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Singto gasped, feeling arms tighten around his waist. His hands immediately dropped the clothes on the hanger.

Immediately recognising the man that held him he let out a sigh, there was no one else who would hug him like that.

"You're late, Krist."

A whine resounded in his ears as the other buried his face into the crook of his neck.

"Krist, someone might see us," Singto tried to remove the hands around his waist, his eyes taking glances at the closed door of the dressing room.

"No one will, I locked the door," and a tender kiss was placed on his neck making Singto close his eyes, and take in the feeling of the warmth around him.

But that didn't last long as he remembered why they were there. Singto immediately pulled away turning around to face the pouting male making him bite the inside of his cheek as he restrained himself from jumping onto the man. Krist was already done with his makeup and hair the latter just had to change into his clothes but the actor makes it seem as if it's a big task.

"You have to get ready, Krist. The meet will start soon and others will start looking for you."

Singto watched as Krist's eyes graced its attention on his face, deep orbs filled with passion and yearning. Singto just wants to lock themselves in the four walls of their bedroom and throw the restrain over his body and let his hands roam around the expanse of bare skin as pale fingers and soft pink flesh roams over his honey skin.

"Oh!"

Singto yelped, immediately covering his mouth as Krist raised him to his feet and made him sit on the dressing countertop.

"I missed you soo much," Krist leaned forward, their lips tracing over each other in subtle touches.

Singto sighed in contentment, feelings the lips that he missed soo much. As much as he wants this moment to last longer he can't do that, Krist has a reputation to hold.

"I'll compensate for the time you missed me after we reach back home, ok? For now, you should get changed, Kit."

"Why?" Krist whined, capturing the other's lips in his. Moaning the taste of the other. Sweet and at home. But he was soon pulled out of the sweetness by the other.

"You have a meet to attend, Krist."

Krist pouted, showing his deep orbs adorably at him and Singto had to close his eyes to control himself. It's too hard to keep your hands to yourself when the man in front of you is Krist Perawat.

"Krist? Singto?"

Singto's eyes widened, he pushed Krist and jumped out off the counter.

"Yes, P'Jane! We'll be there soon, Krist is just revising the script!"

"Ok, the show starts within 15 minutes."

Singto glared at Krist who, with a smirk on his lips, winked at him before taking his clothes that the latter had previously put on the hanger as he walked to the changing room.

Not before sneakily pulling him against himself and pressing a hard kiss on his lips making Singto gasp and breathless in the end.

Singto could only close his eyes, take deep breaths to calm his racing heart. The actor would be the death of him one day, not that he minds though. He's more than glad to be the receiving end of the other's unaltered attention and not soo innocent touches.

But at times like today, he would prefer Krist to keep his hands to himself as he knows that if the latter doesn't he would lose the control he had put on himself and might launch on the actor without a second thought leading to the latter being late to his schedule and the actor's manager, P'Jane, would only reprimand him for not bringing Krist on time. And of course, Singto wouldn't have an excuse to make up while the actor would only send him a wink with a smirk on his lips.

It's been two years since he had been working as the young actor's PA. Jane, Krist's manager was the one who offered him the job. And of course, Singto didn't have to think twice, he agreed immediately. He had been working as an assistant for shootings after his graduation and had known Krist for three years while assisting many of the series that the actor was placed in and had a good relationship with the latter too. They soon became good friends, his friendship with the actor was something special. He knows soo many actors and actresses but with Krist, it was something else. He could feel it within himself and from Krist.

And that's when he stopped working because his mother fell ill, Singto knew his mother, his only family left, wasn't going to have a lot of time. He decided to quit, he wanted to spend the last moments with his mother since she refused to go for treatment, telling him to save up the money for his future.

There is no use spending that money on me, sweetheart. I know I'm not gonna make it, trust your mother.

Though Singto was reluctant at first he agreed with his mother. Giving her what she wants. He's glad to be with his mother during the last few months of her life, he took her to visit many places and spend days and nights together. Laughter and soo much happiness in their small house on the riverside.

And one day Krist called him, surprising him.

"I was hoping to meet you at the set but then I got to know you quit. Are you ok?"

Singto didn't expect such a call from the famous actor who had millions of fanbases. Who was he? A nobody who just works as an assistant to everyone in the shooting sets.

He told Krist everything, he doesn't know why though, but he finally felt as if a weight had been lifted off his chest after pouring out the worry he had in his heart. And he's so thankful to the actor because the other was there to listen to him, just listened. Something Singto wanted at that moment and somehow Krist knew well what he needed.

"You're such a wonderful son, Singto. Your parents are blessed to have you and I'm blessed to have known such a wonderful soul like you. Please take care of yourself in the haste of taking care of your mother, she wants to see her son happy and healthy too."

Singto didn't tell Krist that he was crying when the actor said those words to him. He had just mumbled a thank you with all his emotions suppressed.

"I'll see you, Singto. Take care."

They had hung up the phone that night and the very next day he found the young actor on his doorstep. With his beautiful dimpled smile, two bouquets in his hands. A bouquet of Aster flower blooms and one of the pink hydrangeas. Singto still remembers the day, he couldn't stop gaping at the actor who laughed at his reaction.

"Come on! Are you going to make me stand here and not invite me inside?"

Singto's mother herself was soo surprised to see one of her adorned, favourite actors of the days walk into their house. She was the happiest as Krist passed her the bouquet of hydrangeas. Blessing the young actor who knelt in front of her as she was in the wheelchair, directing his graceful smile at her, with all her heart.

Singto was further surprised when Krist approached him after, giving him the bouquet of Aster flowers.

"Take care for me, ok?"

He didn't know what he should have said but he nodded his head, smiling with emotions as he took the flowers. He was startled when the actor pulled him for a tight hug and Singto found himself trembling against the warm hold. Trying to keep his emotions at bay.

That day Krist spend the whole day with him and his mother. The two young men cooked food in the small kitchen with the instructions of Singto's mother who was having one of the happiest days of her life. They laughed and shared stories. When the night got deeper Krist was beside Singto's mother as she was helped to get in bed by her son.

Once she was settled in she took Krist's hand in her's and she looked between her son and the actor, a content smile on her face.

"Krist, honey, take care of yourself always. And if you can, will you look after my precious too?"

Krist smiled warmly, nodding his head with a chuckle but his answer was from the depth of his heart. He squeezed the wrinkled palm between his hands.

"I will, mother. With all my heart. He'll be safe, you don't have to worry."

Singto's mother nodded her head, reaching forward to place a hand on the actor's cheek. Smiling as she glanced at her son whose eyes were glistening with unshed tears.

"I know, you both are good for eachother. One day, things will fall into place."

Singto didn't know what his mother meant that day. But he did, after some time.

Two days later Singto had called Krist in the middle of the night, tears falling from his eyes, drenching his face as he sat on the floor, knees to his chest, in a corner of a hospital corridor.

"She's gone, Krist. She's gone."

Just minutes later Krist arrived at the hospital, spotted him on the floor and he was engulfed in the warmest hugs that he needed the most.

Until the funeral was done Krist was with him though he refused the actor's presence as he knows Krist has his schedules and shootings and he shouldn't bother the actor but Krist reprimanded him for insisting he leaves. He's still thankful to P'Jane, Krist's manager for being so understanding during those days.

After six months after his mother's death, Krist and Jane visited his house, putting forward a proposal. To be the actor's assistant. Singto was reluctant, he didn't know he could do the job right. He was afraid he would make a mistake.

"You don't have to think about what would happen, Sing. For now, you need a change in your environment. You have been closing yourself for these past months and do you think mother will be happy about that? You can take a trial, Singto. If you can't handle the job even after two-three months of working you can quit, I won't ever judge you."

And that was the beginning of his job, which he loves the most at this point in his life and ahead, for sure. That was the best decision he had taken in his life.

"Here you go," Jane handed Singto a bottle of water as they stood a few feet away from the centre of the stage where Krist was meeting his fans, talking and greeting them.

Singto thanked the elder before taking huge gulps from the bottle. He was tired from the hours-long fan meet, being the actor's PA is no joke but he's the happiest doing this job.

"I'll take one for Krist," he smiled at the manager who nodded his head before he walked into the backstage to get another bottle of water and a straw.

He waited for the set of fans to finish before telling the staff to give a five minutes break for Krist to relax before letting the next batch of fans in.

Singto approached the actor with a smile on his face. Krist grinned at his PA mumbling a thank you as he was handed the bottle of water. He felt himself relax as he sipped the water, calming his dry throat.

Singto watched the latter with contentment in his heart. He notices the details of the actor that no one else would. He notices the slight tremble of Krist's hands when the latter gets a little too tired from his work, he notices the slightly stressed-out smiles he passes to the staff. The shaking of his legs when he's overwhelmed with emotions. He sees all of it. Today Krist was having one of his fan meets, he had performed for hours straight before the fan meet finally came to an end. And now resuming with the meet-greet with fans before finally winding up the program.

"Stay," Krist looked up at the other male, pleading with his eyes and Singto could only sigh.

"Ok."

Krist's wide dimpled grin makes Singto's heart fall into a puddle as his insides swell up with happiness, just seeing the other's true smile.

He stood beside the actor as the meeting continued. As much as people think Krist is focused on his work and is innocent that wasn't the case. Just within a few minutes of the meet-greet being resumed Singto could feel Krist's naughty, teasing touches from time to time.

The actor wasn't sparing any chance that he got. Singto kept helping the actor with the gifts the fans give and everything. When he bends down or when his focus might be on other things Krist's hands would ghost over his body, sometimes squeezing his bum or 'accidentally' brushing his arm against his groin.

Singto knew well that his face might represent a ripe tomato by the time the meet-greet ends. And he could only glare at Krist who was smirking, not even looking up at him.

"I can't wait to get my hands on you," Krist had mumbled against his ear when he had bent forward to collect the gifts on the table, sending a shiver down his skin.

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"Oh! My sweet home!" Krist stretched his body as he got into his condo with his PA behind him, chuckling.

Before Singto could walk past him the actor pulled him towards his body, trapping the other in his arms.

"I missed my home," Krist's lips pressed on his nose, making his PA giggle.

"I missed you too."

Krist had taken a week off from work as he had to go on a trip with his family. Spending the full week with family members. And of course, though Singto was invited for the trip since the actor's parents already knew about their relationship and are very much open about it Singto refused the offer because there will be other family members on the trip and he doesn't want to create a scene. And also, he doesn't want to be spotted with the actor's family in case any fans or media take hold of a few pictures of the small holiday the actor is having.

"One day, I will scream to the world about who you are to me, Sing," Krist mumbled against his lips, pecking them in a playful yet innocent way.

Singto nodded, smiling wide. "I'll get some juice for us, ok?"

Krist chuckled, nodding his head as he let the man slip out of his arms.

"I'll be in the bedroom."

"Ok!"

Singto walked into the kitchen, taking two glasses out from the shelf. Then heading to the fridge to take the juice. He wants them to relax and wash out the tiredness they were feeling in the night.

Filling the glasses and after placing the bottle back into the fridge he took the drinks to their bedroom.

Just after a year of him working as the actor's PA, on Krist's birthday, at the river bank of Singto's house (as he brought Krist to his place to treat him to a small birthday special dinner, late at night) the actor had proposed to him. Asking him to be his lover.

Confessing to him about Krist's love for him for the past few years. The days that the actor felt the special craving for attention and love from him. The need for Singto to be in his life.

That night, Singto too, confessed his love for the actor. He had fallen for him long before he knew it himself. He doesn't know when or at what time it was but he loved the actor as long as the actor did too.

Even before they confessed their love Krist had let Singto into his life more than he did to his own manager who he had known for years. Krist even introduced him to his parents just within months after him working as his PA, he doesn't know why the actor did that in a short span of time even now.

Smiling to himself Singto walked into their bedroom. Placing the drinks on the small coffee table near the balcony door located in the bedroom the latter was about to call for his lover when warm hands wrapped around his waist.

And then he heard music resonating from the Bluetooth speaker that was set on the nightstand.

Can't keep my hands to myself
No matter how hard I'm trying to
I want you all to myself
Your metaphorical gin and juice

"Can I have all of you?" The whisper of the young actor sends shivers down the others. Tremors ran through his skin.

Singto closed his eyes, leaning back into Krist's chest, his lips parted as he gasped, feeling the other's fingers slip inside his clothes, roaming over his chest.

So come on, give me a taste
Of what it's like to be next to you
Won't let one drop go to waste
Your metaphorical gin and juice

"I can never get enough of you, Sing. Does that make me seem crazy?"

Singto let out a breathy chuckle, "No, it doesn't. And if you're labelled crazy then I should be too because I cannot get enough of this specimen."

Krist chuckled, his eyes darkened the next second as Singto moaned against him as his fingers teased around the latter's sensitive buds.

Their clothes were discarded at a hurried pace, wanting to feel eachother up close. Wanting to feel every inch of other's body and skin.

Oh, cause all of the downs and the uppers
Keep making love to each other
And I'm trying, trying, I'm trying, trying

All of the downs and the uppers
Keep making love to each other
And I'm trying, trying, I'm trying
But I...

"Can't keep my hands to myself," Krist's huskily whispered, hovering over the man who was now lying flat on the bed. The naked glory of the sun-kissed skin on his view.

Warm lips placed feather-like kisses on Singto's exposed chest, making the latter close his eyes, biting his lower lip to contain the moans that were threatening to escape him.

"Ahh!" The controlled sounds escaped Singto's lips when the actor's mouth was on his buds, teasing them with his tongue. Making him feel sensitive and on the brink of pleasure at the same time.

Feeling himself being sucked by the latter's skilled mouth Singto found himself clutching onto the sheets, his member twitching in pleasure.

Can't keep my hands to myself
My hands to myself
Can't keep my hands to myself
My hands to myself

The doctors say you're no good
But people say what they wanna say
And you should know if I could
I'd breathe you in every single day

Fingers glided over each other's skin, sending hot waves through their bodies.

Krist found himself flushing his body against his lover, his hand slipped under the other's neck, fingers threading into the silky locks of Singto who moaned into the kiss they were sharing. Their members rub against eachother, making them yearn for eachother more and more as each second passes by.

Singto moaned loud into Krist's mouth when the younger pressed hard against him, it was hard to suppress the feelings that were washing over him as Krist was practically worshipping his body.

"Kit..." Singto arched his back as Krist's lips slipped to his neck, sucking onto the base of his neck while Singto's fingers gripped onto the other's hair.

"Please..." Singto begged breathlessly as Krist's hands started to massage his inner thigh, touching his hardened member at times, and sending hot waves through his body.

Oh, cause all of the downs and the uppers
Keep making love to each other
And I'm trying, trying, I'm trying, trying
All of the downs and the uppers
Keep making love to each other
And I'm trying, trying, I'm trying
But I...

Can't keep my hands to myself
My hands to myself
Can't keep my hands to myself
My hands to myself
Can't keep my hands to myself
I want it all, no, nothing else

Krist laced their fingers, pressing Singto's hands above his head, watching his lover moan and arc beneath him. Everything about Singto was graceful and erotic. And Krist found it difficult to control his hard-on member.

Singto's eyes snapped open in pleasure, loud grunts and moans escaping his flushed lips as he felt his insides getting filled with his lover. Krist's forehead pressed against his and Singto was breathless as the actor entered into him completely. His walls squeezed around the other male.

Pleasured moans slipped out of their lips as Krist started to move. Fingers intertwined, bodies moving in rhythm. Though deep in eachother, they wanted to feel themselves more. Within their bodies and souls, wanting to touch eachother in ways that left imprints in their hearts.

Can't keep my hands to myself
Give me your all and nothing else
Oh, I, I want it all
I want it all
I want it all, ooh

Krist kissed his panting lover's lips, then his nose and then his closed his. Leaning forward to his ears he whispered, "Tell me what you feel."

"Tell me how I make you feel, Sing," Krist repeated, the man under him whimpered in pleasure as he hit him in his sweet spot, making the other's eyes roll back.

"I c-can't, I don't think I ever can, my love," Singto's words were breathless. He opened his eyes, staring back into the dark orbs that were filled with soo many emotions.

Singto's palms raised to cup his lover's face. And Krist involuntarily closed his eyes, leaning into his touch. "It's like starting a fire when you-you touch me."

"And I want the fire to catch me, engulf me in its heat."

Krist's eyes darkened, and the words that left his lover sent tremors down him. He leaned forward, dropping his forehead on the other's shoulder, breathing heavily as he continued to pound into the other.

"You're like a drug, my love," Krist whispered, turning his face to place kisses on his lover's jaw. "I can't seem to keep away from you."

Their arousals tangle with their need for eachother. They breathed heavily, moaning when Krist's pace fastened, and with him driving Singto crazy as he continued to hit his bundle of nerves he couldn't find words to be formed in his head.

Can't keep my hands to myself
I mean, I could but why would I want to?
My hands to myself
Can't keep my hands to myself
My hands to myself

A deep growl escaped Krist as his arms slipped behind Singto's waist, pulling his lover closer, feeling his member inside the hot cavern sending blinding sensations as he continued to pound and thrust into the male.

Singto's fingers clutched onto Krist's bare back, digging his nails as cries of pleasure left his lips. Eyes rolled back as Krist continued to bring them to their heights.

He hadn't been prepared for such intensity, though he should have been. Because every time they made love, the intensity of pleasure and affection that they shared would be at a new level. A step higher in their relationship. Everything about Krist was potent, and each time the actor had the power to change his world, Krist was his centre of attention. His world.

Silent groans escaped them as their senses were blocked by the magic of pleasure transiting through them. Singto found himself shedding a few tears, wiping them before his lover could notice.

He was happy because the man who was on him was the man who made him realise that he can be loved in this lifetime. That he deserved to be the centre of a man's world.

Can't keep, keep my hands to myself
I want it all, no, nothing else
Can't keep my hands to myself
Give me your all and nothing else
Can't keep my hands to myself

Cries of gratification slipped through the two males, bodies tangled within eachother. Lips and hands reached wherever it was possible to reach.

Krist arched himself toward his lover, feeling the waves of pleasure hitting him hard. The maddening thrust of his against the bundle of nerves sent the man beneath him into a euphoric state of pleasure.

It was maddening to them both. All senses perished in the sea of passion. Singto's arms pulled his lover closer, their sweating bodies flushed together, their breath mingling in the air. Moans and grunts tangled. Krist watched with hooded eyes as his love withered with pleasure in his hold, just like him, feeling the waves nearing, crashing onto them soon.

Loud gasps and sounds of their own left their lips as the waves came crashing down, finding their rest in each other's bodies. Krist fell on top of his lover who held him in a maddening grip, not wanting to let go.

Their breathing heavy, eyes closed, coming down from the drive that drove them crazy. In each other's arms, in each other's warmth. Collecting their pieces.

"Don't let me go."

A mere whisper, soft and delicate yet holding a lot of power snapped open the actor's eyes. Feeling Singto's arm tighten around him, not wanting to let go of him.

A small smile spread across Krist's lips. His hands that were cradling Singto, around his waist, slowly raised. Cupping Singto's face as he pulled away, wanting to see the face of the man he loves.

Krist pressed a soft kiss on Singto's swollen parted lips before staring back into the pool of dark orbs that captivated him years ago and still do. Make it seem like he's swimming in the pool of emotions that the latter tries to hide from him.

"You're all mine, I'm all yours. Do you get me? Even if you want me to let go of you I don't think I can ever do that, Singto."

Singto closed his eyes, feeling Krist's forehead pressed against his. A smile stretched into his lips.

Krist is an actor and he knows that there will be a lot of challenges that they will have to face if their relationship is out. Though in his nature, he would try distancing from Krist to not ruin his career his heart cannot bear the separation. He cannot do that and as days pass he knows Krist can't too. Because he can see the power Krist has over him and the power that he has over the actor.

Singto opened his eyes when Krist flipped their position, making him lay on top of him. A tiny yelp escaped his lips when the other's hands tightened around his waist.

"I don't want these hands to myself if I won't be able to hold you."

"Krist," Singto gasped, not expecting the actor to say something like that.

Krist smiled back, not the teasing smile or a smirk. A genuine, possessive smile that made Singto feel his legs go weak and butterflies swarm in the pit of his stomach.

Singto chuckled, bumping their noses together he pecked on the other's lips, "I love you."

"I love you more!"

Singto laughed as Krist playfully wrapped his legs tightly around his waist, shaking him in his hold. Burying the other's face into his shoulder.

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Does this chapter even make any sense? My brain is really short on imagination right now!

Hoping that you enjoyed it! EshyunSingto

I hope the update came out well and it wasn't boring!

Will try to update the next one soon! Currently busy with some preparations but I'll try to find time to write.

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