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SR FOR LATE UPDATE! your stupid author was dragged into a car accident! (Seriously we had like 3 car accidents this year! °^°) Luckily i didnt get badly injured but i hurted my head to the front glass buuut im fine now! :3

Again plz go easy on meh! Im only in middle school and this is my first Fanfict! I have a lot of trouble right now, so plz be patient! °^°

But Thanks for 780 readers! Im REALLY HAPPY THANK YOU! ^^

Warning: this is gonna be a LONG chapter.
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Go to work, or go to the party?...

How about both?

I was smirking to myself as i was heading for the last class before we go home. I had PE... Ok i

HATE PE but... Mr. Error is there so i guess its not that bad!

I walked to the gym and saw that no one was there yet...

Meh, ill just sit on the stand's and sit there waiting for the other's to came... as time passed i gotted bored eventually and started playing with my family necklace... the necklace that mom gave me... the only thing that i still have of her...

It had 2 hearts one that was upside down and one witch was normal... A humans and a Monsters heart bond together... thats the Hearts family ligo. It means Peace among the Humans and the monsters... I wonder how humans look like...

I was playing with it until i noticed someone staring at me. I look around and spot Mr. Error. I was about to say something but i stopped when i noticed he was looking at me with pure sock, his eyes completely wide and he was glitching more than usual.... "M-Mr. Error! A-Are you ok?" I asked with a worried look and gotted up and walk towards him.... but as i took the first step... he immediately took a step back. I look at him with a confused expression and tilt my head to the side... I was about to take one more step but then i noticed that he was....

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Is he...... ......scared of me? Why? Why is he scared of me? D-Did i do something wrong?! W-What did i do? Is it bc of what happened with Geno?... Why are they acting like that against me?!?! Why?!

I look at his terrified eyes... They remind me of how 'they' used to look at me.... Every person who would look at my Red Eyes beside my family... Thats EXACTLY how they looked at me... Mr. Error eyes... are exactly like... theirs...

I was deep in thoughts once again. I took a step back to show Mr. Error that i wasnt up on anything... he relaxed a little and after that there was a bit of silence between us... When he realised what he did... you know, backing away from me and looking at me terrified... he said "IM SOR-" "i-im going to the bathroom.. a little bit..." i said and walked away... i could tell he felt horrible for the way he acted towards me... and i didnt want that but, at the time being i was too confused, sad and especially angry... not at him... i was angry at me.

Saying im going to the bathroom while he was apologizing is so cruel and i know i was in a state of sock but i SHOULD HAVE CONTROLLED MY FEELINGS! And besides that! I'm really grateful to him! I RESPECT him for everything he did! HE saved my life when i was ready to drown! HE was the one who requested me to take a sleepover at their place! HE was there and helped me whenever i needed help! And that's the answer?! I should have THANKED HIM 1000 TIMES!

I walked in the bathroom and went to wash my face. Why am i so STUPID?! UGH! i though as i was splashing the water on my face. He has done so many things for me! And in only ONE WEEK! I sigh and facepalm myself.

Why was he looking at me like that... like im a...

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My eyes started getting wet... until i heard the door open. I turn around quickly in shock and i saw...

...PJ...

"H-Hey..." i said, it was almost like a whisper... "W-WHY ARE YOU CRYING?!" He asked in a worry. Perfect i again destroyed someone's mood... sigh "im not crying! My eyes are wet because i splashed water on my face!..." i said and gave him a fake smile, he looked at me in disbelief and sigh. He started walking up to me and when he reached me he put his hand on my cheek! "idk what happened but, im here for you- no... WE are here for you..." he said and gave me a smile... idk why.... but although i was so sad... although i was angry and so desperate... somehow... looking at that stupid smiling face of his... i couldnt help but smile too...

PJ too... was there for me... when Bunny was beating me up, HE run around the WHOLE school to found me, he comforted me when i was sad, and he always makes me smile...and....laugh......

I once though he was a stupid idiot... a jock, a jerk. Someone who laughs with the pain of others... but when his friends tried to hurt me... he never actually did...

I look at his smiley and stupid face. Why am i even smiling? Im an emotional mess right now...

I hugged him around his waist and i felt him jump in surprised. Heh cute... i though and felt my face burning up, but i had my head on his chest so he couldnt see my embarrassed expression. He soon wrapped his hands around my- well... neck since im so short...

"Hey PJ?" "Y-YEAH?!" He yelled in surprise once more. I giggle but it came out muffed since i had my face on his shirt.

"Are you scared of me?"

I asked him as tears started coming up once more...

"W-Wha?! Why would i be scared of you?" He said in confusion and i looked up at him "arent you scared of my magic? Of me being a part of the Heart family?" "What are you talking about? Why would i be scared of you bc of your powers or family?" He said confused, and raised an eyebrow "Your personality is what counts!" He said and i look at him in sock "you would never hurt someone without a serious reason! You always make everyone smile and laugh, you care for everyone around you and would do anything to help them no matter what! You, a nerd, fought a jock to help me! You even jumped in a waterfall to save me, and who knows what was in there?! I mean seriously who does that?" He said and gave a little laugh... he was about to continue but i putted my face on his shirt once more and he yelped in suprise.

Would you look at that? I beated my high score of how much of a blushing face i can get!

Since i met this idiot i always smile no matter the situation... why?! WHY AM I SMILING?! I look like an idiot right now...

thanks to his shirt because if he was looking at my face right now i would explode!

PJ's Pov

I was about to talk again but Fresh put his face on my shirt once more... i yelp in surprise and look at him confused...then i realized all those thing i said 'DID I SAY TO MUCH?!' i yelled in my thoughts and became a blushing mess

Thanks to my shirt, because if he was looking at me i would expload!

We slowly broke the hug.

We were looking down at the floor... i look back at him and to my surprise... his face was a HUGE blushing mess! He looked sooo cute! But -NO its not the time for that! "Why are you here anyway?" He asked "why? Cant i go to the bathroom?" "No, seriously why are you here?" "Ok ok! Dad told me to check up on you! He said you didnt look well and left."

"..." i look at his eyes... idk why but after that he seemed sad...

I take a step closer and place my hand on his cheek and it seem like i surprised him since he jumped of my touch... no stop. I take a step closer. Stop! As i.... slowly slip my hand from his cheek, down to his neck... and slowly down to his shoulder... NO STOP! i should stop! I dont like him that way! HE doesnt like me that way! Why am i doing this?!?! I take one more step closer and he seems kinda scared...he takes a step back...again...and again... i should stop!.... one more step.... STOP!!! His back hits the wall, he is trying to say

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I quickly turn around to see who was at the door as i heard someone squealing! And me and Fresh both yelled at the same time...

"ALPHYS?!?!"

were did she even came from?!?!?! Arent those the boys bathroom?!?!?! HOW DID SHE EVEN?!?!

Fresh's Pov

"OMG GUYS! YOU LOOK SO GOOD TOGETHER!!! >u<" Alphys Fangirled "WHY ARE YOU HERE?! ARENT THOSE THE BOYS BATHROOM?!?!" PJ said (more like yelled) and became a blushing mess "you guys were late and Mr. Error started getting worried so he told me to came and see whats up! And im SO GLAD HE DID!" Alphys said and continued "YOU GUYS ARE SOOO ADORABLE!~" oh would you look at that? The floor is white... "THIS IS MY OTP FOR LIFE!" ....its actually pretty dusty in here.... "SMUCH!" and the walls are a little torn huh? "I-Im going to the g-gym!...." i said end went to the door "Wait!-" i turn around to face PJ "...why were you crying? You never told me why..." there was a bit of silence between us "nothing, just remembered something of the past..." it wasnt a lie it just wasnt the whole truth... i remembered the way the people used to look at me with pure fright and sock... like Mr. Error's eyes just now... ugh whats happening?!... im.... so confused... why was Geno and Mr. Error acting like that?!

They both looked at me with disbelief... we just Shook it off and went to the gym. We had lost at list half hour but, meh, doesn't really matter... When i went in i looked around and when my eyes went on Mr. Error who was staring at me, i just looked away... i dont know how im supposed to react right now... i just dont know what to say...

(Time skip by your Determent author! :3)

It was now the end of PE class and we could FINALLY go home! I like school but sometimes is such a pain!

I sigh as i got into my house, through the bag ath the floor and was ready to fell on my bed when i realized that... "THATS RIGH CRAY!" Its his first day of school!! I run down the stairs and grab the phone from the table. I put it on my ear (?) And wait for Cray to pick it up... came ooon.... came OOON!!... "hello?" "CRAY!!" I heard a loud 'thud' sound through the phone "YOU OK?!" "YOU MADE ME FALL DOWN OF THE BED!" I try not to laugh but i failed miserably and started laughing my ass off "I SWEAR FRESH!" i finally took a breath and said as i wipe a tear "sorry sorry!" "*sigh* anyway... why are you calling?" "Werent you supposed to be the overprotective here?" "Ha! Seems like im not the only one!" We both giggle and i said "so... how did it go?" "How it go what?" "The first day!!" "Oow *giggle* sr!" Sigh " it went awesome dude! I got to see everyone again!" "Ive never met your friends though! I want to meet them!" " i really want you to meet them too!....especially......him..." "oho?~ who?~" [( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)] "your crush?~" i teased "FRESH I SWEAR TO GOD!" "*snort AHAHAHA!" I laugh my ass off once again! I could hear silence from the phone but it soon too turned into a laugh. God... i miss him already and he is gone only for one night... i miss his overprotective stupid face, i miss that teasty breakfast on the kitchen table, i miss throwing him down of the bed, i miss his annoying teasing smirk- ok maybe i dont miss that. But still... "soo who is your crush? You never told me his actual name!" I said and went to the kitchen. I put some juice and took a sip (or should i say 'ship') "ok i-im gonna tell you, B-BUT IF YOU TELL ANYONE IM-" "gonna snap my neck i know know stop being a smart ass and tell me already!" I said and fanboy (?) a little. He sighs "all right alright..." i take another ship of my juice "ok...i-its..." i give him a 'mhmm?' while drinking my juice... i have a bad feeling about this... "hi-his name is...." i give a slight glare on the wall impatient of the answer...

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*PFFFF-* i cough again and again, seriously i should stop drinking while i hear someone out! My friends are so strange, i swear they are gonna be the death of me! I heard an "ARE YOU OK?!" Through the phone witch was now at the floor while i was running to the sink since all the juice i had was now purred down to the floor... I quickly grabbed a glass of water and drink it relaxing my shoulders in relief...

Why i was acting like that you ask... well... i know Pallete... yeah.... I once knew him when i was a child...

*Flashback*

"Mom's still at work and we dont have anything to cook!" Said Cray worried... Yeah mom was mostly at her job and we had already learned how to take care of our self's since we were 3 (Chapter 6) "do you want me to go grab some food?" "Are you CRAZY?! Mom told us to never go out unless she is with us!" "Ik! But it will take just a second! If we dont.................. We wont eat..." after hearing that he staid silence for a moment... Cray = Food "Fine!... dont say i didnt warn you!" "Kay im going!" I said and left. I went to the market that was closed by. I get in and started searching of something we could make to eat 'maybe spaghetti? Mom loves spaghetti!' I though and searched for spaghetti... but i soon stop as i saw... "....cookies~..." i whisper and stare at them, as my eyes shape stars. I pull up my hand but i couldnt reach them! I was too short i mean i was 6 to 7 what did you except?

So i started climbing up the market self's and when i finally reached them the self cracked and i heard a voice "WATCH OUT!" I fell down on top of a little kid like me "S-S-S-S-SORRY!!!" I wasnt used to talk to other people so... it was the first time talking to someone other than mom and Cray... i hadnt even talked to dad or my other brother... i didnt take the chance to...

anyway i immediately gotted up and he did as well rubbing the back of his neck bc of the pain... he was a little taller than me, he looked at me and said "cookie lover?" "You could say i fall from them!" He broke into laughter and i did too... Soon enough the uncomfortable feeling i had around him left my side "whats your name?" He asked "M-My....name is... Fresh..." i was a little bit unsure to tell him my name mom used to say to us to not give personal information to strangers "....what about you?..." "My is Pallete! Nice to meet you!" He said and gave me a close eyed smile, i smile back!

After that whenever i went to the market i would meet him there and we would have SO MUCH fun! i got to know everything about him and he did to! Ofc whenever i saw him he had cookies!

But i never tolled Cray or mom about it... they would be really mad at me for talking to a stranger and they wouldnt let me go to the market ever again. So i kept it a secret.

After 3 years he moved out and i never saw him again...

*end of Flashback*

You could say that we were childhood friends! But i never thought he would move here! Cray doesnt live far away it takes about 20 or 25 minutes to go to his house with a car. Why we went to different home and school? So we can learn to live without the others help... to learn how to take care of our self's. It was my idea and i did it for our own good, ofc, he, the overprotective brother he was, he said no, but after much talking i finally somehow got him to agree! Although im still working for the bill of both houses! He is the same age as me but.. i dont want him overstressed...

Anyway thats not the point! How many years does Cray know Pallete?!?! And how didnt I know that?! And besides that... Cil has a crush on Cray... Now i feel so bad for him... He was talking about Cray like he was a god or something...

I went back to the table and grabbed the phone "you still there?" I asked "yeah YOU still there?" "Yeah... sr about that..." "what was that about anyway?" "I just chocked..." "yeah sure, now tell me what really happened"*sigh* maybe an other time, kay?" "....okay...." i could tell he was worried. Ofc Overprotective Cray, i giggle slightly. "W-What about that Cil dude?" "Hm? Cil? Oh yeah! He is my buddy! He is really cool and funny!" Friendzoned, i feel so bad for him... i though "wait...How do you know about Cil anyway? I never talked about him or any other of my friends!" "A-Ah thats!" Idk if i should tell him that Cil is PJ's brother! I should ask Cil first! I wonder why he doesnt go to the same school as me and PJ though... "EM! OMG LOOK AT THE TIME I HAVE TO GO TO WORK!" "...Fresh you have work at 4:00" "thats right! Ha-ha! W-Well i have to do my homework by trashbag!" "HEY WAI-" I end the call quickly before he could say anything... after a second the phone rang again.... nope not gonna answer that! I though and went up to the stairs, into my room and closed the door so i wont hear the ringing. I sigh and went to go to do my homework... apparently, i hate homework but im perfect at it so i end it in 10 minutes or so. I was pretty bored and thought 'i wonder what PJ is doing...' wait WHAT?! WHY DID I THOUGHT THAT?! ... he was pretty sweet today...wait-SWEET?! ok, i may be ill or something... i went to my office and started drawing random things and while doing so, i thought 'why did i think about him? Stupid brain, he is so stupid with his stupid handsome face and his hot ab- wait WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?! i yelled to myself as i left my pencil and facepalmed myself with both hands... when i was done yelling to myself facepalm my head on my paper and glance at it... and then i noticed it... i quickly got my head up to take a better look at it....

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I started with a star! Oh wait thats right... his left eye is a star... just UGH you know what? Just drop it...

i sigh and went to see what time it is... 3:49 I have to get ready for work! I run and take my usual back costume on. I run out of the door and run to the bar we had or club you could say. I went in and take a big breath as everyone was looking at me, well only the people that work here since we just opened it. Im working with Grillby, FireGirl or FG (Grillbys daughter) Muffet and Mettaton who is our boss...

"H-hey Mr. Mettaton can i... talk to yoi for a second?" "Ofc Darling!" "W-Well! I was thinking about that party that was going to happen... how about i take the kitchen and Muffet be the butler?" "And why is that?" "W-Well Muffet has a-a lot of hands sooo she will be... faster?" It sounded more like a question than an answer. "That's a wonderful idea Darling!" Ok, since im going ot be in the kitchen they wont be able to se me. Im usually the butler but I can do every job here! Cook, serve, dance, sing... why i know how to dance and sing? Well how do you think we gain money when mom died? Thats right! We used to dance and sing on the streets soo... yeah, i learned how to do every job in this shop so whenever someone is missing i could take their place and gain more money!

"Oh btw, i wont be here im going to be visiting my cousin! He was invited to have a party too but he doesnt want to go so im gonna keep him company!" YAS PERFECT! i thought. Now he wont be able to see me at the party talking to the others! This is just perfect! I cant believe im gonna say this but i am sooo lucky!
I thought and walked to do todays daily work.

"You seem in a cheerful mood today Fresh Dearly!" Said Muffet "yeah why is that?" Asked FG. Grillby looked at me and said "..." (xD) "well... you should probably know..." i trust them we've been working 3 years together... well almost. "The school that will have a party here is my school... And i really dont want the whole school to know that i work... im totally gonna get bullied if they found out... So since im invited in the party i will be talking to the kids there... would you mind.... not telling Mr. Mettaton?" "Ofc, Fresh! We will help you with whatever you need!" Said FG in a sweet voice and i smile at her "if we need anything we will call you 'Suave' so your friends wont be suspicious" FG said "Thank you thats an amazing idea! I said and smiled once more.
I have get to know everyone here! And they are so nice! I love everyone here and they all help me whenever i need something! Grillby too! But, he doesnt really talk, only if he needs to. I can feel him glare at me whenever a talk to his daughter...

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I went home and fell on my bed... 'Big day tomorrow'... i though and sight... remembering everything that happened today... whats with Mr. Error's weird behaviour? What about PJ... i was soo embarrassed... i cried on his chest and he said all those embarrassing stuff... and Alphys didnt help at all! He was really cute too... wait NO WHAT THE HELL IS IT TODAY WITH ME? Sigh... ah yeah we had that challenge with PJ too! There has been one day soo if he manages to keep me safe tomorrow too and Wednesday then i'll have to do one of his favours! Ugh... why cant i be unlucky when i do want to be?! Stupid Universe...

I was deep in thoughts as time passed and soon enough i fall asleep.

(Time skip by authors Mad mom °^°)
(The next day)

I woke up to my annoying alarm once more. Yeah it is annoying but if it wasnt from that alarm idk were i would be right now.

I gotted up and gotted dressed then i went down stairs and eat my breakfast. After i was done i went out and waited for the bus. When it came i get in and take the seat beside Alphys.
"H-Hey Fresh!" "Hi Alphys! How ya doin?" "I-Im fine,
w-what a-about you?" "Same..." i said and got on my daily 'overthinking things' thing...

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"Y-You sure? You j-just s-stared to n-nothing..." "No! Im really great!" I said. Wow 'im really great' yeah sure that didnt sound suspicious at all! "O-Ok now seriously Fresh, whats wrong?" Told ya. "Its nothing!..." i said while sweating "F-Fresh y-you know you c-can tell me a-anything!" She said and looked up at me with a serious face on... i sigh "ok! I will tell you but!-" the bus stopped "well would you look at that? We have to go to class! Well see you later!" I said and gave her an innocent smile as i walk down the bus and walk into the school "Fresh." She said and looked at me with a poker face "we have the same class" she said and i look at her sweating "W-Well! Th-Then i... I Will!- ok you know what? Ill tell you but... promise me you are not gonna tell anyone" "i
p-promise!" She said cheerfully and gave her one of her smiles. While walking to class i started "soo... Im sure you have heard about the party that jock is going to do? I think her name is SG" "y-yeah!" "W-well... She is going to do it at 'RockWill' right?" She nobs "thats....were i work..." she keeps silent for a moment "Y-YOU WORK?!" she asked in completely sock! Every student on the hallway turning and looking at us confused "Alph! Ssshhh!!" "Sorry!" She whispers and everyone turns back to whatever they were doing
"t-thats right! Y-You dont h-have a-a-anyone to t-take care of you! I-I forgot t-the consequences!" She said... yeah i didnt tell them that i work soo Undyne and PJ probably havent think about it yet. "Yeah thanks for making the whole school know, next time it more loud i think Mr. Toby didnt hear you yet" i said ironically and gave her a poker face "im
s-sorry!" She said with a worried face as we enter our class and took a seat's-so you are s-saying t-that the party i-is going to take p-place were you w-work?" "Yeah..." i answered with a sad tone as Mr. Nightmare gotted in and started... 'hello class..."W-What are you g-gonna do?! T-The Whole s-school is g-gonna see y-you!" "About that... I-" i gotted cut off by Mr. Nightmare slamming his hand on our desk making us both jump in surprise "i tolled you to stop talking! Do you want to go to detention?!" He asked with full anger
"N-No Sir!" We both said "good then dont say another word" he said and gotted back as he continued his lesson. I gotted a paper out of my notebook and wrote on it "im gonna be a sef so no one can see me" i wrote and passed it to Alphys next to me. She looked at it and started writing "you know how to cook that good?" "Yeah" i answered and draw a little face besides it ' ._. ' i passed the paper at her and she covered her mouth trying not to laugh to my drawing "plz stop" she wrote and i answered "ok ill stop xD but plz promise you wont tell anyone! >~<" "i wont ;3" she answer and her answer made some laugh escape my mouth. Mr. Nightmare gave us a glare and we both shut it.

After the bell rang we go out of the class and head to the lockets were we split up. As i open my locker as i heard someone say "sup" i turn around to face "sup bonebag!" "What did you say to me?" Said PJ with a smirk trying to sound annoyed "you heard me! Seriously why do i always have to see you every time the SANS-SHINE goes up?" (I will neva stop xD) PJ chuckled and said trying to hold his laugh "YOU LITTLE-! Look! You made me laugh! Now you will have to take responsibility!" He said with a wide smirk "Wha-" and then started tickling me in the middle of the hallway. And let me tell you.. im ticklish af "AHAHAHA PJ STOP *GASP* SERIOUSLY HA-" and continue with laughter until my back reached the lockers and i seriously couldn't stop! "NO-SERIOUSLY STOP" i tried to say since everyone was looking at us! Then he FINALLY decided to stop! I gasp and slid down to the floor taking deep breaths! I felt like dieing!

PJ's Pov

His laugh... by just hearing his laugh i want to laugh too! And so i did! While tickling him i was laughing as well! "NO- SERIOUSLY STOP" he tried to say and i though i may have went to far so i let him go. His laugh fade down and he slid down to the floor gasping and taking deep breaths. I laugh my ass of to his form teasingly and he glares at me-well at list he tried to! Though, my laugh soon stoped when i saw his form more carefully noticing that... he had became a blushing mess, his shirt had slide down to his left arm and one botton of his shirt was open revealing half of his chest... I blush MADLY and i mean i blushed like CRAZY! Wanting to just run there and.............UGH NO! STOP THINKING DIRTY! Stupid mind!

I was screaming into my head as i realised... the kids that were passing were checking out Fresh...He gave them a confused look as he slowly gotted up... Then he turned to me and looked with his big eyes in confusion... i quickly look away and cover my mouth as i point to his shirt... i dont know what kind of reaction he was making but i could tell that he became so blue in embarrassment and quickly button up his shirt "WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME EARLIER?!" "W-WELL! I-" I wasnt ready to end my line... since i didnt know what to say... after some time he gotted more blue [if that was even possible] and he turned around as fast as he could [almost breaking his neck] and pouted. Stop being so damn adorable!- wait, why did he blush?

( Time Skip! By savage author :3 )

Fresh's Pov
After school was done i went home and took a shower. After i was done i went out and opened my wardrobe. 'What should i wear?' I though... i wasnt used on being invited in a party so... i never actually had to think what to where sooo.... i dont know what to wear... perfect i thought... Ugh this is gonna take a lot of time.

Two Hours Later

"Ugh! I CANT found ANYTHING!" I literally screamed out loud as i fell on my bed wich had a tower of cloths and i groan in annoyance. Yeah i have like 2 and a half more hours to get ready but still! I cant found anything... i groan once more...

If only Cray was here... wait THAT'S RIGHT CRAY! I run and grab my phone from the desk as i call Cray... "he-" "I NEED HELP" "WHA-?!" "SGInvitedMeToAPartyAndIDontKnowWhatTheFuckToWearPlzHelpMehImDieing!"
"WAIT- WHAT?!?! I CANT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE SAYING DUDE!" " I SAID! SG invited me to a party and i dont know what THE FUCK to wear! PLZ HELP MEH!" I said with my teary eyes although he couldnt see them "ok! Chill dude! Send me a photo of your clothes..." i said him a photo of the tower on my bed "WHAT THE HELL DUDE?!" He sights and then said "*snort* why dont you wear that pink short and green T-shirt" he said talking about the clothes mom forced me to wear when i was 3 "CRAY! You are NOT helping!" "Ok Ok! Relax dude!" He said and I SWEAR i heard him laugh!

1 More Hour Later

Ok... "send me a pick!" Cray said and i take a picture of me from the mirror. I was wearing light-blue jean that was throne revealing some of my bones, with a dark blue belt that was being hidden by my black sleeveless shirt with a hood and white sport boots. I had pulled up my jeans sleeves and a sliver chain was hanging down from my jeans pocket. I look at the mirror as i wait for a response from Cray through the phone... "Dude..." he starts... "You. Look. AWESOME" "are you CRAZY?! sleeveless shirt?! Nope im gonna put my jacket on" "what?!-WAIT NOOO!!" "Cray. Its NOT happening." "Come oooonnn~ Whats wrong you shy?" "You are crazy" "i bet PJ would like it~" "WHAT?!" "What? Havent you realised how he was checking you out when we hanged out at the zoo?" "WHA- NO HE WASNT!" "But now that i think about it..." "HEY ARE YOU LISTENING?!" "if he lay a finger on you..." "OI!"
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I take one more look at the mirror....... i know what i said at Cray but... yeah this shirt IS too opened... it shows my half chest and the its sleeveless showing some of my ribs... i thought and putted on my dark blue jacket... what about the hat? I put it on and look at the mirror... i turn it around making the front look at my back... no... i pull it a little bit to the side... Now we are doing something... i thought as i left my hat a little bit to the side. I pull up my hood and "ready" i thought and walked out of my house and went to my work

( Time skip by authors broken hand D: )

I had already made some food. I take a glance on the mirror of the 'Rockwill' bathroom... i place my fingers on my eyepach as i look at myself at the mirror... thats what destroys everything... How i wish i could take that eyepach off... how i wish i could... walk propery out without anyone looking at me.... how i wish...
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...For Mom to be here...
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I sigh. Stop thinking about it! I said and slightly slapped my cheeks with both of my hands.

Ok! Im ready for this!
I thought and walked out of the bathroom

"LETS PARTYYYY!!!"

Im soo NOT ready for this!

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YOOO! 6005 WORDS! NEW HIGH SCORE! (i think xD) Again Sr for late update! I know im allways saying i got many problems but I REALLY do!

Random Drawing i made!

But again! Thanks for reading it means a lot love ya guys! Have a lovely Night / Day
See ya!