But there's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark,

You should know you're beautiful just the way you are,

And you don't have to change a thing, the world could change its heart,

Cameron Asher
Chapter 29

Once Dick announced this week's task, I hardly could hide the wide smirk on my face.

My stomach constantly made backflips, the excitement rushed through my entire body like some sort of crossfire and nothing could ruin my bubbly mood while I followed my last couple of classes.

Now I was standing besides my locker, waiting for him and to say I was happy with this was an understatement.

I was more than just happy even though I'd never admit that to Skylar.

I could feel the things that nobody else was capable of except for him and that drove me insane as I craved for more and more each day.

His touch gave me all kinds of new feelings, his presence made me feel less lonely and then I couldn't stop staring at his breathtaking looks.

I wasn't gay, bi or whatever. I was as straight as a banana.

Oh, wait-..

"Are you ready?" Skylar interrupted my inner thoughts when he walked towards me, looking so beautiful.

His platinum hair was messy and the color faded away into an almost gray shade in this light, but his bright blue eyes were still as outstanding as ever. They held the ability of making everything in the room slow down, I could know because I felt it.

Was I the only one who had this?

Skylar was a lot shorter, less muscled and skinnier compared to me which made him look adorable. That's what I liked the most about him; he is cute. I tried to hide my smile at that thought.

I never smiled this much on a daily basis, but when it came to him I smiled nonstop whether I tried to push it away or not.

"Sure I'm ready babe, do you got some XL condoms at home? We definitely need them" I winked cheekily, trying to pester him.

"Fucker!" He said with wide eyes as his cheeks colored pink.

Mission accomplished.

Hehe.

"I'm sure your fucker if you want that so much, but don't worry I'm just joking" I winked, loving to tease him. "Or maybe I'm not joking.." I grinned when we arrived at my car, ignoring his protests and yelling.

This sleepover will be interesting.

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"Show me your bed! I need to see how strong it is, if you get what I mean" I winked once I stepped into his house.

I liked the smooth and soft pastel colors in his house.

There were a lot of pictures hanging on the walls from him and his parents. The house was neat, clean and decorated with some flowers here and there. It wasn't too busy, but also not empty. You get this immediate welcoming feeling the moment you step into this house, each and every time.

"Cam! Stop with this! God I hate you!" He glared at me, it only made me look much cuter than he was before.

"Yeah you showed me your deepest hate by pushing your eagerly tongue into my mouth" I smirked, receiving a punch in my shoulder, but I barely felt anything.

"Maybe you should push your lips on mine instead then!" He said, as if he won this argument.

I would never let the little boy win.

"If that's what you want" I smirked, pulling him by his shirt to my chest as I placed my lips roughly on his.

He hummed in surprise at my sudden action, not expecting that I'd actually do that and I was also a bit surprised with myself.

I was a whole other person with Skylar.

I knew I was less moody than when I went to bed with every girl, I got more amused with him and he gave me a sort of happiness that I missed for a time.

This was what I missed out on all these days, why I didn't feel complete.

The cherry taste lingered on my lips as I played with his tongue, pushing my lips harder against his. Goosebumps rolled over my back and spine, all the way down my lower back.

His hands were placed in my neck and mine slowly caressed the skin under his shirt. After a couple minutes of kissing him rough, I pulled away from him.

"Told you we would have sex" I nodded confident.

"Now you ruined the mood again" He rolled his eyes.

"You really make me like dicks" I accidentally blurted out, my eyes widened in the progress.

Shit, I did not just say that!

"Ha! We all knew it!" He smirked at me, he got up and ran through the house.

"Cam is gay! Cam is gay! Cam is gayyyyy! Rainbowsssss!" He sang loudly through the house like a child.

"Fucking Skylar Jones.." I mumbled grumpy under my breath, standing up and running after him.

"Come here you bastard! I will make you suffer for all those times now!" I growled low, catching up with him pretty fast as I grabbed him by his waist.

"NO! Let me go now!" He laughed and tried to get out of my grip without any success.

I finally found his bedroom, threw him on the bed and crawled above him. I pinned him down, loving to be the dominant one.

Wink.

"Any last words?" I smirked when I saw his horrified face.

Yeah, be scared Skylar.

"Y-Yeah" He said with wide scared eyes.

"Ah I knew you would say sorr-" but then he interrupted me.

"You're soooooo gay Cam Asher" He smirked at me.

"You're a dead man, shit head!" I glared, starting to tickle him fast and hopefully teaching him a lesson.

"No no! AH!" He started to laugh loudly, trying his best to get lose.

I laughed loud with him, enjoying to see him like this. He turned me into a child some times.

How was it that the total opposite of me, attracted me more and more?

"Please stooooop!" He begged me, giggling wild.

"On one condition!" I grinned and stopped tickling the poor boy.

"What?" He panted loud.

"You are going to strip for me" I grinned.

"No Cam! Stop!" He laughed soft, still catching his breath.

"Don't worry babe, I'm only teasing you" I kissed his cheek.

I adored the sight of him laying all messy and smiley on his bed. He looked so soft, innocent and still his playful self.

I definitely made a mental picture of this.

"Why are your parents not home? Last time I was at yours, they weren't here also?" I asked out of curiosity whilst laying next to him.

"Uh.. they.. they are never really home" He told me, his voice cracking a bit.

"What?" I asked, waiting for further explanation when I noticed something wasn't right.

"Around the age of eight, they got caught up in their work. Both came home very late in the evening and left early in the morning again so sometimes I don't even see them. I don't know what exactly happened. They didn't celebrate my birthday for years anymore and sure, they have money and give me everything I want yet that's not what I need. I don't care about their money, I just want my parents and my home back. I don't think they even realize they have a child at home" He let out his life story, not daring to look in my eyes while he told me this.

My heart dropped when I saw his face expression and the way he talks, shows how much he is deeply touched by this. I wish I could take that away from him.

I don't like seeing him like this, I knew that for sure.

"I'm sorry that happened to you Sky, you don't deserve that.. I'll try to visit you more often even though it's not the same. I don't want you to think that you're alone okay? You know it's not your fault right?" I told him, knowing that telling him that he parents 'love' him wouldn't help.

I couldn't give him false hope.

But I could make him happier instead.

"Maybe they weren't proud or happy enough with me. That should be why they focused themselves more on work instead of me.." He murmured defeated.

"Don't you freaking dare to say that! You are a wonderful person, anyone would be lucky with you, I sure am proud to have you as my boyfriend" I told him, meaning every words that was told by my own heart.

Before he could respond, I grabbed his face in my hands and placed my lips on his soft ones, kissing him slow and delicate.

"Thank you.." He whispered, looking at me with tears in his eyes when I pulled back.

"It's okay, I just want you to be happy" I said, not caring that I showed my smile to him.

Within a time he became more important to me, I started to care for him more than I wanted to and I was determined to try everything to make him happy. At first I wasn't happy with him at all, I was being cold to him and now I was warming up; opening my heart for him. I didn't have that with anybody for a while.

I just hoped that it would end well between us.

"Speaking of making each other happy.. I haven't given you my present for you, of the last task yet" He told me, seeming calmer.

"What? You got something for me too?" I laughed in surprise.

"Yes silly! Of course I did" He nodded fast, getting up to grab the present from the table.

"I don't really get presents so I didn't think-"

"Just open it!" He laughed impatiently and put everything on my lap.

I playfully rolled my eyes, unwrapping the colored paper to see a sketchbook with colored and gray pencils.

"Remember when you told me your real happy? I want you to pursue your own dreams, so I got you these" He told me.

"Sjees.. These aren't cheap. I saw them online.. Thank you Sky, I like that you don't listen to me and go against my will. I like this present more than if you gotten me a basketball shirt" I kissed his lips.

"I'm glad you are happy with them" He smiled shy.

"Now I can draw your dick after I see it tonight" I winked, loving to see him blush.

"Cam?! Why are you being so over sexual with literally everything!" He whined.

"Aw you're blushing!" I mentioned on purpose.

"Am not!"

"You are"

"Am not!"

"Yes you are"

"Argh! Fuck you! No not fuck you! Fuck me! Shit, no that's not what I meant. Ugh shit!" He gave in.

I couldn't stop laughing from that moment. I usually hated showing my laugh, but I couldn't handle how funny he was.

"Cam Asher always wins!" I grinned.

Skylar suddenly smiled at me, silently staring deeply in my eyes.

"What is it?" I asked when I lowered my laugh

"You look really beautiful when you laugh, you don't laugh a lot but heck when you do you make me fall in love all over again.." He said seriously.

I could feel myself getting flustered, but I tried to push it away since I knew he would hold that against me for ever.

"Thank you babe" I kissed him.

"Shall we swim tomorrow?" He asked me after that.

"Sure, I would love to see your half naked wet body" I winked.

"Stooooooop!" He laughed along with me this time.

"Oh just come here my little boy" I laid down and opened my arms for him.

He happily snuggled in my arms as I pulled him closer to my chest, knowing I fell harder and harder for this boy.

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