🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱 though it's an epilogue of my story waiting for the star, it can be read as an individual one shot.. enjoy
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Singto's eyes open when the breathing of krist, his famous movie star boyfriend, becomes even, soft snores arise from the tired man, peacefully sleeping in his arms.. Singto softly caresses the lustrous brown hair, his fingers tracing the contours of the cheek one half of which is pressed on his chest.. the long eyelashes fluttering in deep sleep.. he must be dreaming.. as Singto's finger traces the visible part of lower lip, an unconscious smile fleetingly appear on krist's lips before disappearing, the snores and the even breathing not disturbed,..singto sighs contendly..

Singto loves this part of their relationship, he will not lie saying he doesn't crave the wild sex or the sexiness of his boyfriend's spectacular body but this stolen moments after their wild love making after which krist sattiatedly sleeps, are only his and are priceless.

The naked beautiful man plastered to him,cuddled onto him, their heartbeats, their breath's rise and fall, all in synchronization, like they are two bodies with one soul.. and to think that he lost krist by his own stupid actions a year and a half back..

He sighs again, a nagging feeling of uneasiness this time settling into him, as he reaches for his mobile from the bedside table with his free hand , trying to do as little movements as possible..krist is surely sore after their not so innocent activity just half an hour ago, he definitely doesn't want the wrath of his beautiful lover..

Krist loves snuggling and so Singto's one hand which krist is using as his own personal pillow, keeps on rubbing soothing circles on his lower back as Singto's free arm retrieves the mobile..

A single message is keeping him awake tonight, not letting him drift into the Dreamland with his kit.. he reads it again and then again, his eyes automatically going out of krist condo's floor to ceiling windows, which conviniently let the night sky view to filter through to the bedroom of the topmost penthouse floor..

The stars shine down, they have been witness to his climb to fame, his diving deep into the darkness of the celebrity lifestyle when his band's first release broke records through Thailand, his voice, his face a household name, every magazine carrying one or more articles about him and his high flying lifestyle, he was the shining star singer Mr Singto Prachaya Rungroj.

His second song carrying his solo singing debut as well as new songs with his band again broke his own previous records shooting him into his life long desired ambitious position as a Thailand's idol..and also skyrocketed him into his unhindered sex life, drugs , alcohol abuse..krist slowly and surely fading away from him.. Singto, too guilty to pursue him, too torn between crave of wealth and pure love to understand that he is loosing the pristine diamond among the heaps of black coal..

That fateful letter that night brought him back, slapped the reality to his face. The letter which krist wrote to him, ultimately breaking up with him but still carrying a promise to remain by his side as his best friend..and he did!

That year, krist fulfilled his given words, sticking with Singto through his lowest time, through all the scandals, disbanding of the band, sudden lose of all limelight, media attention, taking care of him as he shivered, vomited and went under horrible mood swings through therapy and rehab , being there for him eveyday everyway but just as his best friend..

Singto remembers craving more each minute he spent with krist, but never daring to voice it out aloud, he had lost his chance and krist had someone new, who truly loved him and cherished him ..

And, when krist again came back after almost a year, Singto couldn't believe his luck for a long time..even now, after six months of being together, he still feels he will slip and fall, he will break krist's trust. He is too afraid to leave his secluded safe village life, he loves to stay away from all temptations .

He performs but only for very limited Private shows..the stage, the lights, the camera, the high of performing live for a bigger audience always calling him but he is afraid to even think of returning..

His eyes again for the upteenth time tonight goes back to the one line message but this time he jolts in surprise as he finds a pair of scrutinizing brown eyes meet him..

Krist has been awake and studying Singto for a long time, as the later was busy staring out to the night sky studded with a hundreds of twinkling stars. Tonight, krist has to agree, the sky is unnaturally clear and bright,it rare in this city....but he has seen the mobile phone in his lover's hand and the opened inbox blinking with the message and he knows the cause of Singto's sleeplessness..

" Why haven't you told me about this message.."

" I..I..was going to tell you but then..what to tell.. I am not doing it."

" What do you mean you are not doing it..you are meeting them tomorrow. That's final."

" But krist I am managing the village cooperative society now, the farmers depend..."

Krist doesn't let him finish..and presses a chaste kiss on his lips..

" your dad and my dad are both enough to take care of the cooperative now, it's well structured and strong..even I am there and you can also contribute to it during your break days. I do it within my crazy schedules and so can you .."

"But krist..what if..again I spiral down, what if again the free money the extravagant lifestyle shakes my resolve..what if, I again slip?" Singto bares his vulnerable soul..

Krist sits up and straddles Singto, sitting on his lap, their foreheads touching..their lips inches apart..

" You are not born to remain a village cooperative owner, a simple farmer, your voice is God given gift, your talent is unparallel, it's something not to be wasted..you are ready..very ready..and this time it will be different because I will be right behind you.. no, I will be right beside you..and the Singto Prachaya I know is never afraid, he is brave and he never self doubts.. he has fought through the darkest of time and he has come out as the winner..so yes, you are meeting them tomorrow..and now, i am going to punish you for keeping such a big news hidden away from me.."

Singto smiles as krist starts kissing him fervently, and with one hand starts rubbing their dicks together..soon enough Singto can feel the intruding fingers..and the deep thrusts begin.. breaking and building him.. melting his all overthinking, apprehensions and krist makes him so damn tired that he drifts off to the slumber land as soon as krist cums inside of him..and he erupts his seeds spilling all over his stomach..the night of thinking over, decision approved and sealed..
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Six months later..

💘💘Look at the stars

Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah they were all yellow

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called "Yellow"

So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know, you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
'Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

The auditorium breaks into thundering applause as the band finishes their performance, the audience can't get enough of the come back debut performance of Singto Prachaya Rungroj.. the song requests keep on pouring through the night and Singto keeps on singing..one song after another ..not able to disappoint his fans who have shown their loyalty and made their band and him again Thailand's most coveted new artist.. their songs paving new records , breaking old ones.. the media the limelight everything back in his life like a large wave of tsunami , completely washing away any semblance of normalcy in his painstakingly built, a year of guarded lifestyle..

But.. this time there is a huge difference, there is krist by his side. His constant, his rock, not letting him sway or float away and the memories from the past mistakes, not letting this fame thing go to his head or crumble under it..

Singto though, fully comprehends how much he loves music , he loves the high of the crowd chanting his name, he loves the super extravagant record deals..but he loves more that feeling of peace when he sleeps in krist's arms, away from the prying eyes and snooping paparazzi and media attention..

Even tonight, Singto's eyes have not left those sparkling brown eyes glazed with unshed tears.. he knows those tears are of pride and joy at his boyfriend's success..krist is unapologetic about his relationship with him..he had never tried to keep him as his dirty secret even when krist became a famous movie star though Singto has already crashed from his glory into the gutter..

krist had been strong for both of them and now it's his turn to return it all back with deserved trust and faithfulness..

As he starts singing again.. Wad' s message, that changed it all, six months back flashes through his mind..

" We need you..the band is waiting for their star"

Another round of applause brings him back to his real time world, as the crowd screams his name, some cries , some frantically wave their hands to catch a glimpse of his eyes.

" This last song is written by me.. dedicated to the man of my life, the pillar of my strength.. krist this song goes out to you.."

💫never in my life, i dreamt I can be again

worthy of you

But here I am with bleeding heart and a lone guitar knowing I have stood tall..

Tall in your eyes again.

So let me say tonight..

I am your northern star, I am your moon..

I am your breeze, you can swoon..because I will not fall or fail..

I will stand tall

Stand Tall in your eyes..again...💫

Krist stares mesmarised..
As the crowd sings along with his fiance.. the simple diamond solitaire catching the light of the packed auditorium sparkling rainbows around his pale ring finger..

they have found their way back to each other and also to their chosen paths....the stars laugh for them tonight..their wait ultimately over..a promise of forever sealed within the long lost milky way.

Two.fallen stars brightly shining again..

A/n:: this is for you Lana..💘💘💘🙏

Thank you..all..