*EZRA POV*

Gasps, heavy breaths, soaked panties, all I wanted to do was to tear apart our clothes and sink myself deeper on his cock. His fingers were tangled in my hair, pulling me closer to him. The feeling of his lips on my neck, sucking my flesh so roughly which definitely will leave marks. I grabbed his head and pressed my lips to his with such passion and love. I really wanted him to feel how much I love him and how sorry I was to assume things. 

Grabbing the back of his neck I trailed kissed all over his neck earning a sexy groan making me clench my pussy. I pulled his shirt over and threw it away. I trailed my tongue slowly over his chest, licking each part of him. I rolled my tongue over his right nipple while my eyes never left his face. Loving the tension around us, I moved my tongue to his left nipple and bit a little making him groan." you really like teasing me, baby."

"Can't help it, my boyfriend is too hot?" said, I lowered myself and unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them over revealing his beast standing tall and hard, ready to be devoured. Before I could place my hands on his cock a deep voice interjected me." I want your hands behind and open your mouth wide"  his deep command stirred my insides making me wetter than I could be. Obliging to his commands, I wrapped my arms behind me and opened my mouth wide. His fingers found their way through my hair again and gave me a slight pull which made me look at his enigmatic, lust-filled green eyes, "Now I want you to be a good cock slut for me and suck it clean." His dominating demeanor froze me, I felt myself unconsciously nodding. 

He brought his beast near me and I obediently opened my mouth and took him halfway. I knew Michael wanted me to relax and be comfortable which is why he let me adjust and didn't lose his patience. I slowly started bobbing my head while my eyes were locked with his green ones, I let my tongue roll over his length slowly, tasting him.

 I kept giving long licks trying to fit his whole length in my mouth, his fingers tighten around my hair making me bob my head faster. His moans got louder as I kept sucking his cock, he stopped me from sucking his cock and made me suck his balls, "oh fuck, just keep doing tha..at" I didn't know how but his reaction and moans gave my confidence a boost and all I wanted was him to rip me apart, take control of my body, take control of me. I stopped myself and stood up, his green eyes were filled with lust and love hypnotized me, looking like a feral animal. " I want you to take control of me, Mike" There it was, the uncertainty, not because he didn't want to, but he just couldn't hurt me anyway." I know what you are thinking but I want this."  Michael and I have always been vocal about our desires and sexual pleasures, it was what kept our bed routine interesting. 

Michael came forward and buried his face in my neck leaving wet kisses, he kept backing me towards the bed, slightly pushing me and making me fall with a bounce. I spread my legs in front of him while one of my hands started tracing my pussy lips, his face was stoic but he kept his gaze on my hand, I moved my fingers through my soaking clit, rubbing it gently while the other hand kept squeezing my boobs. I felt hot and horny, every cell on my body was on fire, Michael's eyes turned darker with hunger but before I could insert a finger in my pussy, a low growl and demanding voice stopped me " Enough!"  He removed both of my hands placed them above me,"  you do realize what game are you trying to play?" " Maybe or maybe not, Sir."   I knew it worked, he always like obedience and this part was his favorite, my favorite too."  Legs wide apart, you will do as I say. Am I clear?"  His authoritative voice turned me on more "yes Sir" 

Michael sank deep inside of me as he filled and stretched out of me. I moaned out loud, "Do you want me to take control over you, love?"  I was in a state of delight that I couldn't even voice out, Michael roughly grabbed my boobs making me clench against him in pain and pleasure. " Words baby." " Yes Sir, please."  He let out a pleased groan as his hands groped and squeezed my boobs while he thrust in and out of me at an animalistic pace. I felt torn apart but the pain subsided and  I was able to enjoy each of his thrusts that stretched my pussy. 

"Just like that... yes yes.. take me like how you want..ah," He hovered over me while supporting himself on his arms while his hips impaled me to the bed. "You like it, huh. you want me to stretch your pussy, don't you?" I was always a sucker for dirty talks and hearing his deep voice talking dirty had put me on the edge. " Yes  yes, I want you to stretch me, destroy me." He grabbed my hand placed it above my head while the other hand came around my neck, slightly choking me. His thrust pounded into me, with every passing minute his thrust would become harder, I couldn't stop moaning rather screaming. " you like getting fucked with my big cock, you love when I grope those big titties of yours."  I could only nod as he thrusts impossibly deeper causing me to cry out loud. Michael rolled me over my stomach and shoved his cock from behind. "Ohh fuckk.."  My voice muffled against the pillow as my eyes rolled back. His pumps and thrusts were taking my breath away while his breaths were heavier and with each thrust, I was nearing my orgasm. "Fucking hell, you have the best pussy, Ez."  And I let my body go. My mind was blank, my body felt numb as my orgasm came rushing down. My core squeezed him tightly and with few more final thrusts, he came inside me. ALot. He fell against my back and kissed my hair, I heard our heavy breathing. This sent a new wave of feelings over me. He removed himself and laid back beside me. I totally loved what we did, a sense of possessiveness grew inside me, I felt like I claim his body and so does he.  

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My body was wrapped around Michael's waist and my head laid on his chest, I could hear his heart beating, my mind went back to a few days back how I felt lost without him, how my heart still shatters thinking about that night. I know this is wrong but I couldn't help but be possessive about him. "You are zoning out."  Michael's voice brought me back from my thoughts, " what are you thinking baby?"  I looked at his disheveled hair which I kept tugging at during our rumpy-pumpy. How does he even manage to look handsome in everything? " Nothing, just random thoughts." "I am sure they aren't random because The Ezra I know is pretty wild and never stops unless we are at our fifth round." I felt my face turn beet red," Hey, you aren't supposed to tease me"  Michael kept laughing while I glared at him. " okay okay, but seriously what is it that has you all quiet." As much as I want to tell him I feel it can ruin the atmosphere but Michael won't stop unless and until he knows about it. 

" I don't want to ruin things out right now Mike but I feel you and Kiara need a closure."  I looked up and saw him staring at me. My hands become sweaty that he would burst or I would upset him but somehow this conversation was required. Just like how I had my closure with my ex, I want him to do that too. Sometimes we need to end the chapter properly so that we can move forward easily." I know it's difficult for you and things are quite complicated but I feel you should at least give it a try."  

There was a brief silence and I couldn't help but feel nervous with his dark gaze piercing through my soul. I was about to say something when he beat me to it " Let's sleep. I am tired. Good night."  With that, he turned me around and slept with his hand wrapped around my waist. Did I actually spoil everything between us? Maybe this wasn't the right time to discuss Kiara. I felt upset but more than that scared about how this might affect our relations with each other.

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 Morning came and I didn't find Michael beside me. I frantically tried to get up but instantly fell because of the soreness between my legs. The door opened revealing Michael in his boxers with a tray full of food, I felt my stomach grumble looking at the tray. " Seems like someone is going to have a hard time walking,"  Michael commented looking at my disheveled form. "Yes, someone was being extremely rough and rude last night,"  I said with a glare while reminding him how rudely he ignored my words last night and just slept it off. Michael laughed. He fucking laughed, though at this moment I wanted to rant at him as usual but watching his beautiful lips stretched out so wide brought a smile on my face too. At least things are cool between us. 

Michael sat beside me and laid the tray on the bed. He scooped me in his arms like a kid and placed soft kisses over my face. "Stop Mikey", I giggled, trying to free myself from him, his stubble made it ticklish," I hope you forgive me now. Baby I seriously didn't mean to be rude yesterday. It's just that because of her we were apart, you cried because of me when I had promised myself to cherish you. I know it sounds cliche but it's true. I would do anything for you and when you suddenly brought her topic, it just irked me a lot but I kept thinking the whole night about your words and somehow you are right. I need to close my chapter with Kiara so that I can finally move ahead from the painful past. Maybe it will give some closure to her too." 

 I was so happy hearing him say this, without containing my excitement I jumped on him and tackled him on the bed. "Okay okay small bear, you need to freshen up, Mark called  informing me that he has something important to announce." I gave him a long peck on his lips and ran towards the bathroom," I am sure Mark can wait for a little",  I looked over Michael with a smirk on my face and removed my clothes leaving me bare. "Tell me baby would you like your breakfast in the bathroom." 

"Heck yes!"

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I looked at Michael with a questioning gaze while he annoyedly watched his friend pacing around the room. We have been in High Rollers for the past thirty minutes and since then Mark has been just pacing around the room with one sentence over his lip ' what if I mess it up?' 

"Oh for fuck's sake Mark, we won't know if you will fuck it up or not if you clearly don't speak up. You ruined our holiday." Michael angrily huffed. Mark glared at him "Ass-fuck, is this how you repay me for saving your relationship. YOU ASSHAT", I know this both will not stop their bickering once they start.

"Guys stop, can we talk maturely, and Mark you need to speak up." I butted in their stupid fight which would be another never-ending story. "Exactly that's what I have been trying to say for the past thirty minutes."  Mark silently shifted his gaze towards the wall, it seemed as if he was in deep thoughts and the way he kept raking his hand over his hair, it was definitely something big and important to him.

 "I am planning  on proposing Taysha tomorrow."  He watched us with hopeful eyes while Michael and I were just trying to process the little information. Marriage? Sure Mark is a worthy and great guy, they both have been dating long before me and Michael, Suzy likes him too but marriage is a big step, something which shouldn't be taken based on just your feelings. "Ezra, what do you think, is it the right time? Will she say yes? Will Suzy accept me as her dad?" I could sense the nervousness in him, but how can I reassure him when I was in the same condition. "Mark I am not very sure about her answer, I wish you gave me little time to talk about this matter, of course indirectly."

"I Know Ez! It's just I don't wanna lose her or Suzy. They have become an important part of my life and I just don't want Suzy to see me as her mom's boyfriend. I can't even imagine a day without them. It definitely is soon but hell love makes you impatient sometimes."  I felt happy knowing how much Mark cares about them, I really wish everything turns out good.

" I wish you all the very best Mark, We will help you with all means."  I wish I had a little idea about Taysha's opinion, maybe it could have helped him a little.

"Yeah man, and just to let you know if she rejects your proposal, respect that decision of her, I am sure she must be having her reason for that so don't be all sappy and moody though I am rooting for you both. " Michael's words were nothing but true, even if she rejects him I am sure she must have her reason behind it. 

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I was here sitting at a cafe with Michael while we were waiting for Kiara to arrive. I don't know why Michael decided to tag me along with him all well knowing how awkward I am feeling. " Mike, I don't think it's a good idea, I should probably just sit somewhere else while you both clearly talk with each other."  Michael took my hands in his and entwined his fingers with mine." Babe, I need you here. I can't stay with her alone, not when my support system is not with me. I know you feel awkward with everything but I am sure after this we can have our peace".

Soon enough Kiara arrived, looking all drop-dead gorgeous with her baby blond hair flowing naturally and that black dress that fitted her perfectly. I could see the confusion written on her face when she notices me sitting with Michael. All I hope is this whole thing passes smoothly without any drama.

"Hey Mike and Ezra. I wasn't expecting you to be here too." She said not wanting to sound annoyed but I could see through it. Her eyes soon drifted towards Mike. There was so much love in her eyes for him, she looked at him the same way I do. Oh god, This doesn't seem to end well.

"Kiara I am here to talk things out with you,"  Michael said trying to be as calm as he can be. 

"Lemme guess, You wanna say that you Love Ezra and don't want me to disturb your little love life until it lasts."   I could sense bitterness from her tone. It was as if she had already predicted that we won't last long. 

" My relationship is none of your concern Kiara. Just so you know I am here to clear things between us, not to create drama which is your favorite work."  I now understood why Michael wanted me to attend this so-called meeting, it was difficult for him to keep his anger at bay. 

I stroked Michael's thigh to let him know it will be okay. I could feel his whole body tensed and anger radiating through it. 

"I don't understand what do you want to talk about when you clearly despise me so much, just so you know Mike, I might have done you wrong but I have learned my lessons. I don't want to sound desperate but are you sure you can be happy with her like you used to be with me. Will you able to leave your stripper life in the long run.--  she pointed her perfectly manicured finger towards me -- do you think he will be able to stay loyal to you? Michael has been sleeping around for a long time, do you think people can change their nature so fast?"

 Now it was me who was fuming with anger. If this were the old Ezra, I would have naively believed her but not anymore. Her doubts were right, but Michael and I very well knew this shit wouldn't happen. We weren't taking our relationship slow for fun.

I tried composing myself, this wasn't the best time to burst out. I need to show her that her words aren't affecting me nor my relation. " Kiara there is no relationship without trust, yes indeed there can be misunderstandings but that will only make the bond strong and a relationship includes two people not everyone we are acquainted with, so whatever happens to us I am sure we will take care of that. Also, I don't feel obliged to let you know what is happening between us. You came here to clear out your problems and close the chapter."

 I knew I ticked something inside her from the looks, nonetheless, I wouldn't sit here and let her try to degrade our relationship.

" Whatever, don't cry like a baby when he leaves you, which I am sure is gonna happen soon", With that, she picked her purse and left the restaurant leaving us astonished.

"Has she always been like that?"

" Trust me, always,"  we both burst out laughing.

Alas, whatever happens, definitely happens for a good reason. 

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4 years Later- 

"Damn Ez, you are glowing."  my small cute baby bump was now visible, I couldn't believe in just a few months I will be a mother.

" Yeah, I just can't wait for the baby to come out."  It's been four years, how all of our lives changed drastically. Michael proposed to me two years back during our trip to the Maldives. I was in a state of euphoria, I still remember the day when I saw Michael crying his heart out when I told him about my pregnancy. None of us had expected such sudden news and it definitely gave our lives different light.

I heard Brian cry while Taysha was trying to feed him. Brian is Taysha and Mark's handsome son, Suzy and I spoil him too much. When the day Mark decided to propose Taysha was the same day she told him the news about it. Their reaction was too funny to even forget. 

"To all the wonderful Ladies, It's time for big fun, something we all have dreading for so long, so hold your panties tight  because we sure as hell gonna have a hard ride."

I caressed my protruding belly already feeling immense happiness, " are you excited to see your daddy, my little bun?" 

Soon the stage light went off, pitch black, everyone sitting in the audience was anticipated for today's performance, it was literally so long Michael and Mark participated again. They were too busy expanding the business overseas. Today was a special performance, something even I was anticipating just like all the ladies sitting in the audience. 

The music played while the stage light illuminated, and there was standing in their glory, Michael and Mark with their team with a bow tie and tight leather pants.

" Damn don't they look mouth-watering."   I heard one of the women sitting in front of me commented.

"Look at Michael, so hot and sexy, I am sure his wife is quite lucky" 

Only if they knew how tasty he is.  I mentally smirked at the thought of my dirty thoughts about my husband.

Michael's eyes locked with mine watching me with such immense intensity, his lips curled a little and I knew damn well what it meant. 

 We are in for an extremely long night today.

Hey dear Readers,
Here is the last chapter after like forever. So sorry for the late update. Due to some reasons, the ending kept getting delayed. Thank you so much for taking out time to read our story. Loved reading your comments which showed how invested you guys are too like us in this story. Hope you enjoyed the roller coaster love story of Ezra and Michael.

Thank you for being on the journey of Ezra's quest for finding her payable comfort. Although this journey is ending here but it doesn't mean we have to part ways. Two new stories OUR MISTAKEN MARRIAGE and BEYOND DARKNESS will soon start after this. So stay tuned and keep supporting us.

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