》I had a little accident at work yesterday. I cut my finger and it started to bleed like hell. Now the wound is in process of healing. The cut skin is trying to grow together again, there's going to be a scar but my cut skin will be connected again. I can't help but see Barbie as the knife and Taehyung and me as the skin, which is meant to be together. Am I weird?《

Amber insisted on taking you home or just chill with you but you had denied. The only thing you wanted to do right now was: nothing. Your evening was well planned. Watch some dramas, order some Chinese takeaway and cry as usual. You were about to reach your front door and dial the number of your favorite restaurant when you saw a blue post it being stuck on your door in form of a cloud.

This is better.

You quickly pulled it off and crumpled it together. What a sick joke. But the joke continued when you opened the door. Photos of you and Jimin were laying messily on the floor. You looked at your door and saw that there was a gap between the door and the floor. That was probably how the photos got in. You kneeled down onto the floor to have a better look at the pictures. They were all taken from your Instagram. There were five pics of Jimin and you in total but one photo made you gasp. It was the photo Taehyung had taken of your neck, showing off the necklace with his initial. Without any further thoughts you found yourself ripping the photo. You didn't want it. But you were thankful for the reminder to delete that pic.

As the queen of repression you decided to not make a deal of it and see the positive things. While you had putten the post it and the necklace photo into the trash bin you kept the photos of you and Jimin. Your one month anniversary was coming up and personal gifts always have been the best gifts. While watching 'Reply 1997' you worked on a little photo book for Jimin. Adding some quotes here and there and some compliments here and there. You were pleased with the result and by all the working you had totally forgotten about the food and cry thing you had planned. You were too tired to do neither of both so you decided to just go to sleep.

You were on the same playground on which Taehyung had asked you to be his girlfriend one year ago.

"Sit down.", he smiled pointing to the swing.

You smiled and obeyed him happily as he kneeled down. He put his hands on your knees to keep his balance. It was a late summer evening. The sky was changing into a million colours and the air smelled just like summer felt. Happy. Comforting. Perfect.

He looked into your eyes and for a few minutes you both kept on doing that, enjoying the silence letting your eyes tell everything.

"Have I ever loved you?", he asked repeating your question you once had asked him a long time ago.

You gasped a little. No lie, you had told each other these three words a lot of times already. But still you couldn't trust them fully yet.

"I don't know.", you mumbled lowering your head.

He grinned and lifted up your chin.

"I've always loved you. It only took me a while to realise it. But I'm glad I finally did. I didn't realise the greatest feeling in the world. I love you."

Loud hammering on the door woke you up. You looked at the clock to see it was 12 pm already. Oh no, you had totally missed out uni. Not looking into the mirror you ran towards the door.

Jimin leaned against your door, his eyebrows narrowed.

"Jimin, oh my god I'm so sorry I forgot to set the alarm and slept like a bear. Come in."

His expression looked weird, he usually didn't look like that. He's always been in a good mood, up for jokes. But now he seemed tense. However he still did as you said and stepped in when you saw a blue post it in his hand. Your body stiffened and he realised that you had noticed it.

"What is this?", he gave it to you.

♡

A heart was drawn onto the post it now. You raised your eyebrows, wondering if this had been Taehyung. Why a heart? You understood the last post it, meaning you two parting ways was better but a heart? Maybe his final goodbye? How unnecessary. It made you only angrier.

"I have no clue Jimin. Maybe one of the girls?", you walked over to the trash bin to throw it away.

"Why would they do this?", he went into your living room to sit down on the couch.

"I don't know. I really don't but I'll ask them tonight, they're coming over."

His body seemed to relax making you quietly sigh a sigh of relief. You went over to him and sat down on his lap making him look up to you.

"I'm sorry for this morning. Did you wait for me?", you put your hands around his neck, trying to ease his anger a bit more.

He nodded and put his hands around your waist.

"I was running late so I couldn't come upstairs and wake you up but when you'll turn your phone on don't be surprised by thousands of missed calls and millions of text messages. I was worried and couldn't focus on the lessons at all. All your fault.", he said trying to sound angry but he smiled.

"I'm sorry!", you pecked his lips getting a more intense kiss from him right back.

"You can make it up...", he continued on kissing you making you blush.

"How?"

"Got an idea.", he smiled before grabbing your legs and putting them around his waist. He stood up and headed towards the bedroom, making sure your lips didn't lose contact.

You were laying in Jimin's arms, hearing him breathing calmly into your ear after your intimate moment.

"When are the girls coming over?", he mumbled into your ear grabbing you tighter.

"Later."

"So we still got time?"

You turned around to face him rasing your eyebrows. He raised his eyebrows too and smirked at you, making you laugh.

"Why not? I'd appreciate round 15.", he continued teasing you making you laugh even more.

"Did you come here with the intentions of murdering me or what exactly was your plan?"

"My original plan was actually just asking you what happened this morning. I didn't have any intentions of us having it at all, but somehow it happened.", he kept on laughing.

"Liar.", you lightly hit his chest.

"No, really I'm not lying! This totally happened out of nowhere."

"Why did you have a condom with you then?"

"Just in case. Be thankful I did, okay?"

"I am.", you kissed him again not trying to start a new make out session but somehow it just happened.

"I could lay in bed with you for hours.", he got off you finally, laughing again.

You nodded when your stomach grumbling suddenly interrupted your funny moment. His eyebrows raised as he pointed at your stomach.

"Hungry? We can go get something.", he was already standing up, picking up his clothes.

"I'm so lucky.", you smiled walking over to your wardrobe to pick some clothes.

Out of nowhere he was suddenly standing behind you, half dressed, putting his arms around your waist.

"No, I am.", he softly kissed your neck.

As you two were finally fully dressed Jimin remembered that he had to quickly drive to the gas station to refuel.
While he was going to pay you stayed in the car, switching the radios. You had finally found a nice song when you saw a car stopping right next to you.

Taehyung.
He got out of his car when your eyes met. Frozen. Both of you. The world was still spinning, the song was still playing but for you two everything stood still. His mouth opened as if he was trying to say something but he didn't say anything. Your window was rolled up anyway.

The frozen atmosphere was finally released when Jimin opened the door. He was being Jimin. All smiley, putting aways his wallet.
Your eyes finally left Taehyung's and moved over to Jimin who was about to start the engine.

"Are you okay?", he asked quickly looking at you.

You nodded lightly, trying to smile. He seemed to believe it and kissed you. Right in front of Taehyung's eyes.

His gaze still felt on you when Jimin finally drove off.

{ i'm sorry for this mess, i swear the next chapters are going to be better. thank you!! }