Mess. Up. Cry. Fix it. Mess up another way. Repeat.

I hurt my shoulder, I hurt my wrist. I can't move it without pain. I hurt Merida. Just because if one little accident when I though I could trust her......so I yelled at her....my sister took my dog because I was that upset....and now I'm laying in bed crying. What am I such a mess up? Please.....tell me....I would like to know....