Love meant jumping off a cliff and trusting that a certain person would be there to catch you at the bottom.

Request from sweety MissPizzaaa this one is for you ♡

Skylar Jones

Lately things went downhill for my liking.

Why? You may wonder.

Because I saw a sudden change in my boyfriend Cam his behavior. Normally he happily talks with me about everything that was going on in his days, he openly wrapped me in his strong arms for his addictive warm hugs and always teased me with his stupid dick jokes like there was no tomorrow.

But that stopped since a couple of weeks ago.

I even noticed that he started to talk more with this other dark haired, muscled boy named Matthew Gray. The mysterious boy was tall, build and his eyes were a very bright shade of gray, almost looking like glass. That boy was actually quite good looking. And that only confirmed my only one solution that was left.

Cameron was cheating on me.

My heart and mind weren't stable enough to think about those dark things, yet there was a slight piece of doubt hidden inside of me. A void that was haunting and fighting against my positivity.

What if he was cheating? What if I wasn't good enough? What if he was done with me?

My breath got caught up in my throat, cold thunder storms formed around my aura and all of a sudden I felt nauseous. I'd rather jump off of a cliff than losing my boyfriend to another person. Cam was my end and beginning. He filled me in all the empty places even with his jokes and teasing.

Every single day my head was clouded with thoughts of Cameron and how much I loved that boy. About his soft tanned skin with his natural shine, brown messy hair that I loved to play with and chocolate brown eyes where I could drown in for hours.

We went through so much together, I couldn't just let that drop?

Sad tears were prickling in my eyes as I blinked them away.

No.. I refused to believe that he would be throwing that all away and that he wasnt't into me anymore. Both of us build on one another, we trust each other blind and always told each other when something wasn't right.

Did you ever felt so much hurt by someone who doesn't love you back?

It hurts me even thinking about it, as if the sharpest knife was pierced through my chest which let me suffocate.

I took one last deep breath before walking upstairs into Cameron his room who was calling with Matthew.

"Cam.. Can you please hang up the phone? We need to talk.." I asked, gulping nervous and sitting down the bed.

"He.. Why that sad face? What's wrong babe?" He asked, putting his phone away at an instant while he sat up.

I lifted my head up and locked my eyes with those two brown ones that stole my heart and soul. In that moment I could feel my heart beat faster, the visible tears formed again and the betrayal swirled inside my body. He was watching me with so much concern and tenderness.

"What's going on?" I asked him, breathing out.

"What do you mean, what's going on?" He frowned and took my hand, but I pulled away even though I was deeply longing for the electric feelings.

"Are you cheating on me? You barely look at me and- and- you hang out so much with Matthew. You keep taking distance from me, we barely talk and- and- and-" I was all of a sudden cut off by two soft lips that were placed on mine.

His warm hands cupped my cheek as he deepened the kiss with more passion, making me moan softly. Tingles played inside of my tummy and a small smile appeared on my lips. Cam wrapped his strong arms around my waist whilst pulling me on his lap, breaking the lovable kiss.

"Sky.. baby.. I would never cheat on you. Okay, did you hear me?" He murmured under his breath, making sure we held this strong eye contact. "Look, I was busy with Matt these weeks because of our anniversary coming up! I can't really lie so I took distance, but I completely forgot about how you would feel.. It was all for you my little man" He pouted and kissed my nose soft, which caused my cheeks to turn red.

"Really?" I whispered and smiled. "I'm so sorry.. I really thought-"

"Shhhh, it's okay. It happens and I completely understand" He smiled and hugged me tighter. "And how could I ever cheat on your magical dick huh?" He grinned in my ear, giving me those damn goozebumps.

"Cameron Asher!" I scolded.

"Okay okay.. Not that I would mind having another sexy round with you. Damn your body is so hot.." He smirked and winked cheekily, kissing my cheek.

The freaking bastard was enjoying this!

"Stop it!" I squealed soft and buried my head in his neck, smiling when I hear his special unforgetable laugh in my ears.

He hasn't changed one bit. He was still the playful boy with his sexual jokes who loved to these me till the end. The only change this time was that he seemed much happier.

But I secretly loved his grumpy side.

"But seriously though, I am planning on drawing it one of these days!" He nodded all proud. "Especially since I've seen it soooo many times"

"Start talking about it once again and I will cut you!" I hissed and glared, crossing my arms stern.

"Oeh feisty, I like it.." He whistled, caressing my sides.

"Oh my god.. y-you are impossible!" I yelled and shook my head then.

"But you love it.." He smiled.

"Unfortunately" I said and both of us bursted out in happy laughter together.

I was beyond happy and relieved that he wasn't cheating. Cam was just preparing our anniversary which made me feel like a dick. I went into paranoia over nothing.

Cameron Asher would always be looking in my way with those sparkles in his eyes. And the same warm atmosphere around him, and that love sick smile on his lips.

Just like I did.

I was the one who still had the best, silliest and most beautiful boyfriend, and that wouldn't change ever so soon.