"Dear Blue Diamond,"

"Oh... wow..."

"I completely understand that talking about this is very hard for you, it would be for anyone (at least where i'm from), talking about the lose of a loved one is one of the hardest things in the world, especially if it's someone that you're very close to. I don't have any personal experience with losing anyone very close to me, so I can't say I know how you feel, but I do know how painful grief is."

"I have had someone some what close to me pass away, even though I didn't know him as well as my friend, it was still really hard. But it was hardest for my friend, since it was his father."

"He had lost his fight with cancer. Cancer is something that is very scary and can be devastating. It was hard to see him deteriorate over time, because of it. It was like it was permanently changing him, and there was nothing anyone could do. But watch.."

"Ok i'm going to stop before I start crying, what I am trying to say is that losing someone really is painful and scary and very hard to think about. Especially to deal with, and when there's no one there to help you grief, it makes it even harder. The feeling never really goings away, it just fades overtime, the thought of them always at the back of your mind, always thinking of them. Even if you don't realize it."

"It happens because you care about that person, and it makes you happy to know that the thought of them will always be with you. Because you know how much that person meant to you, and how much happiness it brings you. Keep that happiness, and allow it to help you thrive. Trust me, love, trust and hope can help and allow anyone to get through and conquer anything!"

"Ok, ok, I know that that all sounded super cheesy and lovey dovey, but it's all true, and I hope you know and understand that."

"I hope this helps,"

"M."

This chapter is dedicated to my best friend Michael and his father Mike, the coolest best friend anyone could ask for! :D