Oh my God.......Max is going back to the hospital. She just knocked on my door to ask if I would go with her again. My mom said no because of school tomorrow. God.....I'm effing crying again......she's started puking up blood again......I'm going to flipping cry again. Why does this always have to happen to her!?!?!? God tell me why!?!? Somebody tell me why!?!?!? I can't stand it.....she's already has to get surgery that may paralyze her for the rest of her life!! Why does this keep happening!?! She's 15! She shouldn't have to deal with this........I'm mom going to cry and cry and I won't ever be able to stop it.