All I ever wanna be is somebody to you.

Cameron Asher
Chapter 31

After swimming with my boyfriend yesterday, I couldn't fight the smile off of my lips.

The boy looked even more beautiful when he got into the water with me. His wet platinum blonde hair had water droplets dripping onto his shoulder towards his pale chest, making him look sexy. And how his eyes shine through the clear water, that's what set me off the most. I forgot how to breath as my heart stopped beating at an instant.

He had this power and hold on me that nobody else was capable of. Somehow that little cute bastard changed me into a happier person. He brought the good side out of me and made me forget about any worries.

But right now I worried a lot..

I promised my boy to stop hiding our relationship and currently I was avoiding him in school, because I was afraid of what would happen, even though I'd never admit that. I want to make Skylar happy, but I couldn't throw everything away for just a boy.

But Skylar wasn't just a boy even though he was a fool.

I'm throwing my popularity and status away with this. I didn't even know if I was gay or bi or whatever.

What if it all went wrong?

"Cam? Hey Cam!" My best friend Jake snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Huh w-what?" I stuttered confused and looked at him whilst walking down the hallway with him.

"What is up with you today man? You keep zoning out and you look troubled. I know when something is bothering you. What's up?" He asked me, frowning a bit.

"Nothing Jake. It's just the assignment that stresses me out. I'm very busy" I lied to him.

I could feel his gaze on me which I was trying to avoid. He would see at an instant that I was lying once I looked into his eyes. Not everyone knew, but Jake was way too smart. He figured everything out very easily.

"How is Skylar? I thought you hated that guy?" He asked out of nowhere.

"I've been hanging out with him only because of the assignment.." I told him.

Jake stopped walking as his eyes widen all of a sudden, making me stop walking and looking back into his shocked brown eyes.

"HOLY SHIT you like him, don't you?! As in like-like him!" He yelled through the hall as he gasped.

"How in the hell did you-" I cut myself off and grabbed his arm, dragging him towards a less crowded spot in this school.

You never know with all these people here. They hear everything and spread secrets like a crossfire, it's what feeds them.

"How did you know?!" I whisper yelled at him.

"I'm not stupid Cam, I'm your best friend. I see the way you look at him and how your eyes sparkle whenever you talk about that boy. I'm happy for you actually, Skylar is not a bad guy and I've seen you change over the days. You're less grumpy and you don't use girls anymore. You are calm and showing more of how you really are. You usually only show that to me" He told me and pulled me in a hug, surprising me even more.

"He wants me to come out and stop hiding our relationship.. That's why I'm freaking out" I told him, biting my lip in anxiety.

"Relationship?! Holy shit, how long?! Why didn't you tell me idiot! Oh my best friend is finally in love!" He punched my arm and had a wide smirk on his face.

"Ow.. That hurts.." I whined soft.

"I am supposed to know all these stuff! I'm going to be the first ultimate shipper! The name is gonna be Skameron!" He gasped.

"What is a shipper? Skameron what?" I asked confused then.

"You really are stupid.." He facepalmed himself and shook his head.

"Shut the hell up and just help me Jake!" I huffed and punched him back.

"I hate you.." He rubbed his arm and frowned. "Anyways why are you freaking out about that? There is nothing to be scared of Cam" He continued.

"But.. I'm throwing everything away and I don't even know my sexuality and.." I trailed off, looking helpless at Jake.

"Are you happy?" He asked.

"Huh?" I was confused.

"Are you happy with him Cam?" He repeated, ignoring me.

"Of course I am.. The idiot is literally following me around in my head!" I smiled at the thought of Skylar.

My idiot.

"Then it shouldn't matter Cam. You obviously like him and he likes you. You'll find out who you are soon enough, but your sexuality nor popularity shouldn't matter as long as you have him. And you'll find out who your real friends are, they will accept you for who you are" He smiled.

All of it clicked for me like some sort of puzzle that had to be solved. I shouldn't care about what people think as long as I had the people that I needed and as long as I was happy. Screw popularity and screw all the other people.

You don't choose who you fall in love with.

"Damn.. you are right, thank you Jake. Really, I appreciate it. Sometimes I wanna smack you, but you are nice at other times jackass" I smirked and hugged him close.

What can I say? This was the way how we showed our love.

"No problem dickhead, now go get your man" He bumped my arm before I rolled my eyes and went looking for my beautiful boy.

I walked towards the cafeteria and I saw him in no time which made me stop walking to look at his gorgeous features.

He had a bright smile on his face, actually letting everything go into slow motion and unconsciously making me smile. His blue eyes shone like diamonds, grabbing my attention as I got weak in the knees.

My heart danced for him and without thinking, I started to walk in his direction.

I felt breathless.

"Cam? Hey I've been search-" He started once he saw me.

"Shut up and kiss me idiot" I cut him off by grabbing his angelic face in my hands and pushing my lips on his,

In the middle of the damn cafeteria.

Yeah, take that homophobes.

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Sorry for such a short and bad chapter compared to the rest :(