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"You won't believe it Kenma! Toshi's pregnant!"

"Kenma! Are you alright?!" He said as he placed the plates on the counter, getting a first aid kit and inspected my foot.

"What do you mean she's pregnant? You just got married!" I said, hissing as he sprayed my foot. "Well, she was pregnant before that. She's about 4 months now. Haven't you've seen her bump?" She had a bump? I just thought she just let herself go! I don't fully pay attention to that banshee ' body.
"To be honest, I didn't want to marry her. I broke up with her about 2 weeks before she told me." He said as he lifted my foot to wrap it. "I'm not that kind of person to run away from things, you know? We haven't told anyone besides her parents and mine."
He got up and smiled at me, "I wanted to make sure you knew as soon as possible. You're my best friend Kenma. (friend zoned)" Well, there goes my chances of her being a total bitch, them getting a divorce, and realizing the thing he's been missing has been right in front of him the whole time. "How...how did you react?" "Well, I was surprised at first. We haven't done it a lot, maybe once or twice. It was sort of hard to believe. She seemed pretty happy being with be so I don't think she cheated."

I was half tempted to tell him Toshi was a whore, and everyone knew she was! Even his parents! I was silent for a moment, then speaking up.

"Do you still love her?" He stared at the floor for a second before saying," I don't love her was much as I used too. I still love her, but just not like that. Knowing that she's carrying my son or daughter makes me feel guilty for not giving the live she deserves."

"Do you think the baby is yours?" I said quickly, but instantly regretting it. He gave me an unsure look but gave me a half smile. "I hope so, I've always wanted a smaller version of me. I want people to say 'Oh he looks like his or her father!" I felt a pang in my heart, knowing I couldn't give him a child like he wanted. I looked at the apple pie, now slowing losing its cinnamon smell, and suddenly, I didn't feel like eating anymore.

"Kenma...do you think the baby is mine?" He said, breaking me from my thoughts. "Well.....Maybe...I don't know." I wanted to say 'no, I doubt it, you're so called 'wife' is a slut. I wouldn't be surprised if it wasnt.' but I kept my mouth shut.

"Well!" He said grabbing the pie, " let's eat before it loses its freshness!"

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"Wait, so what you're saying is, Toshi is pregnant and Kuroo is unsure if it's his? And that's why they got married?" Suga said, taking a sip of his smoothie. I nodded looking down at my own smoothie, playing with the straw.

Suga is more like a mother figure to me, well, practically to everyone. Everyone they've always played in high school called him the 'team mom'. "Sometimes I want to wack Kuroo across the head." He said, sighing and face palming. "Why didn't he wait until after the baby was born to see if it was his?" I shrugged my shoulders,"He said something about her parents wanting to make sure he doesn't run away from his actions. Sadly, his parents agreed with them."

"Didn't she sleep around a lot before she met Kuroo? I mean, I'm not saying the baby isn't his, but it's a big possibly." We got up from the table and left the shop. I sighed and nodded. "Kuroo hopes it's his. He wants a smaller version of himself."

Suga paused for a moment before giving me a face of pity. "Kenma...I'm sorry...I know how much you love Kuroo. Just because you can't give birth to childern doesn't mean there is a chance of him not loving you." Suga is one of the few people who know about my situation along with Akaashi, Tooru, and Hinata.

"I don't know Suga, maybe I'm just losing hope. The chances of him getting back with me are just getting lower and lower." I said, kicking a rock on the sidewalk onto the road.

He stopped me and gave me a hug. "I have a feeling he will, besides, I've always heard that Captains sometimes almost always fall for their setters." He said, grinning a bit. "You'll never know." I chuckled a bit,"Youre right...but Iwaizumi isn't a setter." Suga let out a laugh, "I said almost always."

I had an hour of free time so why not write another chapter! So what do you think? Is the baby Kuroo's? Will he ever notice the smol cinnamon? Will I ever stop with these questions? Tune in next time!
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Emily.