oh hello. look. the first chapter. I DIDN'T THINK THE PROLOGUE WOULD MAKE YOU GUYS SAD TBH. I'M SORRY. anyways. you could play the song with the story but I just put it there because I like this version of the song..

Bang! Bang!

"Kenma please open the door...I know how you must feel but this won't help you."

Rolled onto my back gazing at the ceiling thinking for a moment then going to the door. I try to make myself a bit more presentable and open the door.
"Akaashi.." I start tearing up again. Goddamn it Kenma, get yourself together.
"Kenma, you can't just stay here forever. People are starting rumors and Kuroo is wondering where you are."

Funny how he still wants me to be there when he has her.

I looked down, suddenly interested at the wooden floor. Counting each line each board had.
"I don't want to go back, do you know how painful it was for me to just sit there and watch?"
He sighed and put his hands on my shoulders."I know how you feel, I really do.(do I smell bokuaka?) But if you don't go, Kuroo might think something is about and believe the ones around him."
I stared at him for a good minute before going back to my room and changing into the clothes I was before.
"Only for an hour."

x

Some people noticed and stared at me, mumbling something under their breath. I rolled my eyes and just followed Akaashi to a table.I sat silently, staring at the ones seated around us. It was mostly people they knew, I only knew about a couple. It was people I wasn't fond of. I couldn't stand them. They had the same personality as Kuroo, and yet I'm not annoyed by him.
I jumped when someone put their hand on my shoulder. "Kenma! Why did you leave? Especially during that time?"  I looked up to see Kuroo. Right now just seeing him just made me want to throw up.
"I....well..."
"You know how Kenma acts around big crowds Kuroo. He needed some fresh air. To be honest is was a bit stuffy in there."
I wanted to hug Akaashi right now.
"Yeah, I just got up at the wrong time, sorry about that." I attempted a smile. Kuroo stared at me for what seem like forever, grinned, and hugged me. "Kenma! Why didn't you tell me? I could have stand next to me."
That would have made the matters worse. Although, he remembered when I would have panic attacks, I would have to be by him to calm myself down.
"Tetsurou!" I swear she sounds like a screeching banshee. He voice is so high pitch, I don't know how Kuroo could stand her. I felt cold once he let go of me, and I had to turn my head to the interesting napkin that was on the table when they kissed.
When I looked back, she was glaring at me. "You, do you know how rude you were during the ceremony?! Do you have a problem? I'm surprised you managed to come to the party-" Kuroo cut her off, "Toshi, He isn't used to being around big crowds, he just needed to step out for a bit." She let out a 'hmph' and continued to glare at me. I felt Akaashi grab my wrist and gave me a look as if saying 'Do you want to leave?' I nodded and we both got up. "Sorry Kuroo but we have to go. I have to help my parents settle in their new house and I'm Kenma's ride." Akaashi said calmy, as if he's not annoyed by the screeching banshee in front of us. Well, he's with Bokuto, so it's understandable. "I could always take Kenma home-" "No, it's alright Kuroo, I have to go and pick up my game that I left at his house." Kuroo shrugged and understood how important my games are for me. "Alright, I'll text you later. We haven't been out in a while so you better be free!" I smiled and congratulated them one last time and left with Akaashi. We almost got to the exit but Kuroo's parents stopped me.
"Kenma, can we have a word?"

Well,shit.

Oh hello. WHAT WILL HIS PARENTS SAY? DUN DUN DUN...
Anyways, sorry if it's a bit rushed and short. I was typing this is class. Ummm.....I THINK THAT'S IT. THANKS FOR READING.
Much Love,
Emily