Mahir’s POV
I’m such a dick...how can I do this to her...her blood pressure increased because of me. My angel...my life is bela, she was the one who always motivated me..she did possibly everything for me but me...because of me she’s suffering. I hate me for this. I brought tears on those beautiful eyes which has only love for me.
I know whatever I did was wrong. I fell for her the first time I saw her, when she was in her 12th grade...that’s the first time I visited Vyom's home
She was the one to receive me with her killer smile..she was wearing a tom & Jerry printed t shirt and pink shorts , her hairs were tied to a messy one but some traitor flicks kissed her cheeks .
That’s the time I realized I fell for her....hard.
After a that she got admission in our college. I saw her in the freshmen day, she was wearing a crop top and ripped Jean’s her long brown hairs were tied on a pony a cute little stud a kohl in her eyes and a lip balm. After few weeks Vyom found that I was into his sister, he literally broke my nose that day, I befriended her,then proposed three times just to get rejected
..I was determined not to let go of my angel. Then fourth time I proposed her and she said she’s ready to try out this relationship with me...I was cloud nine.. 7 years we are together, she never questions anything except for the girls. I was a big flirt before meeting her...but after that I never tried doing that..these girls whatever I talk to them they would be all of me...they would flirt with me....the thing is I never stopped them. I never wanted to be on bad books of someone.
Bela was the one my eyes search even in the large group of women. She trusted me and gave a chance to me knowing how I am. And in other hand me who never cared about how she feels.
The party was thrown by Laksh it was because he was getting married and I never wanted her in this party,  she would feel uncomfortable in this parties. I’m guilty for not being a good boyfriend. She was the one I wanted to have a future with..but I ruined everything...she’s not even looking me. I deserved it..I hurted her what can I expect.
Vyom left the room and Anu gave her tomato soup and left the room
Thick silence in the room...which chocked me..if it was before this she would have been talking non stop...which I’m glad hearing
“Baby..please say something...your silence is killing me"
Last few words came out with difficulty as my eyes started to pour
“Mahir get out please”
“Baby I’m sorry....I love..”
The slap sounds echoed the room
“You don’t Mahir..don’t even say that”
“Baby...I knew fucked up...but please don’t leave me"
“You’re right...this is a fucked  up relationship where the efforts are clearly on my side only" she yelled at me
“I’m ready to give up anything “
“Then give up on me” she said breaking my heart
I fell on knees before her
“Baby..you know you’re the hope for me to live after the death of my mother...my whole life is revolving around you...if you leave me I don’t know if I’ll survive”
Her eyes were flowing non stop like mine. My mother died three years ago, she had a brain tumour and the whole family was unaware of it at last she left me...I was broken...the only support I had at time was her. She took care of me like a mother, she used to be with me...keep me sane in that dreadful situation.
“I’m  sorry baby..please don’t leave me"
“Just tell me one thing...if I was with guys talking to the them...surrounded by them 24×7 how do  you feel"
I fisted my hands, I’ll kill each and every men who tries to flirt with her
“I’ll kill them"
“See...this is what I’m saying...you can be  like that..but I can’t how hypocrite you are"
“I won’t repeat it again"
“I’m not a insecure bitch Mahir...I just wanted my boyfriend to only see me admire me.. it’s too much to ask"
“Not at all...I’ll do everything to make this relationship happy...but just don’t hate me..I can’t live with your hate"
“I don’t hate love it’s just upset...I’m tired of telling this thing to you"
I smiled at her and took her palms and gently kissed her
“Please don’t leave me “
“I won’t” I smiled at her
What’s the guarantee” I asked and saw her confused face
“What kind of guarantee I can give love” ..she caressed my cheek wiping the tears
“Marry me bela" she was so shocked
“are you serious”
I took out the ring...it was my mother’s ring..she wanted bela to have it, tomorrow it’s my mom’s birthday I thought proposing her for marriage tomorrow but I can’t wait
 Bela’s POV
Is he seriously proposing me..oh my God. I love him beyond anything and getting married to him was my dream.
He was on his knees with the ring...it was sumi Auntie’s ring, he is proposing me with his mother’s  ring..what else a girl wants
“Bela..my love..I know it was only you who kept this relationship alive, when I fucked up every single time..you’re the only ray of hope I have, the sunshine on my dark life. Being with you I realized how much I need you in my life..seeing your smile,  the way you stood up with me in every ups and downs of my life...and now I want it forever...please marry me and let me have the honour of being your husband”
He finished with glassy eyes while my eyes are dried like no more tears left, I hugged him squeezing him more to me.
He was smiling with tears....I pounced on him kissing him madly...he made my dream come true...and for that my love deserves a reward, he gently opened his mouth while my tongue immediately explored his mouth and my hands went to shirt he was wearing I ripped the shirt tracing his chest,  he moaned in my mouth, my fingernails were tracing his abs and my hands went to his lower back and pulled him more to me.
He broke the kiss and my lips traced his cheek while my fingers traced his jawline his stubble was little prickly. My hands stopped on his chest, I pulled his hairs making him bent his head backwards while I started savouring his flesh...I know whatever he is saying is true...I know this man loves me like I do his flirty nature was the one thing that bothered me.
He pinned me down to the bed as his lips traced my cheeks, jawline ,my neck and stopped at my cleavage inhaling the musk scent of him always makes my panty wet. He discarded our clothes slowly he was admiring my body, he always would say that I’m so beautiful ......I was so insecure about my body it’s not I have a model body...I have scars, my inner thighs are little dark and my breasts are not that large, but now its little bigger all thanks to my man who always loved playing with it.
His lips were tracing my breasts and his tongue swirled against my areola,  his activity was making me more needy for him, I was getting wetter
Parting my legs kissing my inner thighs he dived into my aching core his lips were doing magic along his hands, he pumped his fingers faster as my orgasm approached, while I squirted all my juices all over him, he got up with a satisfactory smile, wiping his lips with the back of the palm and kissed me making me taste my own cum,while his cock was teasing my entrance I buckled my hips he chuckled seeing my desperation. And kissed my forehead and slammed into me making me moan at his fullness and hardness, he moved as my legs were at his shoulders he pounded into me taking me raw, while I felt my orgasm approaching,  I cried as came again, as he was not giving me time to recover I fisted the bedsheets the bed creaked as we were moving I continued to milk him, as he spilled himself into me. Fell beside me pulled me to his chest while we both were taking deep breaths.
“You know what Mahir what if the baby is awake right now..he must have known the love of his father towards his mother"
He looked at me shocked, I took his hands and kept on my belly
“Hello daddy” I said in baby voice.
His eyes started flowing as he squeezed me
“You mean..”
“Yes we are pregnant.....again"
Two years back I was pregnant, Mahir was so happy...we were so happy,  but because of my body condition I had miscarriage right after a week we knew. He was really broken but he became my pillar as then we started to focus on our careers achieving our best in our fields. He was with me in all ups and downs made me love myself.  I sometimes think I blessed to have him and sometimes annoyed by his flirty nature
However he is..he is completely mine.  And I love him with all his flaws
He kissed me with all the love. As we covered ourselves for our second round.
 
 
 Hey loves, I'm attending seminars  about sex education...sex education which is very important but is always a neglected and a taboo topic in India, well I'll try to explain some in my every update...hoping it could be useful for someone

First what's sex education? And why its important
Sex education is the instruction of issues relating to human sexuality, including emotional relations and responsibilities, human sexual anatomy, sexual activity, sexual reproduction, age of consent, reproductive health, reproductive rights, safe sex, birth control and sexual abstinence ( sexual restraint). Sex education that covers all of these aspects is known as comprehensive sex education (teaching students about sex education for health and better sexual life)
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 Hey loves, thought of Sharing about this sensitive topic which is also important. Any ways hope you find it useful. Tell me how's the chapter
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