You want to be happy,
You want me to be happy,
Why am I mad at you,
Why do,
I want to be upset?

Do I envy you,
Do I want to hate myself,
Do I want you to hate me too?
Why do,
I want to be upset?

You are trying,
You really are,
And it makes me hate myself more,
I don't deserve you,
Why do,
I want to be upset?

Why do,
I get mad at you?

Why do,
I want to hate myself?

~A.M.