" people don't see the fears behind the smile "
It was a Monday morning 2 weeks before the drastic event that happened. Seven stood in front of the mirror assessing her look. Her beauty and body was one thing that took her far . She started modeling from the age of 3. Sighing she picked up her daily devotional book written by her Dad.
July 28.
Gratefulness .
She sighed once she sighted the topic. She knew to some she might look irrational, ungrateful even . She lacked nothing,Good at everything. But the pressure to maintain that image was much. People always came to her about their problems and she just wanted someone to talk about hers  too. Sighing for the 100th time. She closed the book carried her bag and stepped out . Maybe her brain was just messing with her ...
It was break and Tife her closest  friend sat opposite her in the cafeteria as they ate .
  " Tife " seven called out  " mmh "
Summoning courage she spoke
" Tife ,.... Tife...., do you ever feel like you're going to be a disappointment or that you'll probably make a very big mistake and let everyone down "
" No, why do you ask ". Tife looked up from her food and stared at her friend.
Playing with her food slightly she replied " nothing really, it's just that sometimes i feel am going to let  everyone down you know"
Grabbing her hands Tife looked her in the eyes and smiled.
" Common seven what are you saying. You can't let anyone down . I mean you are brilliant, beautiful, spiritual and lots more . Come over that thought don't let the devil mess with your brain Okay ? " .
" I know I know it's just that what if ?.."
" what if nothing, nothing is going to happen okay ? , eat so we can go for chemistry class , you know we might have test . That Mrs Aduke, always giving someone unexpected test" ...