+ i reached 100k!!!! for some this might not be very special but for me it is so thanks to everyone who has read this story, voted or commented!
since 90% of you hated the ending, i decided to make an extra chapter as a thank you for 100k (it's so long, i hope no one falls asleep reading it)
getting lots of criticism ever since i finished this story, i sometimes get...sad? i feel very insecure about this story but well, i could never delete it since it's the only book i actually finished *cries and laughs* i think my other stories are better and this sounds like i'm trying to promote my other stories but please don't judge me only by this book and maybe try the other ones because then you can judge me lol thanks and now please enjoy the extra chapter, love you all!! x

[ !PLEASE READ! for this chapter I have to change the plot of the actual story. this chapter would be the one after 시직, so there are some changes!!

last few bits of 시작 to refresh your memory :

"You found yourself on the dancefloor again when suddenly an angry Krystal bumped you. She ignored you stumbling and headed right towards a guy leaning against the wall. Taehyung. Krystal literally jumped on him and decided to have a wild make out session with her boyfriend with everyone looking at them.

It was little bit too much to handle for you so there was no way you could stay in that club any longer. Wendy told you to wait for her outside since she also had to go to the toilet quickly.
You were not over Taehyung and while this bitch was there you couldn't do anything to get him back. She clearly had showed off her territory as if she had sensed your plan on getting him back. The world had been so unfair to you these past years why couldn't something positive happen for once? The negative things were such a burden and you weren't sure about how much longer you could handle it. Your make up was all over your face and you were sobbing your eyes out when you were packed by your shoulder again.

"I love Taehyung.", you sobbed almost falling to the ground.

Abruptly the hand was taken off your shoulder. You sat on the ground covering your face in your hands while waiting for Wendy's consoling words. The breathing of her got heavy and they didn't sound like Wendy. As you looked up you didn't see Wendy.

It was Jimin." { I STILL CRINGE HAHAHA }

So what happened after that was that "you" tried to explain everything to Jimin. He forgave "you" immediately like in the next chapter of the actual story ( 결정). Taehyung wants to bring "you" home but Krystal catches him and yells at him not to touch "you". Krystal and Taehyung leave and Wendy tells Jimin he should go home. This chapter starts when "you" has arrived at home after this horrible night.

I hope everyone understood... now I hope you'll like the chapter! Thank you♡ ]

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The whole night you hadn't been able to shut your eyes for once. Sitting in front of your window, you could see the sky turning into pink and the sun slowly rising. The scenario of last night was repeatedly in front of your eyes. You could feel Jimin's soft fingers on your shoulder as you accidentally confessed your love for Taehyung. Jimin's hurt expression and his wet cheeks were haunting you and there was nothing you could ever do to make it up again. Jimin was the perfect boy who didn't deserve a crazy girl who was in love with her ex.

Is this what love is like?, you asked yourself. Is it supposed to continue on hurting me in this unbearable way?

Finally you had fallen asleep from all your exhaustion. You couldn't remember how you had managed to finally get some rest but you were glad that you had slept for two hours at least. The door bell was ringing and it took you a while to get yourself together. The alcohol of last night was giving you a crazy headache. As you were walking towards the door you swiftly caught a glimpse of your reflection in the mirror. There was no way someone could see you like this.

"I'm coming in a second.", you shouted as you ran into the bathroom and splashed water into your face.

Quickly you grabbed an oversized hoodie to put over your dress. Not checking who it was you opened the door widely.
A tired looking Jimin was standing in front of you, causing your heart to throb.

"J-Jimin.", you stuttered as you watched at him in awe.

His expression was unreadable as he looked directly into your eyes. He mustered you in the oversized hoodie.

"You're wearing my hoodie?"

Surprised your mouth dropped open. In this moment you just wanted to run into his arms and cry your heart out. Tell him how sorry you were and just explain everything to him in detail. You longed for the feeling of his strong arms around you, giving you the feeling of security.
But instead you shyly nodded, still not able to say anything.

"Can I come in?", he quietly said.

Hastily you nodded, opening the door even more. Jimin stepped in and put his shoes neatly next to yours. With bare feet you followed him as he walked into the living room. You decided to keep on standing as he sat down on your sofa.

"There are so many things I don't understand... and ending it just like that doesn't feel right for me.", Jimin searched for eye contact but you weren't able to look at him with the guilt and shame you were feeling.

Watching the ground, you nodded. Your breathing stopped as he suddenly grabbed your hand, finally getting the eye contact he wanted.

"Was I just a rebound?", he asked you sincerely.

Looking into his eyes again made your legs wobbly. It took you a few seconds before you could finally reply by shaking your head.

"Why were you with me when I wasn't a rebound then?", Jimin's voice was soft but still had this very different, serious sound.

"You were just... perfect.", you mumbled suddenly feeling your eyes filling with tears.

Don't cry again, you thought to yourself as you felt Jimin's eyes not leaving your face for a second. He was quiet and it was getting harder by the second to swallow away the sobs. Jimin suddenly stood up, still holding your hand as he was standing right in front of you.

"If what you're saying is true...why can't you love me?"

Now there was no holding back anymore and you hated yourself for crying in front of the man who didn't deserve pitying you, but getting explanations and apologies. His arms swung around you as he pressed you into his chest, trying to calm you down. Softly he caressed your back, as slowly the sobs started to quieten down.

He took a deep breath before continuing:"I know I can't force your feelings. And I don't want to do that. But it's just that... I don't know if I'm being selfish, but I can't believe you don't have feelings for me. I can't believe that and I don't want to."

You wiped away the tears on your cheeks, finally calming down. As you looked up at Jimin you could clearly see his desperate expression, wanting answers from you you couldn't give.

"I don't want to hurt you Jimin. I'm scared.", you confessed.

"Don't be. I just want you to be honest with me. And I know it's selfish but I don't want you to leave me for this asshole."

"Please don't call him that-", he caught you off, grabbing your wrists.

"I know you're confused, but you don't love him. You just obsess over him. He's not the one he used to be when he was with you but you still think he is! What you feel is not love, you should only love people who bring out the best of you. Not the worst, but that's what he does."

"How can you be so sweet?", you looked down to the floor.

"I love you. I love you and I want you to be happy. And I know that I can make you happy."

You gasped as the three important words left his mouth. He had confessed even after everything you had done. His eyes were drilling into yours as you slowly leaned towards him. A little smile was formed on his lips as he got closer to you too.

When your lips met you could feel the rush of adrenaline through your veins. His plump and soft lips were like a cure for you. Immediately you felt better as he put his arms around you again, not leaving any space between your bodies.

"I want to be happy.", you whispered as he stopped to look at you.

"I'll make you happy, just stay with me. Be honest with me from now on."

"Jimin,", you lightly smiled,"please forgive me."

Jimin caressed your cheek as he admired you. Ever since he had entered the apartment it felt as if his eyes hadn't left you for a minute.

"I forgive you. I love you.", he sweetly grinned at you.

No matter how much you wanted to tell him you loved him back, you couldn't. Even though you felt happy being with him and the adrenaline rushing whenever he touched you, you simply couldn't say those three words which had always been reserved for Taehyung.

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A month had passed since the morning in which Jimin and you had agreed to keep up your relationship. Ever since then Jimin had practically moved into your apartment and the two of you saw each other every single day.
As usual Jimin picked you up from work. You were still cleaning the tables when Jimin entered the Café. A smile hushed over your face when you spotted him.

"Oh no, the lovebirds.", Amber groaned as soon as she saw Jimin.

Playfully you hit her before you walked into the arms of your boyfriend. As soon as he wrapped his muscular arms around you, you could smell his familiar scent. The scent you always woke up to.

"Oh, hey Jimin. Can you drive me and Amber home later?", Irene popped out from behind.

"Sure.", he replied politely.

"Great!", Irene cheered as she cleaned the last cups.

After an hour you had finally dropped off your friends and were on your way home. Pretty soon you realised that Jimin wasn't driving into the direction of your apartment.

"Jimin...?",you looked over at him.

"Let's grab a pizza for tonight, shall we?", he smiled at you.

"Best boyfriend ever.", you mumbled grinning as he reached for your hand to squeeze it.

Jimin went to get the pizza alone and you were waiting in the car. You jammed a little to the music playing, realising it was the play list you had made for him. You chuckled a little as you sang along while watching the people outside.
Suddenly your breathing stopped as you saw Taehyung walking down the street. He was alone with his head hung low. Your heart started speeding again and you felt the urge to run outside, to him. At least talking to him, you thought.

You were about to open the door when Jimin's door was opened. With a smile he gave you the pizza as he sat down in his seat.

"I got your favourite.", he grinned as he started the motor.

"Oh, really?", your eyes were still on Taehyung.

"Yes. Even with extra cheese."

"I love you.", the words slipped out of your mouth and your mouth dropped open as soon as those words had been said.

Jimin immediately turned the motor off, staring at you in awe.

"Are you serious?", his face went blank.

However you could clearly see the sparkle in his eyes. He took your hands into his, pulling you towards him.

"Do you really love me? Do I really love you and you really love me?"

Shyly you nodded. In a matter of seconds his lips were pressed against yours. You put your arms around his neck, fully enjoying the kiss and not even realising that you totally forgot about Taehyung during the kiss. Your ex' was frozen as he passed your car, recognising the two of you.

The next weekend Jimin decided to go clubbing with his friends. Even though he felt bad about it, you encouraged him to go out and have some fun.
It was a rainy Sunday and Jimin was nowhere to be found. His phone was turned off and he also wasn't at home. At 8pm he finally stood in front of your door,completely drenched and shaking because he was freezing.

"Babe, you will hate me.", he cried out.

"What? Why? Come in first."

You pulled him towards you and took off his wet clothes. As he was standing in his boxers you quickly put three blankets around him. He sat down on your sofa. His lips were purple already and you wondered how long he had been outside.

"Jimin, I was so worried.", you hugged him tightly.

"Don't hug me.", he mumbled.

"What?", you gasped, taking a step back.

"I've done something terrible.", he didn't look at you once.

"Jimin, it hurts me seeing you like this. Just tell me."

"I was drunk last night...", his eyes met yours for a millisecond before he immediately looked away again.

Your heart was beating heavily, expecting the worst to come.

"I kissed a girl.", he pressed his lips together.

You froze. For a few moments you could hear the clock ticking, it felt as if that ticking became louder and louder.

"Do you know her? Jimin, you were drunk it's okay. Why are you so worried?"

"I think it was someone you know.", suddenly he started crying.

Immediately your arms were around him again and you could feel your heart aching as he sobbed into your chest.

"Jimin, please don't cry. I've told you it's okay!", you desperately tried to calm him down.

The effort of you didn't matter because he was crying for quite some time. Your heart hurt and the last time you had felt such a pain was when Taehyung used to break your heart over and over again.

"K-k..", Jimin stuttered.

"Her name starts with a K?", you asked in a soft tone.

Instead of speaking he just nodded.

"But Jimin,",you smiled,"I don't know someone whose name starts with a-", your voice cracked at the end.

The world stopped spinning and you jumped from the sofa. You could feel your hands starting to shake as you got as nervous as you've never been before.

"Krystal?", you whispered.

Again he broke out into tears which was an indirect answer for you. Feeling your pulse rising you walked into the kitchen to get some distance. You were tense and felt exhausted. From all the worrying to his confession you had gotten tired. After approximately five minutes Jimin stepped into the kitchen.

"I love you!", he stood in the doorframe as he looked at you.

"It was a mistake right?", you stood up and leaned against the table.

"Of course, I have no idea how this even happened. The only thing I knew when I woke up this morning was that I had kissed someone. I don't know how it happened or anything but I swear to you, I understand if you're mad and you hate me-", you caught him off.

"It's okay Jimin. I know you and I know you wouldn't have done this in a sober state, right?"

"Of course babe!", he dropped the blankets as he walked towards you and put his arms around you tightly.

"I love you and I swear I'll never drink anything again!", he mumbled into the crook of your neck.

"I love you too and Jimin, it's okay don't worry about it.", you whispered.

Your thoughts wandered and you wondered why Krystal had kissed Jimin. Maybe it was a bitch act again but what was bugging you the most was - had Krystal and Taehyung broken up?

Three months later Jimin and you decided to take the risk and move into an apartment together. Both of your parents had warned you about it being too early, even Irene and Amber had tried to convince you to not do it. But the two of you were sure. After everything you've been through, nothing could tear you apart so easily. Actually your relationship wasn't the fairytale everyone thought it was. Jimin and you were fighting on a daily basis. Either he was too jealous or you were annoyed by him, there was nothing you two didn't fight about. But it was okay, because in the end you always talked it out.

As you packed the last few clothes you noticed a familiar box in the corner. Your smile faded as you grabbed the box with the notes you had written after Taehyung and you had separated. Each month you had written a note for your future self. Back then you had thought you could never fall in love again. You shook your head as you threw the notes into a trash bag.

The apartment was almost empty as you walked through the rooms. Jimin had just left to pack some of his own stuff. The bell rang and you were surprised about who it was. Thinking it was Jimin who had forgotten something, you froze when suddenly Taehyung was facing you.

Taehyung had changed, once again. The first thing you noticed was that he looked healthier, but you could immediately tell how unhappy he was by the way his eyes were drilling into yours.

"Taehyung...", you gasped.

+ LMAO I'M SO FUNNY
you can decide what happens next, I just wanted to make an open ending because I thought it would be funny
thanks again, love you all ♡♡♡♡♡♡