I'm so done right now........I just want to go die in a hole....alone.....nobody will be able to find me and hurt me there.......alone is all I want to be....I have friends on here and that's about it. I have maybe 4 friends that I actually talk to outside of here.......it's really hard right now.....why did I have to be created?????? That's my question....all I do in life is mess up and fail.....I've always been the teachers pet.....I've very always been the smart kid everybody hates....I've ever been the smart kids who gets cheated off of and cheated on......never had a boyfriend because they almost get stolen before I can actually talk to them and ask them out, it's that or they reject me because if my looks...I've never been skinny....I've never been pretty....I've ever always been the second best.....passed down goods....never good enough......I've even just so done.....I want to go die in a hole........😔🔫. Just kill me now and get it over with.....