Never Good Enough

Look at the mirror,
Seeing nothing, but my face
Saying I'm ugly.

Want to be thinner,
My fat body has to brace
The unpleasant knife.

Expect perkier
And better silicone hips
Like what celebs have.

Envy the bigger
And more gorgeous eyes and lips
That appeal to many.

Wish to have large breasts
Like the models that appear
On the stage right now.

Give into the tests
Just to not look like a pear
With its looks dreaded.

Forgo the other
Just to have a pretty look,
Even if I die.

But I will never
Be good enough from a rook
Still told in this day.