Before puberty.

I had my first crush when I was in grade five.

He was fair, little chubby, shorter than me(omg I used to hate my height. I was the tallest girl in the class and sometimes I'd even bend my knees a little to make myself look short. But then by year nine or eight everyone started growing tall. Lol)

So yeah he goes red like a tomato when he laughs hence the nickname 'tomato face' which I still call him.

Lots of girls liked him and BLA BLA BLA including me and BLA BLA BLA he liked me back :P

Then I lost interest.

After puberty

Second crush. (Grade six)

Now since we couldn't talk about our crushes out loud with their names, we gave em nicknames.

This particular guy, I called him Sunquick ( it's actually a drink irl) for idk what reason.

Now i told my friends about it. Then one day we were having a free period and some guys and girls sat around a table talking abt random stuff  then we came to the topic of crushes and BLA BLA BLA

I told them about mine.

Ps. Sunquick was actually two years older than me.

So yeah they promised to keep it secret but then someone went and told him about it.

Sunquick never said anything about it.

He started dating another girl later on.

Peaches got heartbroken
(Temporarily)

then like two years later he asked me out

And I politely declined.

Third crush (seventh grade)

It was Sunquick's best friend. I called him mint.

I was like a lovesick puppy writing 'I love mint' on erasers, pencil cases and BLA BLA BLA.

Note: that wasn't love. I blame hormones tho.

We would play during the interval and after the bell rings while we went upstairs he would poke my sides.

And I friggin loved it.

Plus his air was spiky and JAHEISKAKISMAKKSKKAKAKSKSK

Anyways I got over him and lost interest.

And no he didn't ask me out.

HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND RIGHT NOW AMD OMG THEY ARE SO CUTE TOGETHER! ISTG THEY WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER. KSKAKAKKSKAKAKKSMSKAKAKSKKS

Fort- wait no forth.

Jk.
There was plenty more in between the second and third.
But I lost interest within few days.

Then there's four, five, six, seven, eight, twelve, fifteen and etc...
but then I got over them too.

You see I never liked any of them fOr anything but their looks.
Maybe a bit of their personality but mainly it was the looks.

Except for one guy.

*CLOSES CURTAINS*