i'll be honest i missed publishing chapters so much omg i should do it more often xoxo

to be fair i love writing these random ass chapters because before writing this i was going through the previous ones and WOW i was cringe LMFAO (it was funny tho i was/am crazy)

so i'm going to put in here basically what shit happened in 2023, my drafts, editing, real life things etc., as if someone's gonna give a flying f

i mean what IF i become famous (most likely to appear on news headlines for all wrong and weird reasons/j) then there'd be people who'd care LMAO

2023 has been bad, there's no other way to put it in. honestly i'd be all depressed and shit if it wasn't for the most supportive and CRACK friends i have ever gotten in my life tbh. got my heart broken (it was one sided i'm stupid also we're good friends now), made a few really good friends, lost one in an ugly spat (i announced asking you guys' opinions on it, about the immature girl and her feud with her ex who is also my guy bestie), had a bajillion mental breakdowns because why not

also i can't believe i'd be moving out of my house after mid 2024 like oh god?? i am genuinely so excited

though it was a bad year honestly i'm grateful it happened because it genuinely changed me for good. i had (still have but very less) ptsd which goes around friends and after i fought with my ex-best friend, i realised the amazing support system i had. like i have forgiven her for being an absolute miserable shit but they still haven't it's genuinely so funny 😭

love life was non existent and honestly plan to keep it that way for a few years more because since last few months i've been overcoming my insecurities which sounds so overused but looking at my 11y/o past self who used to be bullied by "friends", i am genuinely so proud.

anyways i won't go into more details it's getting boring for you guys so now we are going to talk about

✨my plans for my wattpad carrier and author as a whole + graphic editing✨

after i am done with my exams and get a good college (till may-june 2024) i will be back here, publishing the drafts i've been so excited to publish since last  year. i'd try getting regular with the updates but honestly it all depends on how my schedule's gonna end up BUT the hiatus will end, i promise.

i have a few drafts with really good plots and i am thinking of rather than writing a fanfiction, i turn it into an original. i already did that to one draft but i need to think for the other ones as in which one should i pick. initially i was thinking i make another account here for originals then i realised nahhh @jadequila has become my identity here so all will be published on this profile itself.

also i would be on socials when i end my hiatus here and i had an idea that i will make one public account not dedicated to wattpad but just things i want the world to see under the same name jadequila. i will probably announce when that happens and it won't have stuff related to fanfiction much but my edits (not necessarily related to kpop), maybe a few pictures for my life here and there (barring my face) and something on those lines (hobbies, music, etc.)

basically if i ever want to actually start editing for money (which i am genuinely thinking about unless someone proves i'm delulu and my edits are crap), i can also use that account to showcase my projects and stuff.

and to talk to you guys, not to forget that.

during my break i didn't have much time to work on drafts or even edit but i still managed to edit a few original book covers which i'm really happy with and a few things more (you can see all the edits i've ever made on pinterest under @jadequila)

uhhh what else did i have to say

right

about my tumblr account which i haven't opened in months, i plan on writing short stories there because here it sucks to see them flop. so it will take a bit time to restore that but yeah, i would be updating it along with this account too.

so that's it for this update :D i genuinely miss you guys so much especially the interaction i used to have with the readers, it used to be so fun. most of my friends have left wattpad and i saw it coming bec i have seen my favorite authors go through the same but then, i plan on making this little family of readers a bigger one when i start publishing again.

and trust me, my writing skills have genuinely updated (at least from what i think looking back) like operatives was just a small demonstration (i have at least 10 more drafts waiting to be written HAHAHAHA)

can't wait to be back here writing <33 happy 1.6 K for the matter, i never mentioned it but i'm so so grateful for all those people patiently waiting for new updates 😭

stay hydrated and don't overthink shit :D