oh god it's literally almost midnight rn as im writing this but nvm-

so, yeah the title's kinda accurate- ngl i faced one of my fears today and yeah im really not okay rn TvT

idk if u guys know this but im pretty shy (like VERY) when i have to sing solo in front of someone. and we have this chemistry project where we have to make a song on reactivity series (sucks right?) and the teacher deadass appointed internal marks for it

and then we formed this group or 7 (we all r pretty close since junior classes) for this pRoJeCt. one composed the music on casio- other two did with guitar

so the remaining four of us have to SING. like all have to but we r not sure lmao but yh the 4 peeps r for sure. and the most funny thing is that the person who legit goes class for learning vocal music was kinda sick

so guess who the people got hold of for putting the lyrics in the music

MOI

LIKE PLEASE- i did it in like some time- not a big deal but then i explained it but no one understood- *triggered in aussie* and they told me to SING and show

LIKE GUYS- I HAVE NO GUTS IN THIS THING ALR?

but no one paid attention anyways, so i had to sing in front of 6 people. solo.

ONE OF MY BIGGEST FEAR

at first it came out SO BAD OMG I WANTED TO DIE but then it came out pretty good though. then we spent 20 mins breaking our heads on how to record ourselves and someone suggested that one person should send a clip of herself/himself singing and others will copy

now the million dollar Q- who did they pick?

AGAIN ME 

AND THEN I HAD TO RECORD MY PATHETIC VOICE WITHOUT PANICKING AND SEND IT TO MY FRIEND AND HE'LL FORWARD IT TO EVERYONE

like- i, who sings in shower with a shampoo bottle in hand acting as mike, and is rlly shy when someone approaches near the bathroom fearing they might hear it, just did this.

im a bit shaken rn ngl but tbh, this did give some confidence to the insecure me ;-;"

SO KIDS- FACE UR FEAR AND U'LL DO GREAT EVEN THOUGH U MIGHT BE A BIT SHAKEN- TAKE IT FROM ME UWU

i have no idea why i wrote this but hope y'all learn smth T T