of his sweats were wet from you. You blinked, breathless and watching his grinning face guide its vision towards the cuffs that he slowly started to undo. As soon as he did, he gently rubbed over the redding at the corners of your skin, soothing you along with soft kissed pecking your lips. Relaxed, soft, and carrying everything at each other's lips while together, you gently moved from his touch as you cupped his cheeks soft and passionately divided your attention only on how soft and sweet his mouth was to hers.

He finally let your hands roam his skin. Scratch, claw, bite, mark and love, you saw all of him as he slipped from his shirt and tossed it before struggling with his sweats and tossing them. As he worked on his sweats, you undid you top-half before his eyes. He watched intently only to smile when you were naked complete before him. You saw him, all of him yourself and your body grew hot over how mindful his cock looked on its own. Bobbing, strong and wanting you, your body and sounds did that. You made him harder than ever.

Comfortable with each other and in position, you watched him put on a condom without hesitation while you worked your fingers gently between your wetness that never seemed to stop yet. Leaning up to kiss him as he hovered and prepared himself, he didn't wait any longer and you didn't want him to.

"I want you I want you," you whispered, cutely whimpering as he hastily allowed his cock to drive balls deep just with the first thrust in.

Your lips parted, the breath you took unable to mimic a second time as it was a shock to what you felt. He was inside you. Sinking into the bed when he pulled out and entered a second time, eyes were gentle when meeting his. You smiled, mouth shaking in a tremble, you arched and kissed the man whose lips parted with a moan of his own.

Forehead started to sweat again, he rested it against yours while you started to breathe harder than previous. The both of you moved together. It wasn't exactly the smoothest of rollercoasters as he started to make the bed creak underneath you, making you cling onto him with her wiggling legs.

Leaning up to kiss Namjoon's neck, you hugged his shoulder as your mouth gaped open and her body flung in a weak 'u'. Hand holding onto the sheets tightly, you giggled when he growled into your ear and bit your shoulder the minute he urged to curse. She moaned when he did use his teeth.

Namjoon heard the door loudly open to the front of the dorm as his body jumped against you in fright. He heard the boys and their muffled voices in the living room space and hallways. "We really shouldn't be—" you interrupted him with a hiccup of a squeal before giggling and hugging him tighter. You shook your head. "We totally should," you corrected with a murmur, deeply kissing him as a distraction from the noises outside.

She smiled into the kiss when he smiled as well. He gave her his all. They laughed at points as he was getting loud along with the bed that was a rocking disaster with every thrust his energetic form gave. Closing your lips and placing your palm to his mouth when he growled too loud, Namjoon would laugh when you'd lose yourself as well with loud moans.

Liking you shaking and screaming, however, both slowly forgot to care as he pumped hard, slapping bodies together and making your back arch off the sheets, screaming in fright and pleasure as you were close to falling right off the bed. The only support that held you was his hands that scraped your hips, pulling them onto his cock so you wouldn't fall right off.

"Easy!" you laughed out, moaning loud as you tried to cling onto him and not fall right off.

Namjoon laughed, growling before sinking his head into your neck and continuing to fuck you hard until you completely fell off the bed he had sweetly kept you on most of the time together. Falling with you, horny and not wanting to stop, you hugged him close as the both of you finished on the ground next to his bed that now grew silent.