The evening was spent with Jimin. His contagious laugh never failed to make you smile. You both debated whether you should go to the sea side next weekend or go to Jeju while eating in his living room.

"Don't you think Jeju will be a bit expensive for us two?", you said while biting on your pizza and chewing it deliciously.

"I'm going to ask my parents to pay it for us.", he stood up and went to get some water from the kitchen.

"Excuse me?", you stood up too following him step by step, "I'm going to pay for myself!"

"I'm your boyfriend!", he turned around and raised his eyebrows at you. As if it was the most normal thing for a boyfriend to pay a trip for his girlfriend, an expensive one.

"I know but...", he interrupted you by putting his hands around your waist, pulling you towards him.

"No 'but'. There's something I wanted to tell you for a long time...", he lifted up your chin.

You gulped. He wasn't going to say it, was he? Lying to him was not what you wanted to do, but if he was going to say it you couldn't not say it back. Lie after lie, to make this fake relationship go on. It was an obvious fact that this relationship could not go on any longer. Even though Jimin was the cutest boyfriend ever and cared so much for you, for the sake of your feelings you had to stop it before it would escalate with him getting a major heartbreak. But time to prevent this had probably already run over.

"I... I think I need to tell you something too.", your eyes were still focused on his. But other than his eyes which showed affection yours showed pure fear.

You hadn't broken a heart yet. Taehyung had been your first boyfriend, your first love, your first everything. Leading to you never breaking up with anyone. How did you start to tell the other person, who cherished you and cared for you, that it was over? No chance for them to do anything against it. They could try as hard as they wanted, but feelings couldn't be influenced.

"Let's tell each other next week, alright?", he smiled at you. Probably anticipating your first 'I love you'.

As usual you ran away from your responsibility. Instead of telling him the undeniable truth you decided to keep on hiding. Avoiding the uncomfortable situation as long as possible.
So you nodded, leaving him in hope and yourself in despair.

Wendy came over on Saturday. The first 30 minutes were you two only screaming, screeching and hugging each other. She started by telling you everything about her life in Canada and you listened carefully. Wendy was a funny, positive and ambitious girl who seeked to see the good in everyone and everything.
She enjoyed her life to the fullest but of course behind her thousand jokes per minute and her smiley face were a lot of problems. Her family was spread all over the world causing her to feel lonely pretty often. The asshole of a boyfriend she used to love for a few months had hid the secret that he was actually engaged. Luckily she had found out about it and now she had finally come back to spend some precious time with you.

"What happened here? I don't know how to say this nicely but you look like you've been going through some serious shit!", she clapped your leg a little anticipating what was about to come.

"It's Taehyung.", you said very quietly but loud enough for her to hear.

"T-Taehyung?", her eyes widened and she stopped to breathe.

Ashamed you nodded, staring at the ground.

"What is it with him I thought you have Jimin now?"

And then you told her everything, literally everything what had happened since Taehyung had shown up at the Café until yesterday when you realised it was about time to tell Jimin the truth.
Telling the story made you ride the roller coaster of emotions once again. At the and it was the two of you crying anf Wendy hugging you tightly.

"I'm so sorry, why didn't you tell me anything?", she said while you were still sobbing.

"I don't know.", you mumbled into your knees.

"You want my advice now?"

You nodded and she let out a little sigh. It took her a bit to reflect on everything and put her words together.

"Alright so... first of all, your decision to break up with Jimin.. I think it's urgent. You should have done this already when Taehyung showed up in the first place. Because this was kind of the moment in which you realised you're not over him, don't you think?"

You nodded again as a response. She continued: "Instead of trying to get over him I think you should give up on that. It's been a year, that's crazy. Take the risk, risk it all but try to fight for him. Try to get Taehyung back. Back then you just let him go, you didn't do anything to keep him. It might seem that he's trying to stay with Krystal but somehow I get the vibe of him wanting you again too. Take this opportunity as long as he's confused about his feelings."

Her idea kind of gave you motivation to fight for Taehyung. You realised that all this time you had never fought for him, you simply dropped him not showing any courage in trying to get him back. You were too busy with your own feelings, sinking down had been more important to you. Had he meant that with the mistakes you've made in your relationship? You weren't sure about that but you were sure about one thing: You would fight to get him back to be yours.

Wendy stayed over and until 4 am, you kept on watching movies and eating your world famous pizzas. Sunday was approaching and you knew the first step in order to get Taehyung back was breaking up with your boyfriend. Jimin.
Wendy forced you to call him and set up a date for the evening or next week. Jimin sounded a bit flustered over the phone but agreed on Tuesday night.

It was a lazy Sunday spent with Wendy, watching TV and looking at old photos. The evening was approaching when Wendy had an idea.

"I've never been clubbing in Korea legally yet.", she said while switching the channels.

"Oh really?", you replied playing Piano Tiles on your phone.

"Let's go tonight."

"It's a Sunday.", you told her giggling but she didn't seem to care.

"So what? Many people go clubbing on a Sunday."

"Sure.", you put your phone away to look at her amused.

Wendy always got what she wanted so you two really ended up in short cocktail dresses and high heels.
The club was super full and as usual in clubs sweating bodies were pressed against each other.

Again you were wasted, not to the point yet of vomiting or anything but to the point that your brain was taken over by the alcohol. And alcohol makes you do bad things as they say. But it makes you honest too, thinking about it this might be the bad thing, actually being a good thing.

It was 2 am already when you decided to go use the toilet. As always the queue was kinda long. After five minutes you finally got to relieve yourself. Girls were freshing up their make up and doing their hair. Gotta look good for the boys.

"What are you doing here?!", a girl suddenly grabbed you by your shoulders. Since you were in the middle of washing your hands this rapid movement made the water splash off your hands all over her dress. Krystal was squealing. Controlling to hold in your laughter failed so you couldn't help yourself but laugh. She was extremely wet.

"I'd rather ask you what you're doing here with that dress!", you pointed at her white silk dress which was now becoming sheer. Her black underwear was quite visible.

Still laughing you let her panic on the toilet. This little accident could not disturb you from having a little bit of fun.

You found yourself on the dancefloor again when suddenly an angry Krystal bumped you. She ignored you stumbling and headed right towards a guy leaning against the wall. Taehyung. Krystal literally jumped on him and decided to have a wild make out session with her boyfriend with everyone looking at them.

It was little bit too much to handle for you so there was no way you could stay in that club any longer. Wendy told you to wait for her outside since she also had to go to the toilet quickly.
You were not over Taehyung and while this bitch was there you couldn't do anything to get him back. She clearly had showed off her territory as if she had sensed your plan on getting him back. The world had been so unfair to you these past years why couldn't something positive happen once? The negative things were such a ballast and you weren't sure about how much longer you could handle it. Your make up was all over your face and you were sobbing your eyes out when you were packed by your shoulder again.

"I love Taehyung.", you sobbed almost falling to the ground.

Abruptly the hand was taken off your shoulder. You sat on the ground covering your face in your hands while waiting for Wendy's consoling words. The breathing of her got heavy and they didn't sound like Wendy. As you looked up you didn't see Wendy.

It was Jimin.

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