"P'Arthit I need your help!"

Arthit looked at his sister who barged into his room.

"What is it Rin?" Arthit asked annoyingly. He didn't take his eyes off from the comic book in his hands.

Rin ran to her brother and sat on the bed with him.

"P, I am going to confess to Kongpob."

The book Arthit held up to his face fell from his hands.

He turned at his sister and sat up straight.

"Wh...What?"

Rin rolled her eyes at her brother's confused face.

"I said I am going to confess my love to Kongpob," Tin said again, annoyed at her brother's reaction.

Arthit gasped in his seat. His heart started to beat fast and he didn't know what he was feeling.

"Why now?"

Rin grunted hearing Arthit's question.

"P, you know I and Kongpob have been classmates and good friends from elementary school onwards. And now we are first-year students at university. Though we are in two faculties we still meet up and talk. You know how much in love I'm with him. I just didn't have the courage to confess to him." Rin paused for a moment, her milky skin, resembling her brother's turned red in the face as she continued.

"I saw him today talking with other girls and it made me jealous you know? I...I can't take it anymore. I want to confess to him." Rin said, a smile playing on her lips, unaware of the emotions that flooded through her brother's mind.

Arthit didn't know what to do, he was confused. Confused to an extent that nothing else bothered him.

"P, I need your help," Rin said, a cheeky smile on her face.

"Wh...What is it?" Arthit's voice broke in between.

"I want you to write a letter to Kongpob in my name! You know I'm not good with this romantic stuff!"

Arthit looked at his sister with a sly smile, he didn't want to hurt his little sister's life. After his mom and Dad, his Rin was his only family and he adored her very much.

"Why do you want to write a letter?" Arthit asked.

"You know how Kongpob is P. He is superbly romantic and he likes love letters even though he won't read them when someone gives it. He says he is not interested in them," Rin sighed.

"I was planning to give letters to him displaying my feelings for a few days and then tell him that I am the one who is in love with him. So, even if he doesn't like me he will eventually feel an attraction towards me! Great idea, right?" Rin's voice was filled with excitement and joy.

Arthit nodded his head and tried to smile, making sure that his sister won't notice it was a fake smile that he used as a shield to hide the feelings that crumbled down infront of him because of his sister.

Rin hugged her brother who caught her in his arms and smiled.

"I love you soo much! You are the best brother!" She kissed Arthit's cheeks and pulled away.

"Don't forget to write a letter, P'Arthit! You should give it to him tomorrow, without his notice. And don't write my name on it, give it some nickname!"

By saying that Rin ran out of the room to her's.

Arthit gazed at the open door through where his sister went and sighed. He walked to the door and locked it before he let himself fall on the floor.

Quote sobs escaping his mouth as tears rolled down his cheeks.

Arthit knows that he should not have feelings for his sister's crush since school time. But he couldn't help the feeling that always triggered him whenever he saw Kongpob or heard his name.

Arthit had been knowing Kongpob since his sister started to go to elementary school. Kongpob even used to come over at their house. Kongpob is like a family member for them. His parents love Kongpob like their own son.

Kongpob was very friendly to him, they both were like real brothers. Arthit and Kongpob never missed their chance to tease Rin.

Even though Arthit was two years elder than them, Kongpob and Arthit were good friends. And Arthit adored Kongpob so much that without his notice his feelings towards his sister's best friend changed.

Arthit knows about Rin's crush on her best friend since she reached high school. And the most heartbreaking thing was he was going to confess to Kongpob before he leaves school life and join college but his plans shattered into pieces when he knew about Rin's crush on Kongpob.

He didn't want his sister to hate him, he didn't want his sister to cry because he took away her love. For his sister, Arthit started to hide his feelings. He never said to anyone about his buried feelings for Kongpob.

Even after this much years his feelings for Kongpob never reduced. It only increased day by day. Since now, Kongpob was his junior in college he could see Kongpob every day, it only made it harder for him to forget this boy.

All his friends and Kongpob's friends know about their relationship. Even though he knew his sister loved Kongpob, there was this tiny part of him that hoped she never confess to Kongpob so that he will be able to have the love of his life.

But now that hope he had crumbled before him.

Arthit hated being weak. And the only thing he hated about Kongpob was his capability of making Arthit weak and fragile in all ways.

For his sister, for his sister's happiness, he needed to hide his feelings away. He doesn't know whether he will be ever able to move on from his long-time love but he will try.

Not for him, but for his little sister.

Arthit wiped his tears and stood up. He walked towards his desk and sat down, taking a white A4 size paper and a blue pen in his hands.

Arthit started to write down a love letter for the love of his life, but he didn't write it from him, but on behalf of Rin.

*******

A lean, handsome boy in white shirt inserted in black pants with a black tie on his neck, with a wide smile that can make anyone's day brighter than the son walked with his friends to the campus.

"Kongpob, Rin didn't come today?" Aim, Kongpob's best friend asked him.

"No, she didn't. She might be busy," Kongpob replied as he shrugged his shoulders.

"Don't you think she is having a crush on you, Kongpob?" May, who was walking beside Aim asked her friend, raising an eyebrow at him.

"No, May. I have known her since childhood, I would know if she has a feeling for me. I have been hearing this from Aim for the past years," Kongpob rolled his eyes.

Aim and May looked at each other and shook their head at their friend's oblivious nature.

Kongpob walked to his locker and opened it to keep his books when he found a pink envelope with a white rose attached to it, it was his favorite flower.

"Woh! A love letter!" Aim screamed in excitement.

Kongpob looked at the letter in his hand with confusion.

Sure he and got many letters from many girls who have fallen for his charm, but it was the first time someone didn't come to him directly and confess to him than playing hide and seek.

"What are you looking at, Kong? Open it!" May squealed.

Kongpob nodded his head and opened the pink envelope neatly.

Dear Kongpob,

You might not understand who I am, but I know you form a long time. Long enough to watch you from behind the thick walls of my shield, long enough to know what I feel about you.

I want to tell you everything in person. But I can't say it all on your face because the moment I see you, everything goes out of focus, I feel numb and don't say even half the things I want to say. I slur as if I'm drunk. I fumble.

I really don't like you. The reason I say I don't like you isn't that I truly dislike you. It's because I wish I didn't like you as much as I do. I'm crazy about you, crazy enough to feel my heartache when I see you with someone else.

I avoid liking you because I feel like I will never be enough for you, or you'll never interested.

It's so hard not to fall for you, whenever I look at you I know God made you, and he made a work of art when he made you. Your smile might be the most addictive drug for me. It's all about the way you laugh when you're amused, to seeing the determination you have when you're passionate about something. It's all so beautiful.

Maybe I'm not good for you, I may not be enough for you. I tried to hide my feelings away, but the only result I got was pain.

And finally, I muster up the courage to pour out myself infront of you. I hope you will be able to find me soon and join the game of love with me.

Yours lovingly,
White Rose

"White Rose?"

Kongpob looked at Aim who asked him.

"I have no idea, but this is really romantic. Don't you think?" Kongpob asked as he re-read the letter written in beautiful handwriting.

"Yeah, it seems this girl love you so much," May said to her friend, somehow her face not bright as her words and Aim didn't leave it unnoticed.

"White Rose? I think it's a nickname, this girl doesn't want to tell her real name. This is like a game of secret admirer!" Aim seems to be excited at this.

Kongpob sighed, he pocketed the letter and kept the white rose in his locker, making a mental note to himself that he should take it to his dorm.

"Leave it, let's go. The class will start soon." Kongpob said and asked his two friends to guide the way.

When his friends were bot looking at him, a small smile stretched on his lips as he thought about the letter he got.

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This short story is of @ebekah wish, I hope the first part is up to your expectations. Two or one more part is there, so please wait for it!

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