Harry POV-
   Today we had are first lesson with Professor Jackson, I still don't like that he's younger then me and that Dumbleboor choose him to teach over me (I want to be a DADA teacher when I grow up, I was pretty good at DA) but I respect how he put Draco in his place.

This morning at breakfast Percy didn't show up, none of the teachers seemed worried about him though.

After breakfast I decided to take a walk to the lake, my favorite place to think.

When I got to the lake I saw something I didn't expect, Percy siting with Clarisse. Percy seemed to be crying and Clarisse was trying to comfort him. I walked a little closer,carful not to let them know I'm here. I managed to pick up some of there conversation.

"-It's torture. I-I just don't know if I can do it anymore." Percy said.

"Percy you need to forget about her, she wanted you to move on, to live a happy life" Clarisse said. What are they taking about?

"I can't! She was my soul mate! She was more then that! Now, every time I close my eyes I see her murder! I could have saved her! I can't do it anymore!" Percy said.

"Percy you have to...for-for Annabeth...for camp. Just hold on for us-for me- What do you think will happen with you gone? That everything would go back to normal? It would be hell Percy, your are big brother, are savor, we need you!" Clarisse said.

"Don't you think I need someone?! I need help Clarisse! I can't go on like this!" Percy argued.

"We are here for you Percy! We can help each other! Hermione and I will help you!"

"Sense when have you cared?!" Percy shouted.

"I've always cared Percy! I just never wanted to admit it! I think of you like a big brother, and I have sense the day you beat my dad, the day you proved yourself. I've always admired you Percy. Being mean is just an easier way to deal with things! I'm not good with emotions!"

Now I'm really questioning this conversation. I decided to head back and give them there privacy after that.

I headed back to the castle with one question going through my head, What did it mean?
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Hi! I would have made it longer but I wanted to update before tomorrow because I won't be home tomorrow, I will try to update soon when I get back.

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