first before anything happens- READ THE GODDAMN TITLE AND FOLLOW IT

have you ever looked at your published works and gone like- 

"wow, i really did write some cringe bullshit"

LIKE PLEASE I JUST WANT TO MAKE MYSELF DISAPPEAR FROM THE FACE OF THE EARTH AFTER WRITING CRINGE LIKE MY PAST UNPUBLISHED BOOKS

for real- how do u guys even like converse and avenge? like i agree converse's texts r just peak crack content and avenge's plot is kinda good one but JEEZ I THINK IM GONNA PUKE AFTER RE-READING THEM

idk why am i dissing my own self out in the open but anyways i need a place to rant 

im lowkey happy with espresso (prolly the only good book i have ever written before i started writing operatives) the sunghoon fic because the writing style just hits different

like ik if i announce this-
the amount of times i will be yeeted is just >>>>>

hence for my safety, im ranting it here LMFAO

i think many of the authors out there will understand my pain- like readers do be having a lot of patience by reading our cringe ew

and the fact that it makes me feel so bad :(

like u guys are spending time on reading some shit i have written and literally wasting it whereas you could have spent it reading some other good book

ukw imma just make a promise to myself today that imma sit down and make myself edit avenge and converse p r o p e r l y to make it bearable ;-;

also stream blessed-cursed mfs- enhypen is out there committing a mass murder aND WE HAVE TO SUPPORT IT EVEN THO WE HAVE BEEN CURSED INTO ETERNAL AGONY AND BLESSED BY THE AMOUNT OF TALENT THEY HAVE

this was literally a conversation of me and my friend when i ranted in her chat after watching blessed-cursed

i literally doubt who is okay after watching that mv-

also to all the people who are reading this but i have never really spoken to u guys-

(i just love this aussie puppy so much 🥺)

anyways- thanks for reading this chapter and wasting your time! now go do something productive :D