"You are my end and my beginning,

Even when I lose, I'm winning."

Skylar Jones
Chapter 40

"The assignment is almost over.." I smiled a bit, looking at my boyfriend.

Those brown strands turned into golden from the sunlight that carelessly shined onto him; it made his tanned skin look angelic as this warm strong aura formed around him, only to be seen by me.

His boyfriend.

My heart skipped a beat as I looked into these chocolate brown eyes that were illuminating like my brightest stars in my universe. They had a strong hold on me, making me feel weak in the knees as I was captured into his love.

This boy gave me goosebumps from head to toe, gave me pleasurable tingles rolling down my and always knew how to make my mind go crazy for him.

I fell in love with who he was and how he really looked like.

He was driving towards a designation he didn't want to tell me about. I had no clue why he was acting so mysterious, but for some reason I liked it.

I knew I'd be safe and sound as long as I was in his presence.

"Why are you staring at me? You want my dick huh?" He asked with that usual cheeky smirk of his.

"Cam!" I yelled with wide eyes.

"That's what you'll be screaming in my bed tonight" He grinned, driving further.

"Cameron freaking Asher! Stop with those sexual jokes!" I screamed, feeling my cheeks heating up.

"Never!" He laughed loud, shaking his head and not long after that a smile spread across his lips.

My heart swelled up from that sight.

"You're right though, only one task left and then the assignment is over. I barely can believe it" He told me. "At first I wanted this to be over really quick, but now I don't. I got to know you and I slowly started to experience my feelings for you in a way I never had for somebody else. It's this assignment that brought us together and I see that as something special Skylar, really" He said seriously, looking at the road.

It's rare whenever Cameron say things like this. He doesn't say those things a lot which is okay, because when he does it makes my heart shake from happiness.

"That's exactly what I was thing Cameron.. I am so beyond happy we were paired up for this. The beginning of our story may not have went well, but that's what makes us... us. It took time before we realized we were meant to be, how cliche that may sound" I smiled, taking one of his hands into my own.

"You are right baby.." He smiled. "Now, can I finally start drawing your dick tonight?"

"Cameron Asher!"

His laughter filled the car with the best atmosphere existing, making me cherish this moment for ever. All I needed was him to be happy and I'd be okay.

Throughout this entire journey, Cameron was like a closed off diary, not ready to be opened by anyone. But I wasn't listening and pushed until I got access to his soul. I didn't regret any, because I started loving him from the minute I saw him.

The real him.

It's special knowing that you were the only person they could come to with their insecurities and fears. You were their escape, their place to cry out loud and place where they could ease themselves.

I was that for Cameron and Cameron was that for me.

Besides that our relationship was special and rare, something only us two would understand. We loved to tease and make fun of each other, joking around like idiots. But in the end we knew we loved and cared for one another especially when the other was drowning in some pool of sadness.

We always had a way to pull the other back up to the surface, for the other to breathe.

"What are you thinking about?" Cam asked, interrupting my thoughts.

"You.." I smiled. "And no, not your dick!" I huffed soft.

"I could've tried.." He shrugged, smirking as he pulled over.

"Where are we?" I asked, looking outside to see a familiar place.

"Don't you remember? Oh shame on you Jones! We better have a hot night later on!" He smirked, getting out as he led me to a building.

"Are we going to ice skate again?! Like our first date!" I laughed excited.

"Maybe.." He smirked, secretly pulling some paper with him as he led me inside.

We walked inside and pulled our skates on, stepping on the field with our fingers intertwined in one another. The first time we did this I was hella scared, but now with Cam next to my side, I had nothing to worry about.

Except for the dick jokes maybe.

Cameron supported me so I wouldn't fall down whilst we skated towards the middle of the track.

"Remember when we went ice skating as our first date? And you got so excited that you fell on top of me.." He laughed soft, looking deep and serious into my eyes, making me fall right into his brown orbs.

"Yes! Of course I remember!" I smiled at the memory. "One of my favorites.."

"Then I guess I should give you this.." He whispered, pushing the paper he was carrying, into my hands.

"Cameron?!" I gasped, looking with wide heart eyes at the immense perfect drawing of our first date.

"Do you.. like it?" He asked, rubbing his arm as he watched me with actual insecure eyes.

Insecurities only to be seen by me.

"I love it idiot! Thank you!" I instantly hugged him, kissing his lips.

"Oh man I was so nervous.. I'm so happy you like it babe" He sighed in relieve, smiling and wrapping his warm arms safely around me, creating sparks between us.

He took one of our moments to draw with the supplies that I gave him as a present for the assignment.

It honestly meant the world to me that he chose to draw one of our moments as first. That shows how much he cares for me and how happy he was with me. The drawing is a moment to never forget, a moment on paper and I loved the thought behind it.

"I will always love you Cameron Asher no matter what, so there's no need to be nervous with me" I smiled, happily kissing his full cherry lips.

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections