I feel like I'm dying
Anxiety is winning
My brain doesn't work anymore

I feel so stupid,
Exhausted.
It's hard to fight ourselves.
Why don't anyone aware us ?
Trained us ?

Life could have been so different
Happier, maybe.
Actually, it wouldn't be mine.

Life is life, after all.
None is perfect, without any issues.
But it's not fair that some of us has to deal with serious one.

So, yes, sometimes I wish that everything could stop.
I can't feel this all my life, it's impossible.
No one can.

How far can I go ?
Soon eighteen years in this world, is that enough?
Yes I am still young, but I've been through so many things.
It's already too much.

For me.
And for you.